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Meth with friends

Nightrider19

Nightrider19

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You know what it’s fucking lonely smoking meth on your own.
I use to have a meth mate that use to come over regularly and I’d go with them to like minded smokers but I had to cut the person away.

I just want another meth mate :cry:
And not the shit cunt kind
 
I hear ya man. Im definately a solo kind of smoker. I tend to watch the Joe Rogan Experience podcast when i get to feeling like that. He always has a badass or interesting guest and its kinda like im part of the conversation when i start thinking about the shit they discuss. I know too much solitude is bad for you, but i try to look at it in a bright light and use it to my benefit.
 
During the day I’m fine, although I don’t smoke as much.

At night I was happy on my own completely but now my zone is a bit bland. I also don’t want to be “that” friend who starts another one on their journey.

I don’t have a bad meth psychosis but befor you say yeah yeah, I don’t like watching tv in my room as that’s when the neighbors aircon it on and the pool pump so it’s noisy and doesn’t help my white noise affect.

I use to have heaps of fun listen to my mate dribble shit and fall asleep then I’d have to wake them up for work and I didn’t have to go to work so it was a repetitive cycle we enjoyed but people change
 
Yeah, I get what you mean. But drug circles you gotta take changes if you wanna get "friends"..

Lol I cant live in a apartment house anymore because of my psychosis :ROFLMAO: Row houses are better anyway.

Could you stop doing the meth? It sounds like at this point its not worth it anymore.

Change drugs? Start antipsychotics? Isnt meth expensive as fuck in the down under? Idk.
 
schizopath said:
Yeah, I get what you mean. But drug circles you gotta take changes if you wanna get "friends"..

Lol I cant live in a apartment house anymore because of my psychosis :ROFLMAO: Row houses are better anyway.

Could you stop doing the meth? It sounds like at this point its not worth it anymore.

Change drugs? Start antipsychotics? Isnt meth expensive as fuck in the down under? Idk.
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My meth buddy, has now become a distributor. This is where the issues started when they treated me less like a friend and more like a number so I cut them lose and didn’t take shit.

Anyways I like my DOC, I not a crazy bender gal anymore but everyone accidentally stays awake that little too long ?

I think I pay a little less than most people, still a lot cheaper than coke and lasts longer for me too... see I’d have lots of coke buddies if I did that but you can’t get it here
 
LadyAlkaline said:
I'm sorry babe. I'd be your meth mate. I don't get looney and we would have so much fucking fun.

I don't like groups of people, I'm a 1 maybe 2 friend kind of girl. :)
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Let do it ??‍♀️
I always like difficult tasks.

I sometimes think I wonder if there are anyone from where I live is a BL’er
With the amount of members has anyone bumped into anyone they know ??
 
Nightrider19 said:
Let do it ??‍♀️
I always like difficult tasks.

I sometimes think I wonder if there are anyone from where I live is a BL’er
With the amount of members has anyone bumped into anyone they know ??
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Plenty of times dude. I havn't been to a bluelight meet up sense 2009. I was thinking of organizing one towards the end up the year.

Will post the idea in AusDD a bit later in the year.

A.T
 
andyturbo said:
Plenty of times dude. I havn't been to a bluelight meet up sense 2009. I was thinking of organizing one towards the end up the year.

Will post the idea in AusDD a bit later in the year.

A.T
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I think I saw something you posted regarding this befor.
How did that work?
 
Aw.... :( Making me sad as fuck right now. So many memories. It used to be so fun to do meth. Still is... But its more because I have to feed my addiction... I'm so hopelessly addicted. But as years went by.... Friends turned into enemies. Choosing the drugs over each other. Jacking each other. Parties turned into pity parties. Not even fun to chill because all the homies going through tough times. So am I.. Sitting around telling our sorrows and crying... Our lives fallen apart. I dont fuck with anyone any more... Sadly I've changed.... People just get on my fucking nerves. They dont get me. They get in my way. And worst of all they wanna do my meth. I'm also tired of being hurt.... But real talk I'm so lonely.... I fucking hate my life and myself. But... No one wants me like fr. I try to fuck with new people... We get high a few times. But then they really get to know me.... And then they label me as a fiend and tell me i need help. Fuck them. Even my fam avoids me. Ohh to go back in time. Sorry to kill the vibe. This applies to any drug
 
ThatSpaceyKid said:
Aw.... :( Making me sad as fuck right now. So many memories. It used to be so fun to do meth. Still is... But its more because I have to feed my addiction... I'm so hopelessly addicted. But as years went by.... Friends turned into enemies. Choosing the drugs over each other. Jacking each other. Parties turned into pity parties. Not even fun to chill because all the homies going through tough times. So am I.. Sitting around telling our sorrows and crying... Our lives fallen apart. I dont fuck with anyone any more... Sadly I've changed.... People just get on my fucking nerves. They dont get me. They get in my way. And worst of all they wanna do my meth. I'm also tired of being hurt.... But real talk I'm so lonely.... I fucking hate my life and myself. But... No one wants me like fr. I try to fuck with new people... We get high a few times. But then they really get to know me.... And then they label me as a fiend and tell me i need help. Fuck them. Even my fam avoids me. Ohh to go back in time. Sorry to kill the vibe. This applies to any drug
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Well we love you here. And I mean that!!!!
 
Nightrider19 said:
I think I saw something you posted regarding this befor.
How did that work?
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Well it went a little something like this:

Theres a annual event called Rainbow Serpent which is a bush doof held in the middle of nowhere in Country Victoria . Runs from thursday untill monday.

About 20 of us pre-arranged to camp together so we ropped off like 30Mx30M of the camping grounds and set up a little Bluelight Village! It was amazing!

 
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I'm in Melbourne, Australia. My issue is I need pill friends, lol...
I can't say too much as it's against the rules... but.. I love benzos and would love to *have* them....... Of course I need to find a doctor *cough* who could help me there.
??
 
andyturbo said:
Well it went a little something like this:

Theres a annual event called Rainbow Serpent which is a bush doof held in the middle of nowhere in Country Victoria . Runs from thursday untill monday.

About 20 of us pre-arranged to camp together so we ropped off like 30Mx30M of the camping grounds and set up a little Bluelight Village! It was amazing!

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Wow.. I’d like to just start with a beer first ??‍♀️
 
Nightrider19 said:
sweating like a pedo on a school bus
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I find that finding new friends becomes harder as one ages. I can't take shit from people anymore like I did before. Also, it takes a lot of investment, especially time wise, to form new trustworthy friendships and I have higher expectations (not monetary) from people now.

Don't have the time or the patience to deal with liars, two faced people, people who think that they know everything, fake people, people who think that they can use you and the ones who will sell you out in a blink.

I prefer to do it alone or with old, tested and proven friends. Don't need any unnecessary drama just to have friends whom I can party with.
 
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Quickfixgrrl said:
I'm in Melbourne, Australia. My issue is I need pill friends, lol...
I can't say too much as it's against the rules... but.. I love benzos and would love to *have* them....... Of course I need to find a doctor *cough* who could help me there.
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I need an um...meff doctor?
 
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