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Meth psychosis; auditory

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sebastianhhh

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Ive been having benzo withdrawal lately due to not picking up my Klonopin due it constantly snowing and raining where I livem I've been on speed binge with no beznos for a little under a week, the day before psychosis episode, well I guess two days before on Wednesday I got a lot of sleep but Thursday I had slept in so hard I decided to stay up doing it to fix my sleep schedule. I felt tired around 9 pm and was having anger rumination over something, anyway I couldn't sleep so around 4 am I did a line and smoked a bowl of weed of my bong. Like 30 minutes later I was hearing whole conversations that I found out later weren't happening. I live in an apartment with very thin walls connected to other people so I figured it was either my brother in living room talking on phone or neighbors next door but it was like absolutely nothing and I was just hearing shit. Next day and I'm fine now though a little freaked out, the only thing I can compare this too is I kind of had a psychosis moment a few years ago when I was REALLY tired and took two tabs where I got completely paranoid and thought Nazis or the government were coming to kill me for being a half Jew but I wasn't hearing shit like this one where I thought it was completely real conversations though i think both instances have to do with me feeling REALLY tired.


So again I feel ok rn don't think I became Perma psychotic or anything, what I want to know; I was thinking about getting more speed in like 2 weeks for the rumble but is it likely that I could develop perma psychosis from it and should I just stop entirely because it's risky or is it normal to have that effect after snorting, usually, low doses, after a while? I just do not want to risk psychosis again so I probably won't risk it all but do want to know for future reference, oh btw I got so paranoid last night i threw the rest of my shit out the window so I'm not using rn and could just not re-up.
 
Sorry I should've clarified that by time I was having psychosis it was around 4 am Saturday, I stayed up Thursday night and then stayed up all Friday and tried going to bed around 9 pm on Friday, not thursday.
 
One time I hallucinated that coworkers were over partying and this chick dumped meth all over my floor before leaving. I ALMOST called my boss to report her cus I was pissed. Then all the sudden I realized it was all rock salt I had been carefully picking up off the rug and the party had never occurred. Oops! One and only a time that ever happened.
 
You definitely are in benzo psychosis. Ad on meth and weed yeah you're going to be seeing or hearing things. I fear it's past the point you will have to go in. Benzo withdrawal is tough w the seizures but yes I go thru a full blown psychosis w mine.

All I can suggest is lay off anything that will trigger you. First it's Nazis, then it's cannibals and zombies. Crap gets outta hand quick. I don't want you ended up in jail cuz they will Fucks with you. Make you worse.

Take it from someone who has been down your path. It's not worth it.
 
sonicwhite said:
You definitely are in benzo psychosis. Ad on meth and weed yeah you're going to be seeing or hearing things. I fear it's past the point you will have to go in. Benzo withdrawal is tough w the seizures but yes I go thru a full blown psychosis w mine.

All I can suggest is lay off anything that will trigger you. First it's Nazis, then it's cannibals and zombies. Crap gets outta hand quick. I don't want you ended up in jail cuz they will Fucks with you. Make you worse.

Take it from someone who has been down your path. It's not worth it.
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I never knew people go into psychosis from benzo withdrawal. I never took them as doctors would not give me any, and I just smoked pot or hashish instead. I have friends who went through benzo withdrawal from Valium, Xanax, Klonopin, various RC (Research chemical) benzos that were legal then in the early 2000s or a decade ago. Nobody mentioned psychosis, but the one friend was out of control and manic, and he did black out while driving, and his family had him put into a mental hospital for his own safety and he was in a rehab as well. He is sober now doesn't use any drugs.
 
I have schizophrenia so I am very susceptible to it. Mine was brought out by drugs. But I abstained for 7 months I was getting worse. I felt a lot better when I smoked again.
 
Benzo withdrawal especially yanked off high MG will cause psychosis. I can't believe you did dope too
 
sonicwhite said:
Benzo withdrawal especially yanked off high MG will cause psychosis. I can't believe you did dope too
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I only was on like 1 mg of Klonopin per day so I don't think it was Benzo withdrawl causing psychosis per say but rather that I couldn't sleep, either way thanks for advice.
 
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