shroomster
Bluelighter
Now that I think of it, if I was smart, I would've never tried meth, or even had the thought of trying it. My sis was a big tweak head. She couldn't hold a penny without the plans of buying some more. She ended up reluctantly throwing down all of her shit down the toilet, and never doing it again.
She repeatly told me never to try it, and that it's addicting. I understood at first, but then once I got into high school, the drug made me very curious.
Last night was my first time ever doing it. I bought a 20 bag, but sold half to a friend. I just got home from Lord of the Rings, when I remembered I still had the other half. I wasn't in anyway, knowledgable about making lines. So I sorta just banged up all of the nugs of crystal, and sniffed em up my nose.
At first, I didn't think anything was happening. I kinda just stood there waiting, contemplating if I should do more. I ended up doing all of the half within seconds. The high went straight to my head, then my legs. I was waiting for the signs though; loss of appetite, awakeness. I didn't have any of those yet, so I was a little bit dissapointed.
I walked into my living room for a glass of water. Walking felt foreign to me. Not only that, but whenever I walked into another room, it was the most exciting thing. It felt like I was on an adventure. I felt something itch in my nose, so I closed one nostril and sniffed up. I must've gotten some more tweak out of there, because I suddenly felt higher than before. There was also some liquid dripping into the back of my mouth.
I ignored the taste of the liquid (with good reason) and continued my fun. Standing completely still was hard to accomplish, but once I did, I felt a nice body high. It was like whenever I stayed in one position for ten seconds, I felt a new high.
I felt sort of hungry so I made my way to the fridge. The only thing that really sounded appetizing was whipped cream. But I couldn't get myself to do it. The thought of something soft, and liquidy going into my mouth disqusted me.
I played guitar for a while until my sis got off the comp. I sat down, but then immediatly got up to go take a piss. I then realized that in the last hour I pissed atleast 15 times.
I was on the comp from 1:30AM-5:00AM without even noticing. I felt like I could sleep. My body felt tired enough. When I got on the bed I couldn't stay asleep for more than 4 minutes. But in those 4 minutes I would have wild dreams. One I remember, I was following a bunch of dolphins uphill in a river.
I put on some headphones so I can listen to music when everyone's alseep. I tried to think of the most hyperactive band. I came up with Mindless Self Indulgence...Listening to it was maybe the coolest part of the meth. I also turned on some SuperMario3 with lack of something better to do. I kept on thinking that I could win no matter what on this game. After a while of that, I felt I needed to write. I jumped on the comp and started jotting down a song in an instant.
By this time, it was about 6:30AM and I was the least bit tired. I tried going to sleep again, until about 7 when I decided it was useless. And here I am now, telling you about my experience. I havent came down yet (of what I know) and still feel a little high. I still wouldn't be able to fall asleep
She repeatly told me never to try it, and that it's addicting. I understood at first, but then once I got into high school, the drug made me very curious.
Last night was my first time ever doing it. I bought a 20 bag, but sold half to a friend. I just got home from Lord of the Rings, when I remembered I still had the other half. I wasn't in anyway, knowledgable about making lines. So I sorta just banged up all of the nugs of crystal, and sniffed em up my nose.
At first, I didn't think anything was happening. I kinda just stood there waiting, contemplating if I should do more. I ended up doing all of the half within seconds. The high went straight to my head, then my legs. I was waiting for the signs though; loss of appetite, awakeness. I didn't have any of those yet, so I was a little bit dissapointed.
I walked into my living room for a glass of water. Walking felt foreign to me. Not only that, but whenever I walked into another room, it was the most exciting thing. It felt like I was on an adventure. I felt something itch in my nose, so I closed one nostril and sniffed up. I must've gotten some more tweak out of there, because I suddenly felt higher than before. There was also some liquid dripping into the back of my mouth.
I ignored the taste of the liquid (with good reason) and continued my fun. Standing completely still was hard to accomplish, but once I did, I felt a nice body high. It was like whenever I stayed in one position for ten seconds, I felt a new high.
I felt sort of hungry so I made my way to the fridge. The only thing that really sounded appetizing was whipped cream. But I couldn't get myself to do it. The thought of something soft, and liquidy going into my mouth disqusted me.
I played guitar for a while until my sis got off the comp. I sat down, but then immediatly got up to go take a piss. I then realized that in the last hour I pissed atleast 15 times.
I was on the comp from 1:30AM-5:00AM without even noticing. I felt like I could sleep. My body felt tired enough. When I got on the bed I couldn't stay asleep for more than 4 minutes. But in those 4 minutes I would have wild dreams. One I remember, I was following a bunch of dolphins uphill in a river.
I put on some headphones so I can listen to music when everyone's alseep. I tried to think of the most hyperactive band. I came up with Mindless Self Indulgence...Listening to it was maybe the coolest part of the meth. I also turned on some SuperMario3 with lack of something better to do. I kept on thinking that I could win no matter what on this game. After a while of that, I felt I needed to write. I jumped on the comp and started jotting down a song in an instant.
By this time, it was about 6:30AM and I was the least bit tired. I tried going to sleep again, until about 7 when I decided it was useless. And here I am now, telling you about my experience. I havent came down yet (of what I know) and still feel a little high. I still wouldn't be able to fall asleep
