Hi all. Im really freakin out right now. I was an opiate addict for 5 years. went on suboxone for 2 years, then just used kratom for 6 months. the past month or so i've been dabbling with opiates again. Back in the day i would have to take lethal amounts of any pill to feel anything. my tolerance is still pretty high tho. lately when i take methadone i take between 25mg and 40mg. my tolerance is quickly raising however. lately ive been having to take 40 to feel anything! what i normally do is take 40mg of dones, take a day off, then take another 40. so i wait 48 hrs between doses. i usually dont take them often, but the past 2 weeks ive had a steady supply. on 10-31-13 at 8pm i took 35mg of dones. this morning 11-1-13 at 9AM i took 40mg of dones. so i waited 36 hrs before dosing again. i know dones have a long half life of bout 36 hrs, so technically i had bout 18mg in my system left over when i took the additional 40mg today. i know im freakin myself out more than anything, but should i worry bout od? im VERY dizzy and almost called 911 a minute ago. i know my anxiety is making things WAY worse and im prolly fine, but i just want to be safe. however, if i do end up calling 911 im going to lose my job for sure! im a manager, and the only person in the store, so if i leave then i have to close shop and im fucked! what are the major symptoms i should watch out for? i googled it, but its all very vague. im also sick with a bad cold, so my breathing is already shallow, plus my anxiety is killin me so its hard to tell if the dones are affecting my breathing. any advice would be amazing! worse comes to worse should i puke? should i eat? chug water? im lost!!! thanks all!