Methamphetamine - First Time - Wild First Ride

[luckyshot04]

Let me give you a little background about myself...I am a 29 year old opiate addict for the last ten years. My current DOC is Opana and I have never done meth until yesterday. I live in a rural area of Kentucky and meth is a pretty big problem here. However, I swore I would never touch the shit because I had seen firsthand what had happened to some regular users. I also loved my high dollar pills for some reason.

So, early Saturday morning, about 2am, my twin and myself were hanging when this chick calls and said shes ready to party. He had been talking to her for a little while (a week or two) and we both knew she was a tweaker. I knew then what was going to happen. Let me preface by saying Friday day and evening I had dosed about 50 mg opana and a xanax bar. I would not recommend doing that or smoking meth after, but I'm dumb enough to go there.

When she rolled up with her friend, I was nodding out pretty hard, my brother was as well. She rolls up with a decent amount on foil. She gives me the "smoker" and puts the flame to it. I took a hit (I used to smoke pot heavily, don't hold meth in), within about 15 seconds, my eyes cranked open. I have to admit after this hit and one more, I didn't notice a physical "high" persay, but it was definitely putting my body back into gear from the opiate use earlier that day. Her friend says she has some foils back at their place and there is a guy with some as well. Off we go.

I would never suggest starting to smoke at 2-3am. You're going to be up that night and all the next day. I wish I would've stayed at home. We get to her place and the guy there has a stem. Off we go, passing the pipe until about 7 am. The girl also put some alcohol to a glass plate, burned it off, and made a pile herself.

I've snorted coke, smoked crack, did adderall...This shit is totally different. I did buy a bag to bring home for today and I took a few good hits this morning. However, I put it down until this afternoon and I'll go back and finish that off.

Just knowing what's in this shit bothers me, but the sleep deprivation is a bitch on its own. I could see how people get addicted and I do like uppers. But I can smoke crack and not touch it for months. It will be the same with the meth. Once this bag is gone, it's over for a while.

I have to admit the drug is different and has a good feel to it for me. I didn't smoke enough to start getting paranoid and all that shit, I'm sure that would come with regular usage. I know the negative effect is I would not want to be up for days on end and then crash for a couple of days. My body is already in poor shape from the opiates, I don't need another habit.

I said I would never do it, but I did. My advice and I don't fuck with this shit, is be careful. Take it serious, it's not a joke. And I always remember that I'm ingesting a good amount of poisonious materials.

Be safe!

 

[tabsandcaps]

nice report, it's good you're thinking about stopping now, have you hit a comedown yet or are you still high on the meth? You should report back during/after the comedown to share how you feel about it and if you have the urge to try it again. Meth is deceptive man, It's hard to find someone who just occasionally enjoys meth. I seen some stories on here but I don't know any in real life who stuck with it strictly recreational. With that said it seems like you have an understanding of it,

You be safe as well.

 

[luckyshot04]

Thanks tabs for the kudos. I did hit a comedown yesterday afternoon at about 2pm. I fixed that problem with an old school Opana 30mg and a xanax. Really, I didn't need the opiate, but the xanax helped. I ended up doing a xanax bar and a 1/4 to go to bed. Finally went out at 8pm last night, slept till 3:30am, woke up, and went back out from 7am to 10am.

I can report during the comedown yesterday. After hitting the pipe and snorting from 3am to about 7am (time is hard to remember), I started crashing about noon that day. I had been up 28 hours by then, but after I did the opiate and the xanax, I no longer felt the urge to crash and made it until I went to bed.

Today, I did end up having about .2 I got from the guy yesterday. I bought it because I thought I might need it today. I didn't do but about 1/2 the bag and let my brother do the other 1/2. We are both coming down now, but I figured that snorting today would be less of a crash. I also knew that I didn't have a lot to smoke, but the comedown from snorting doesn't seem bad.

I've already took some xanax a little while ago and got some ambien for bed.

I have to admit the comedown the 1st time was god awful. I chalk that up to throwing up a few times, getting dehydrated, no food, and I haven't pulled an all nighter into the next day in quite some time.

The comedown today doesn't seem bad. I even had the possibility of scoring another .2 today, but I quickly changed my mind. I just couldn't handle more than a day of this. One thing I learned from this is to start in the morning time and work my way into afternoon (Not start at 3am, when I'm nodding from opiates and xanax). I also figured I would stick to snorting, the comedown right now doesn't seem bad.

With that being said, I know when I started opiates I said it would be recreationally. This was back in the day with OC's. It was recreational, but like most others, it turned daily. I like uppers, but I could smoke rock, do coke, and not wake up the next day and want more. The only reason that I did anymore today was because I had it.

I just don't have the mental urge to start using it daily. I know if I did it enough I might turn that way, but I'm really hoping that I will be getting a script of adderall soon. I need those for ADHD and I hope that I can use them correctly.

 

[tabsandcaps]

Very good that you have it in check and I agree with snorting, My first time doing meth I started at 4pm and before 11pm i had sniffed a line, smoked 2 hoots and shot up about a point of it. I was high steady for about 37 hours and it was the most frustrating high ive ever experienced, I was sleep deprived, dehydrated and starving, I threw up stomach bile twice, and when I tried eating it was unplesent to chew, and my stomach turned very uncomfortably. I had nothing to help with the comedown except weed, which did the opposite until about the 35 hour mark where i forced myself to smoke a gram in a bong back to back, and immediately lay in bed until I finally fell asleep. I learned my lesson though I thought it would be like coke where I could do a bunch and it would just get me higher but not prolong the high, fuck was I ever wrong, but it made me a lot more cautious with it, and I stick to snorting now.
One thing that really stuck out was how fiendish I became for the meth, more so than any other drug i've done and on the very first time, which was pretty intimidating, made me realize how truly powerful it is; after a while it was all i thought about (through the night) and I spent a good two hours in the bathroom trying to hit a vein but tweaking out of my mind and unable to keep a steady hand which cut up my arms pretty bad.

But I watch it now, last night I sniffed a line, a few hours later did another bump, mixed in a speedball of coke and heroin (which was my first speedball and scary intense, probably my last one for a while I was scared at how fast my heart got), and ended it with 2 lines of heroin to put me into a nice sleep. Woke up this morning with no comedown at all feeling surprisingly refreshed. After eating and stuff and as I write this I have mild head pressure, almost like a headache but it's more in my eyes and a pressure rather than pain.

You're very right the later you start the worse it is on your body, since you'll be up later, your body will get exhausted way before your able to sleep and at that point it can sometimes just be frustrating wanting and not wanting/being able to sleep at the same time is a shitty feeling.

Sorry to leave my own story on your trip report lol, but Just wanted to share my first time experience with you.
And good the mental urge is what gets you in the beginning, if you can resist that you're gonna be alright. And adderall nice, a lot cleaner than meth that's for sure but if you're prescribed you have a higher chance to abuse, and it sucks being fucked up 1/3 the month and then going through the stim withdrawal the rest of the month you know, so just try to keep that in mind if you're trying to stay away from abusing them.

Hope everything works out good for you man.

 

[luckyshot04]

No worries tabs, I love reading others stories....I do that more than post!

Even your info gives me more perspective and that much more emphasis to stay away. I did the .2 I bought yesterday and even though I've came down (Still up and awake, but not where I was), I have no desire whatsoever. I really don't think I would have today, but when it was laying there, you know how that goes.

I was on your line of thinking...I did a lot of coke in college (good stuff too) and smoked the rock....I just never had the "fiend" mentality. But I can completely understand your predicament. I wonder if I don't have the mental desire due to my years of loving opiates? I might have wised up over the years as well, but right now, it wouldn't seem that way. But mentally, I seem to be able to hold my own sometimes. After subs, relapses, yadaa yadda, it seems your mind knows now what the fuck is going down.

The speedball (I've never done one) was my uncle's favorite. I remember he used to burn that shit up. He worked for our local library (tech director) and his was worked for CSX (railroad). They easily brought home over 75k a year. They had two kids, a nice house, the dream. After getting hooked on OC's, they lost it all; They're kids, house, car; She ended up in jail a few times (last stint over meth precursors) and he just served 32 months for trafficking his script of OC 40's. It wasn't his first lockup either.

The reason I mention the speedball is before they lost it all, she took a transfer to Jacksonville, FL. They were already getting deep, but when they got down there, they found H and coke; At one point, they were living with a tranny...Years before, I would've laughed if you told me that's where they would be. Anyway, I'm digressing here (thanks meth) but anyway, he has OD'ed three times that I know of.

He tried to shoot Fentanyl one time, he knew better...The doctor asked my mom (his sister) how he did it because he has never seen it done. We live in a rural area and my uncle is intelligent but a dumb drug user. The second time was from smoking meth (still new on this, but I think he smoked some shit that wasn't burned off). The third ride was when I used to run him down south, a 24-hour round trip for his script of OC 40's (90), Perc 5 (90, and his wife's methadone (90). On the way back (my only trip by the way), they were banging the fuck out of those little bitches. By the time we get home, his lips were blue after he passed out in the shower. I still regret that ride.

He had some really close calls with the speedballs though. This was while he was in FL and I don't know the whole story because he wasn't living here. I knew they were done due to the fact before they got connected in FL, they would drive to KY, get OC's and drive back. Crazy, crazy, crazy! But I've drove a few hours myself.

Thanks for your first experience as well, I really appreciate it. I plan on writing a book one day, too much to fit in here. I hope my mind stays right, I really am not an upper guy (I like them but not full time). I've only seen addy's once here, strange, but I feel ya on the path there. If it even works, but gets out of hand, that's one more habit I don't need. After this ride, I may not even go to begin with. I think that would be smart.

H has never been around here, just pharms and meth. I'm glad in one way, but I know soon things will change. I've already heard that when the Opana's run out this time, the shit will be here. I wouldn't doubt it and that is the last thing I want to see. I have got to do it a few times when it came from the north (just luck) and I know what would happen if I had regular access. I'd be fucked.

Feel free if you have any good stories to keep em coming. I check in a few times daily, drawing unemployment, and reading about drugs on here gives me perspective. I hope those cravings will subside for ya, I know the feeling on the opiates. Good luck, I really mean that.

Swapping drug stories is probably similar to swapping war stories. No disrespect to soldiers (If any military read this, thank you for your service!), I know war would be way worse. But a traumatic event like drug use makes you want to tell others for some reason.

Best Regards,

Lucky

Edited, I have a question for ya (sorry my shit is so long, I type too damn fast and I'm still "awake). Since I don't deal with H, a point is .1 correct? Never had to use that slang. And you said two hoots, do you mean a hot rail or hot line? Thanks!

 

[tabsandcaps]

No worries man I know what it's like writing the posts on meth, it's hard to stop writing lol.. The cravings for meth only appear WHILE on meth, or ill think about it when I have it nut nothing too major just oh i have meth, but then try to think things like.. well fuck do I want to be up all night, do I have plans to do shit tomorrow, etc. And i've only done meth 3 different times in my life. It's a fun experience but not something I enjoy frequently at all. i still have .2 of meth left and im saving it for probably next weekend, Yes a point is .1, its slang they use here. And with the hoots, i've never smoked any hard drugs before, and my friend helped me out, (It was on tin foil), it was just a piece of the crystal, lit up from underneath and then hooted the smoke holding in for about 15 seconds, or so. and then relit took another lungful and held that it. Just the 2 tokes of it, not sure the dosage but pretty low, one smaller crystal that I didn't even fully finish.

Damn i'm sorry about your uncle, and I can definitely see why it was his favorite as the rush last night was insane, a little too much for me though I was legitimately scared, That's a road I do not want to head down. I'm glad it scared me though I know it can be seriously dangerous and addicting but i'm not gonna be messing around with it at all.

Yeah we all have preferences i'm more of an upper guy myself, but i'll enjoy the odd downer. I think it's really a bias in my mind that on an upper I can at least do something good whether it be clean my house up, do some work, etc just something productive that makes me feel I guess less guilty about using drugs in the first place, rather than veg out on my couch or on a friends couch noddin out and waking up having done nothing for hours you know.

It's good that heroin isn't around you, it can really get a hold of you, luckily i'm not dependent on anything besides cigarettes (which in a way is just as bad, an eventual death sentence, but then life it self is an eventual death sentence if you want to get down to it) and I hope to never get dependent on anything by making smart choices and practicing self control. Right now I have some coke, meth and heroin sitting in my room, I think i might do a line of heroin tonight for a nice sleep, due to the fact i'm not gonna be touching any drugs till next weekend. I don't know where Im really going with this my minds still a bit scattered around lol.

But I get what you mean about the drug stories, it is good to share them, I like relating to other people stories and possibly helping eachother out or atleast spreading some knowledge to people that would like to know.

I don't think I have any other drug stories that stick out more than anyone elses experience, The meth story is my only one that sticks out in my mind, how about you?

Take care

Cory

 

[F1n1shed]

I never thought id do meth or heroin but... yea you know how that goes. Anyways my first time on meth i was really barred out, and wasn't thinking correctly just wanted to hit the pipe like the others. It is a deceptive high for sure, you feel like you are semi sober on it but.. everything is more enjoyable and happy. I've done it a good amount of times but luckily quit and haven't touched it for a long while and don't ever want to do it again. Good luck to you man, you know what meth is about but it's definitely time to hang up the phone there is nothing good that comes out of anymore.

 

[tabsandcaps]

I never thought id do meth or heroin but... yea you know how that goes. Anyways my first time on meth i was really barred out, and wasn't thinking correctly just wanted to hit the pipe like the others. It is a deceptive high for sure, you feel like you are semi sober on it but.. everything is more enjoyable and happy. I've done it a good amount of times but luckily quit and haven't touched it for a long while and don't ever want to do it again. Good luck to you man, you know what meth is about but it's definitely time to hang up the phone there is nothing good that comes out of anymore.

Well said and completely agree, even if you're tweaking you don't feel it, it's like you expect it to be more or become used to it very fast. Which leads to the constant want to redose because you feel that you're not high enough, which usually leaves you over stimmed and uncomfortable. I went on skype with my girlfriend and couldnt believe how sketchy I looked, it was at 7 in the morning and I hadn't slept I felt alright but my face was twitchy, my movements were agressive and rough even though they felt smooth to me.

I agree I got what meth was out of my system, the curiosity is no longer there, Sure it feels alright but it's not my type of high.. Sure it has a social aspect in a way but id prefer the social feeling of coke or MDMA() way fucking more, being up for days at a time is just annoying to me and very bad for your body especially with your heart being in the position it's in, and meth can be very addicting with a cheap cost. It's not worth it, i'm getting out while I still can and don't feel bad about it. Like you said nothing good comes out of it. I doubt i'll make any good strong friends or even keep any good friends/girlfriends through smoking/sniffing meth you know?

Good for you f1n1shed, glad you got away from it. Are you doing heroin or anything?

How about you lucky are you "dependent" on anything? If so have you tried to quit? Is it a big impact on your life?

 

[luckyshot04]

Well said and completely agree, even if you're tweaking you don't feel it, it's like you expect it to be more or become used to it very fast. Which leads to the constant want to redose because you feel that you're not high enough, which usually leaves you over stimmed and uncomfortable. I went on skype with my girlfriend and couldnt believe how sketchy I looked, it was at 7 in the morning and I hadn't slept I felt alright but my face was twitchy, my movements were agressive and rough even though they felt smooth to me.

I agree I got what meth was out of my system, the curiosity is no longer there, Sure it feels alright but it's not my type of high.. Sure it has a social aspect in a way but id prefer the social feeling of coke or MDMA() way fucking more, being up for days at a time is just annoying to me and very bad for your body especially with your heart being in the position it's in, and meth can be very addicting with a cheap cost. It's not worth it, i'm getting out while I still can and don't feel bad about it. Like you said nothing good comes out of it. I doubt i'll make any good strong friends or even keep any good friends/girlfriends through smoking/sniffing meth you know?

Good for you f1n1shed, glad you got away from it. Are you doing heroin or anything?

How about you lucky are you "dependent" on anything? If so have you tried to quit? Is it a big impact on your life?

You're right F1n1, you made some quality points. I'm with ya on hanging up, feel great today. I actually went to be at 3:30 this morning and slept till 10, I feel refreshed.

Tabs, I was dependent on the OC's from about 2004-2008 (When they went to OP formula). A big impact on my life isn't even the right words, you know?

I finished my senior year of college with a full blown addiction. To supply my habit, I played poker online (Managing a good bankroll of dough there) and sold some smoke (hydro@college=nice). I was making runs in to my hometown weekly to cop my shit and driving back (3 hours roundtrip). After I graduated, I came back home and that was a bad mistake.

Without incriminating myself, let's just say I got a good job running a place and I was the CEO and CFO (Not that large scale, but I kept everything going)....Controlling the operations and cash is not a bright idea for an addict. I was OK there when I left, thank goodness.

I then went to Opana's after that. Without mentioning how much they are, I'd say I would spend what a good junkie would spend on dope (from what I read) when I have the money. I maintain on subs when I'm broke (I used to spend all my cash on dope and not buy subs). I did 18 months in the suboxone clinic, did well. I finally had to taper out of that.

I managed to hold down a job for five years while using pills and subs, I got fired for some bs. I passed a drug test for them (random, I was fucked up that day, no idea how), got wrote up, suspended; I called corporate, complained, got paid for my time off during suspension, and pissed off my bosses. I would do that all over again, they screwed me. They fired me because they could. In KY, your an employee-at-will, meaning they can say because your fart smelled awful, your terminated. It sucks, but I got unemployment no problem.

I am curious how you maintain having that in your room and staying cool about it? That is awesome, it seems like you're under control, which can lead to out of control the next day. If I had that shit laying around, I'd do it. I used to be able to save when I first started, those days are over. It's a cycle, you can almost predict what will happen. I can say that some have more willpower and I don't doubt that you do. I give you props and let me give you a quote when I was in the clinic from my counselor, "You're here because you couldn't control what you were doing."

He was right, I got out of control. I would say it would be near impossible to use daily and not become a full-blown addict, but it could be done. Most can't.

Do you have that willpower? I'm real curious about that, I know I did at one time; That is some tough shit to do, but I give you mad props for it.

Never got to MDMA, never even went on any "trip" once. I never wanted to psych out. I was going to do salvia in college, I asked the dude at the head shop if it was good, and he said he seen God. I thought I better not get into that

Anyways, I type too much and if you can't tell, if we were talking, I'd rattle your ear off. That's my nature, most people like it, some hate it.

I'll get into more details when I got woke up, I've got some great stories you might enjoy. I've luckily, luckily never been arrested but I've been in some spots when cops roll out with guns and managed to not get in trouble. I don't know how, God has blessed me there. But jeez, when you use for about ten years, you will do some wild shit, go wild places, and swear to yourself you have no idea how in the fuck you got to this point.

Stay safe guys, you're cool to talk with tabs, love the info you've provided. Keep in touch!

 

[F1n1shed]

Well said and completely agree, even if you're tweaking you don't feel it, it's like you expect it to be more or become used to it very fast. Which leads to the constant want to redose because you feel that you're not high enough, which usually leaves you over stimmed and uncomfortable. I went on skype with my girlfriend and couldnt believe how sketchy I looked, it was at 7 in the morning and I hadn't slept I felt alright but my face was twitchy, my movements were agressive and rough even though they felt smooth to me.

I agree I got what meth was out of my system, the curiosity is no longer there, Sure it feels alright but it's not my type of high.. Sure it has a social aspect in a way but id prefer the social feeling of coke or MDMA() way fucking more, being up for days at a time is just annoying to me and very bad for your body especially with your heart being in the position it's in, and meth can be very addicting with a cheap cost. It's not worth it, i'm getting out while I still can and don't feel bad about it. Like you said nothing good comes out of it. I doubt i'll make any good strong friends or even keep any good friends/girlfriends through smoking/sniffing meth you know?

Good for you f1n1shed, glad you got away from it. Are you doing heroin or anything?

How about you lucky are you "dependent" on anything? If so have you tried to quit? Is it a big impact on your life?

Thanks man, atm i'm clean. I was supposed to be clean since i got out of rehab like 6 months ago, but i had some slip ups with my beloved heroin. I have been clean now for like over a month off everything. I shouldn't have even done heroin those times i did but the cravings are so powerful for me, i doubt ill pick up again though i don't have any desire for it. I just have a sober mind set for the most part now. But all the years before this i was a poly drug user, mostly smoking weed every day, taking prescription pills and doing MDMA here and there. I just don't have a desire to be like that anymore, really messed me up man.
Hope you guys can find enjoyment in soberness, i may go back to weed as i miss it (was my first love). But if i renew my medical card i definitely don't want to be a daily stoner, just here and there smoker.

 

[luckyshot04]

Thanks man, atm i'm clean. I was supposed to be clean since i got out of rehab like 6 months ago, but i had some slip ups with my beloved heroin. I have been clean now for like over a month off everything. I shouldn't have even done heroin those times i did but the cravings are so powerful for me, i doubt ill pick up again though i don't have any desire for it. I just have a sober mind set for the most part now. But all the years before this i was a poly drug user, mostly smoking weed every day, taking prescription pills and doing MDMA here and there. I just don't have a desire to be like that anymore, really messed me up man.
Hope you guys can find enjoyment in soberness, i may go back to weed as i miss it (was my first love). But if i renew my medical card i definitely don't want to be a daily stoner, just here and there smoker.

Congrats on being clean right now, that's great F1! In my experience (10+ years), relapse is part of the process, wouldn't you guys agree? How many people do you know that have used heavy and just quit? I really can't think of anyone off hand; People can sober up with a trip to jail, but that's forced.

If you've got a month down F1, you're doing well...especially going off everything! I don't think smoking weed would hurt you as long as it didn't trigger you. If you can do it cold turkey, you're doing good...Don't feel bad if you had to grab you a sub or methadone for cravings.

Good luck bro!!!!!! Stay safe!

 

[tabsandcaps]

God damn man, a 4 year oxy addiction, I couldn't even imagine... But from what i'm understanding you're off of it now? If so props dude, oxys are a hell of a fucking drug.. And if not keep at it man, it's hard but doable. The job thing is serious BS too.
As for keeping it in my room, it didn't fully work out lol. I finished off the last of my heroin when I woke up last night. It was actually my first time shotting JUST heroin, it felt insane, nodded like a mother fucker. But it's gone and the bags in the garbage. I went to work today, and didn't have to stay there long as work is pretty slow (construction laborer) And i still have meth and coke in my drawer, waiting till this weekend probably. Yeah I usually find it hard to save things, but meth I just remind myself, Do you wanna be up for 2 days sitting in the house tweaking. And it's pretty easy, if it was something I enjoyed more it'd probably be a lot harder, but hey the cokes still there too.

Hmm. The only things i've ever used daily were speed pills (I'm not sure what they were they were labelled speed and had brand names sort of like E pills, the ones I got were called A1, same effects as meth just not as long lasting, amphetamines without the 'meth' i guess) and weed. Weed was no problem I mentally loved it but I could stop no problem, I did it daily because all my friends were doing it at school so I did as well, the speed pills were something else. I spent 150 dollars on a bag of them, keep in mind theyre 5 dollars each and I got them at a deal, making them about 2-3$ ea, and walked around with the bag and a sniff straw I cut off of a plastic cup with an attached plastic crazy straw (lol) around with me everywhere I went, just doing lines in bathrooms, on toilets, when i went to visit family, lost alot of weight, got pretty sick. This lasted about a week and a half which in the time I don't think i slept, I really don't. So I got scared that I was becoming an addict, flushed the rest of my stash (i still had a lottt) and dealt with the comedown, it was horrible. I did nothing for about two weeks but slept, ate maybe a sandwich or an apple or banana if that a day, and cried.. lol I was only 16 at this time it was pretty intense for me, My stomach hurt so bad from the pills and not eating, I was throwing up, had constant headaches and was depressed as fuck, ended up being kicked out of school for not going, my dad was crazy worried about me trying to get me to see a doctor and everything but he had to know i had been doing drugs and was getting off them ( he used to be a crack head so I know he knows the symptoms.. never talked to me about it though, which is weird, I dont really know how I felt about that) but anyways, after a hellish two weeks it was pretty much all over and i've been scared of addiction since. I don't know if those were withdrawals or a massive week and a half comedown but it was horrible either way.

So to answer your question I don't trust myself being an every day user

You've never done MDMA or Shrooms or anything like that! They're a whole new experience man, probably my favorite drug is MDMA even though I only use it about once a month, its just so happy and amazing! Psychs are my thing, then stims, then opis.

No worries I love keeping a conversation going, sorry it took a while to respond, caught up on sleep and then worked lol.

Yes I would love to hear some stories! Good or bad, and I can only imagine the wild shit.

You stay safe as well man, and back at you. Talk to you soon.

 

[JBrandon]

You both seem like nice people so please, don't be offended....

But I laughed so hard when I saw the TR was for meth, and then every reply is just a gigantic wall of text. You can tell this one isn't made up!

 

[ziggo]

I feel like I'm high on meth 24/7 when I'm sober now a days. I used to inject it once a week about or smoke it once or twice a week. Been one year since I've done any meth.

 

[majicBLUE]

Man, meth is a crazy ass drug. You don't like it cause you know the ingredients? Imagine doing it and making it yourself, knowing EVERY ingredient. There's alot of ingredients the general public doesn't know about, hell I didn't know about them. Things like Anhydrous Ammonia and Ethyl Alcohol and Hydrochloric Acid and Lye (Pure Lye, no cut down shit)

 

[Lightning-Nl]

Man, meth is a crazy ass drug. You don't like it cause you know the ingredients? Imagine doing it and making it yourself, knowing EVERY ingredient. There's alot of ingredients the general public doesn't know about, hell I didn't know about them. Things like Anhydrous Ammonia and Ethyl Alcohol and Hydrochloric Acid and Lye (Pure Lye, no cut down shit)

Just knowing what's in this shit bothers me

Well......If it makes you feel any better, all the chemicals that they use to make meth go through a chemical change. The result of this chemical change is the actual meth and therefore these chemicals are not in the final products; so it's not like your smoking phosphorus or something. But who knows whats it's cut with! But yeah.....meth........I'd stay away from that one if I was you.......

 

[majicBLUE]

Well......If it makes you feel any better, all the chemicals that they use to make meth go through a chemical change. The result of this chemical change is the actual meth and therefore these chemicals are not in the final products; so it's not like your smoking phosphorus or something. But who knows whats it's cut with! But yeah.....meth........I'd stay away from that one if I was you.......

Yeah, I used to love watching it 'storm'. I'm just saying the precursor chemicals are insane. Cooked Iodine Tincture, Xylol, all that shit is just crazy. My shit wasn't cut when I watched it 'storm' though, I wouldn't cut my own drugs. Now, I don't know about Crystal, but I heard you can make any kind of cook crystal, you just have to 'wash' it with a certain chemical. Don't know if it's true or not, don't really care to, I'm in enough trouble already.

 

[Leggz]

I really enjoyed reading this u guys, helps me remember to keep it in check
I used almost daily for a year. In another thread I stated I was goin thru an 8ball in 2days, but I was gettin it for free (as my bf made the shit), had no job or anything that i cared about, so i just hung out n smoked myself into oblivion. Not to mention I SHARED ALOT. Anyway, I tried to quit for 2 months, slipped up at least once a week, then the bf went to jail. I quit for a year, with few issues. Wasnt that hard to say no when homedude/chick would call "hey i got some shit wanna party?" But then last week my "lil bro" -thats what i call him- popped up at my door with a lil bag for me. It may have been a 1/4 of a gram. Kept me up for 3 days. Then went to bed. I realized that now I know what too much is, so I can use once or twice a month as long as I dont buy more than a gram (if i can afford after bills n such) and stop when its gone. I just gotta keep it in check. That's the plan anyway. I did buy me a lil bag last night incase I get a lil laggy tomorrow night.(workin 40hrs straight this weekend n have to wake up every hour to reposition my paitent) I let meth do me when I started, now I feel that I can use it for my lil vacation from the dumbshit that it makes me oblivious to, like my boss talkin shit cuz i missed a dust bunny when i swept the floor. Tell you what tho, that first bowl was better than sex lmao. Dope makes me alot more focused. It almost slows my brain down cuz i remember alot better, n dont get distracted as easily. Or maybe it speeds my thought process up enough that it keeps up with my a.d.d. idk. I know I like it. I like the way it makez me feel- just aahh... f*ck it. Anyway, its easy to get too far out there, but its not that hard to keep it under control once you make your mind up to do so. Or at least so far it isnt. But then again everyone is different... orry if this is off topic, but one of the posts made me think about my use n how much i feel I have improved, even with my slight backtrack. It is possible to use recreationally without letting it take over your life in every way.

Be good, y'all -or at least good at it. Stay safe.
Leggz

 

[Crashing]

nice report dude, i just tried ice for my first time, smoked as well.

I've snorted coke, smoked crack, did adderall...This shit is totally different.

Yeah that hits the nail on the head. For me, it is in the sense that I don't think i'll ever buy cocaine, adderall, or crack again. When i want an upper, this is the holy grail.

Leggz - Do you have any lasting physical damage from the year period of meth?

 

[Leggz]

It makes your teeth weak, i broke a tooth eatin tortilla chips.luckily it was a back one