so i have a boyfriend now, or at least a good friend, and i find i can't be with him geeked. he likes the geek, it seems to calm him down a lot, but i don't feel any kind of love on it. the first night we were together was great, no problems, but the next time, methed out, when we started to get serious, well, i felt like i was just a dildo, like a rutting animal, and it grossed me out. but he says he doesn't like sex without it, cause of past trauma, he needs something to be in the mood. i learned drug sex on 5MeODiPT and 2CI, totally different serotonergic stuff. i want to feel like angels on a sea of bliss, not like a humping robot. is this just an excuse for meth dick, or is there a psych component?
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meth sex creeps me out - or is it just meth dick
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SluttyPeach
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Long term use of meth will fuck you up mentally, but he might have performance anxiety. Have you asked him about that? And does he use meth a lot? There are a lot of possible factors here, and I'm sorry you have this problem. I know what you mean by feeling like you're just going through the motions. Maybe a benzo would help him more... just talk to him about it if you guys are getting to know eachother cause obviously this is important.
I don't think it's just an excuse for meth dick - so many guys associate meth with simply being fucked, no love associated with the act just sensation of being fucked (multiple partners, random partners, bath houses etc). There are other drugs available that may be worth experimenting with that have a shorter duration or allow for some connection between the two people, maybe suggest those and see how he feels.
If he insists on meth sex only, I would strongly consider your options and how far this relationship can go.
If he insists on meth sex only, I would strongly consider your options and how far this relationship can go.