FayeHarderway
Bluelighter
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- Mar 27, 2021
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Hey everyone I've looked far and wide for the answers to these questions, probably caught a few viruses on my phone from digging deep into search engines and questionable sites... but here it is....my question:
I'm a binge user. So won't use for several months and one night get am itch for a bag, slam a nice shot and disappear for a week. Well, this binge around, one bag led to another... and towards the end of the first bag I realized I wasn't getting that rush anymore. In other words, usually I like to slam and get stuck watching porn endlessly. It's been like month slamming every day at least once, probably close to at least 2 or 3 times a day, looking for that insatiable list for porn... and it ain't happening. I shoot, feel hot and then minutes later I'm bored. I think I know but just wanting someone who can break it down factually.
Secondly, this SMELL! I thought it was just me trippin at first, but I'm positive that it's real now. I got a room to get high in tbe other night, and I'm always hyper-aware of the rooms next to mine. Minutes after a shot, I'd hear them coughing or kinda like gagging, clearing their throat, blowing their nose... i was there 2 days and by the last day I was certain they hated me. They'd slam the door coming in and out of their rooms. They could smell it without a doubt. Also, inevitably I nod out sometimes and when I wake up right after doing a shot there's that horrible taste in my mouth and throat. Wtf?
I get like a gunny sticky discharge from my throat, like flem?? And I can rub it between finger and smell the dope in there. Binge is over, I have like half gram I intend to finish, because there's no way I can save it for another time. But anybody know what I'm talking about, I legit have been slamming a shitload and I'm not fucken high....
I'm a binge user. So won't use for several months and one night get am itch for a bag, slam a nice shot and disappear for a week. Well, this binge around, one bag led to another... and towards the end of the first bag I realized I wasn't getting that rush anymore. In other words, usually I like to slam and get stuck watching porn endlessly. It's been like month slamming every day at least once, probably close to at least 2 or 3 times a day, looking for that insatiable list for porn... and it ain't happening. I shoot, feel hot and then minutes later I'm bored. I think I know but just wanting someone who can break it down factually.
Secondly, this SMELL! I thought it was just me trippin at first, but I'm positive that it's real now. I got a room to get high in tbe other night, and I'm always hyper-aware of the rooms next to mine. Minutes after a shot, I'd hear them coughing or kinda like gagging, clearing their throat, blowing their nose... i was there 2 days and by the last day I was certain they hated me. They'd slam the door coming in and out of their rooms. They could smell it without a doubt. Also, inevitably I nod out sometimes and when I wake up right after doing a shot there's that horrible taste in my mouth and throat. Wtf?
I get like a gunny sticky discharge from my throat, like flem?? And I can rub it between finger and smell the dope in there. Binge is over, I have like half gram I intend to finish, because there's no way I can save it for another time. But anybody know what I'm talking about, I legit have been slamming a shitload and I'm not fucken high....