brisholiday
Greenlighter
Infatuations is another term for intensely focused on a specific idea. It is with joy that i feel; wjhen relatingto all things mildly infatuating.
I have always been mesmerised & totally transfixed with shape and form of lycra cycle shorts and rowing singlets. SInce an elder cousin etched it into my 11 year old mind. barely aware of my sexuality i was exposed to the virtual "holy grail". At the family home i was playing with her while she washed the dishes & noitceably pleasurable to see and touch i was on the ground under her as she washed in bikepants. as a sexual being & out of annoyance she playfully said that i could look but not touch. i spent the best part of 30 miuntes watching her form and lips move in shiny form while i got close enough for her to occasionally move enough to have tmy face in her crotch. i remember the slide and feeel as i looked at the roundness.
this is still very strong today & since getting high on Meth i have become braisen enough to wear myself without feeling guilty. i have alwas had lycra on usch a high pedistal that i never realised i could wear lycra and feel like my cousin did. sexually electric.
a few unenthusiaistic Girl friends left feeling asexual & high on Meth as one of the first times....... i slid on a singlet for rowing that was my girlfriends & late that night drove towards a friends wearing just the unitard with shirt just over. Stopping at a convemience store i went in to the shop & wish no apprehension i had my bulge showing so much against the shiny navy suit. i suddenly enjoyed the sensation & the store attendant couldnt helo but stare at my dick. i looked away leting his eyes fall over my body & feeling ,myself harden i walked tward door & to the safety of my car. He insisted on walking me out & his ciggy break was timed nicely. I didnt think to much until he asked me to filltyres up starting with tyre csoest to him i bent over & he got on his knees and checking hub he had casually reched under andlightly ran his fingers over my balls & by this stage i was so hard i moaned & closed my eyes & gave him license to go for it.
I have always been mesmerised & totally transfixed with shape and form of lycra cycle shorts and rowing singlets. SInce an elder cousin etched it into my 11 year old mind. barely aware of my sexuality i was exposed to the virtual "holy grail". At the family home i was playing with her while she washed the dishes & noitceably pleasurable to see and touch i was on the ground under her as she washed in bikepants. as a sexual being & out of annoyance she playfully said that i could look but not touch. i spent the best part of 30 miuntes watching her form and lips move in shiny form while i got close enough for her to occasionally move enough to have tmy face in her crotch. i remember the slide and feeel as i looked at the roundness.
this is still very strong today & since getting high on Meth i have become braisen enough to wear myself without feeling guilty. i have alwas had lycra on usch a high pedistal that i never realised i could wear lycra and feel like my cousin did. sexually electric.
a few unenthusiaistic Girl friends left feeling asexual & high on Meth as one of the first times....... i slid on a singlet for rowing that was my girlfriends & late that night drove towards a friends wearing just the unitard with shirt just over. Stopping at a convemience store i went in to the shop & wish no apprehension i had my bulge showing so much against the shiny navy suit. i suddenly enjoyed the sensation & the store attendant couldnt helo but stare at my dick. i looked away leting his eyes fall over my body & feeling ,myself harden i walked tward door & to the safety of my car. He insisted on walking me out & his ciggy break was timed nicely. I didnt think to much until he asked me to filltyres up starting with tyre csoest to him i bent over & he got on his knees and checking hub he had casually reched under andlightly ran his fingers over my balls & by this stage i was so hard i moaned & closed my eyes & gave him license to go for it.
