Hello ive been a long time lurker and i had an exprience with IV Meth tonight that scared me but was also the highest ive ever been.
*drug history- Opiate dependent for a year now(last 4 months mainly IV morphine or IV Oxy irs). Before this year of opiated bliss my favorite drug was meth by far. In a short time i got addicted to shooting meth daily (this was 2 years ago) I thought i could never quit and then a majority of the dealers in town got busted limiting supplys so i got on the opiate train. So i used to a IV meth addict and i would do half qg and full QG shots without problems. I used meth a few times when i was on opiates. So my tolerance is super low.
Weelllll a couple days ago a buddy of mine got a couple grams of some potent crystal meth and hes my best friend and decided that us and a group of our friend were to get high all night and the next day. Well that night i started out smoking jibs and doing lines. We all had fun and i did my first morphine + meth combo in one syringe and it was cool feeling two different rushes at the same time.
At about 5 am i get a text from my best friend that said he was dizzy and sick, that he needed rest and he thought he was going to die sending me multple text saying "my hearts going so fast! i'mma try to slow it down bro.. i think this is it for me" so i start to worry about him because he can handle his shit so it had to be bad. Anyways he comes over after getting kicked outta of work for puking everywhere he explains a crazy story about is crazy ex girlfriend following him, and he seemed extremely messed up.(9am sunday)
Exprience:
FAST FORWARD a few hours till around 9:30pm. I had been hanging with friend and he offed my a fat half a quarter gram of his shit if i pay him back later(close friends). I decided to try dope on its own again. So he dumps atleast 150mgs out for me and i put it all in a spoon. My friend P looked at the pile and was saying i was gonna die cuz he did a small amount iv and stayed up all night. He convinced me to put about 25mgs in a capsule for later, I am extremely grateful that he did this.
(9:31)So i add 40 units bottle water to the 125mgs of crystal waiting in a spoon. I knew it was a big shot and it tasted very very very very potent, i thought that i could handle it due to past expriences...mistake
So i tie off my right arm and find a vein, i have my buddy help me (I push the needle in holding the barrel and i consentrate on keeping it still and he pulls back and pushes in. I usually IV myself but its so easy with a buddy. I decide on a vein and enter, he pulls back and its pure dark black blood... junkie blood. He slowly pushes the solution in(perfect hit) and for 15 seconds i felt nothing. But at 16 second my mind was changed harddddd . My vision gets a lag effect (trails)on all objects and i become extremely light and my heart is beatng extremely fast, It was like an electric charge pusling through my body, i felt very strong, and the vision started to scare me so i stand up quick and yell that i need a cold shower and my vision is strange. I start to fear i had overdosed .RUSHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(9:36pm)I jump in the shower and realize im the highest ive ever been and not in a good way. Everything was blurry then super clear, my head was tingling with euphoria, i washed up in freeing cold water and got dressed. I get to my friends and there worrying about me because of my physical and mental symptoms.
(9:47)Suddenly everything gets super positive(thank god), im saying the most creative things ever and having deep convos with P. P and I had a strong connection of senses and thoughts after the shot, we would he It was like a battery in my chest, i had no anxiety after things got postive , took everything in stride and tried my best to make things good. and i was twacked up for two days no sleep and apperently going out with a bang. Well my positive mind proved good because i knew that it was the only way to escape the racing heart, vision cloudiness, and HUGE pupils/thoughts of oding on meth shit like that.
(10:00pm) Well im still rushing strong and i decide to throw the rest of my shit(25mgs) and all my rigs and dope pipes away. i wanted this drug outta my life and i had to make a statement so i throw the crystal on the floor, it was very satisfaying and my friends helped clean my room out of illegal things because i was VERY high, i had iV'd meth countless times in my life and i never got this high, and i didnt want any evidence there had i od'd. So in a frenzy we clean and decide to go on a walk. They are very anxious because of how high i am well i was calm and cool, kinda funny the person getting hit with an intense exprience has less anxiety then there friends.
(10:20pm) We sit and deep breathe for awhile and both my friends were trying to be as helpful and they did help a ton, force feed me water and gatorade, assuring me that id either be ok or in the back of his car going to the er. I sit there blown away. IM HIGH
(10;30) We drop BestFriend off and P and I sit in my driveway im his car talking about everything, new intrugarte sayings came to me with ease, it was like my brain was in overdrive. We had a really good talk, we truly connect in a way that cant be explain in word almost supernatural... and then i got a phone call....
(10:48pm)So after 2 hours i was still insanely high but not uncomfertably as i was before. Then i get a call from my friends mom "Hey C overdosed on K pins could you come talk to him before we send him away" I get there and hes all stumbling blacked out on 20mg k pin and i talked a ton of sense into him(and i brought P with and we were like crysis control, and i told him i nearly died on iv meth and made him feel my heart, all he says is "damn".
-at this point i notice that me and two of my closest friends nearly died on the same day.
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(11:30) P goes home and wishes me the best of luck, I go to my room and listen to 90s bay area rap which i love. I decide i wanna write a trip report because it affected me differently than before.I think was the high dose IV + low tolerance +end of 2 day binge+good meth. overall it taught me a harsh lesson that theres a line out there between tweaking fun and dying.
Its 1:27 am and i'm still very high, like sitting on the edge of my seet, usually i get quiet and lazy on dope cuz i have adhd. This was different very stimulated, sharp thoughts, outgoing. i think imma clean my room and listen to music til i began to comedown then ill smoke some good weed and take 1mg of clonazepam.
Overall i wont be doing any meth for awhile im good. BUT im getting some endocets tomorrow yaya back to opiates instead of this demon drug. Im happy i have no meth paraphenilia or meth
left but imma need more rigs for opiates. i was flying. dont recomend but do if you dont get attacked by demons on meth(went to treatment for that shit a couple years back...
*drug history- Opiate dependent for a year now(last 4 months mainly IV morphine or IV Oxy irs). Before this year of opiated bliss my favorite drug was meth by far. In a short time i got addicted to shooting meth daily (this was 2 years ago) I thought i could never quit and then a majority of the dealers in town got busted limiting supplys so i got on the opiate train. So i used to a IV meth addict and i would do half qg and full QG shots without problems. I used meth a few times when i was on opiates. So my tolerance is super low.
Weelllll a couple days ago a buddy of mine got a couple grams of some potent crystal meth and hes my best friend and decided that us and a group of our friend were to get high all night and the next day. Well that night i started out smoking jibs and doing lines. We all had fun and i did my first morphine + meth combo in one syringe and it was cool feeling two different rushes at the same time.
At about 5 am i get a text from my best friend that said he was dizzy and sick, that he needed rest and he thought he was going to die sending me multple text saying "my hearts going so fast! i'mma try to slow it down bro.. i think this is it for me" so i start to worry about him because he can handle his shit so it had to be bad. Anyways he comes over after getting kicked outta of work for puking everywhere he explains a crazy story about is crazy ex girlfriend following him, and he seemed extremely messed up.(9am sunday)
Exprience:
FAST FORWARD a few hours till around 9:30pm. I had been hanging with friend and he offed my a fat half a quarter gram of his shit if i pay him back later(close friends). I decided to try dope on its own again. So he dumps atleast 150mgs out for me and i put it all in a spoon. My friend P looked at the pile and was saying i was gonna die cuz he did a small amount iv and stayed up all night. He convinced me to put about 25mgs in a capsule for later, I am extremely grateful that he did this.
(9:31)So i add 40 units bottle water to the 125mgs of crystal waiting in a spoon. I knew it was a big shot and it tasted very very very very potent, i thought that i could handle it due to past expriences...mistake
So i tie off my right arm and find a vein, i have my buddy help me (I push the needle in holding the barrel and i consentrate on keeping it still and he pulls back and pushes in. I usually IV myself but its so easy with a buddy. I decide on a vein and enter, he pulls back and its pure dark black blood... junkie blood. He slowly pushes the solution in(perfect hit) and for 15 seconds i felt nothing. But at 16 second my mind was changed harddddd . My vision gets a lag effect (trails)on all objects and i become extremely light and my heart is beatng extremely fast, It was like an electric charge pusling through my body, i felt very strong, and the vision started to scare me so i stand up quick and yell that i need a cold shower and my vision is strange. I start to fear i had overdosed .RUSHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(9:36pm)I jump in the shower and realize im the highest ive ever been and not in a good way. Everything was blurry then super clear, my head was tingling with euphoria, i washed up in freeing cold water and got dressed. I get to my friends and there worrying about me because of my physical and mental symptoms.
(9:47)Suddenly everything gets super positive(thank god), im saying the most creative things ever and having deep convos with P. P and I had a strong connection of senses and thoughts after the shot, we would he It was like a battery in my chest, i had no anxiety after things got postive , took everything in stride and tried my best to make things good. and i was twacked up for two days no sleep and apperently going out with a bang. Well my positive mind proved good because i knew that it was the only way to escape the racing heart, vision cloudiness, and HUGE pupils/thoughts of oding on meth shit like that.
(10:00pm) Well im still rushing strong and i decide to throw the rest of my shit(25mgs) and all my rigs and dope pipes away. i wanted this drug outta my life and i had to make a statement so i throw the crystal on the floor, it was very satisfaying and my friends helped clean my room out of illegal things because i was VERY high, i had iV'd meth countless times in my life and i never got this high, and i didnt want any evidence there had i od'd. So in a frenzy we clean and decide to go on a walk. They are very anxious because of how high i am well i was calm and cool, kinda funny the person getting hit with an intense exprience has less anxiety then there friends.
(10:20pm) We sit and deep breathe for awhile and both my friends were trying to be as helpful and they did help a ton, force feed me water and gatorade, assuring me that id either be ok or in the back of his car going to the er. I sit there blown away. IM HIGH
(10;30) We drop BestFriend off and P and I sit in my driveway im his car talking about everything, new intrugarte sayings came to me with ease, it was like my brain was in overdrive. We had a really good talk, we truly connect in a way that cant be explain in word almost supernatural... and then i got a phone call....
(10:48pm)So after 2 hours i was still insanely high but not uncomfertably as i was before. Then i get a call from my friends mom "Hey C overdosed on K pins could you come talk to him before we send him away" I get there and hes all stumbling blacked out on 20mg k pin and i talked a ton of sense into him(and i brought P with and we were like crysis control, and i told him i nearly died on iv meth and made him feel my heart, all he says is "damn".
-at this point i notice that me and two of my closest friends nearly died on the same day.
0
(11:30) P goes home and wishes me the best of luck, I go to my room and listen to 90s bay area rap which i love. I decide i wanna write a trip report because it affected me differently than before.I think was the high dose IV + low tolerance +end of 2 day binge+good meth. overall it taught me a harsh lesson that theres a line out there between tweaking fun and dying.
Its 1:27 am and i'm still very high, like sitting on the edge of my seet, usually i get quiet and lazy on dope cuz i have adhd. This was different very stimulated, sharp thoughts, outgoing. i think imma clean my room and listen to music til i began to comedown then ill smoke some good weed and take 1mg of clonazepam.
Overall i wont be doing any meth for awhile im good. BUT im getting some endocets tomorrow yaya back to opiates instead of this demon drug. Im happy i have no meth paraphenilia or meth
left but imma need more rigs for opiates. i was flying. dont recomend but do if you dont get attacked by demons on meth(went to treatment for that shit a couple years back...
