absurdhuman
Bluelighter
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- Sep 24, 2003
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molly - first time - phish show
me and some buddies drove from new jersey to indiana this summer to see phish do a three-night run at deer creek. my friends had taken molly (mdma) before and we picked some up at the shakedown prior to the second show. i took a pill that had a tenth of powder in it and was hoping to feel good or understand what rolling was all about, being i never had before. phish started out with one of my favorites and then another, but i was still only feeling the alcohol i had drank earlier. the third song of the first set was unbelievable. they jammed out a usually five minute song to nearly twenty. somewhere in the craziness of the jam i got lost in it and started to feel totally amazing. my body felt indestructible and full of energy as i danced with my friends and the rest of the crowd. my head was coming up with only the most welcoming of thoughts and the quality of the music had me off in another world. whether my eyes were open or closed made no difference. i looked around at everybody and the sky and probably had never been happier. phish must have known what was going on because they continued by playing some of my favorite songs, and just a remarkable set overall. my buddies knew i was having the time of my life and we were all sharing in it.
during set break i hardly even moved and just talked with my friends about how great we were feeling and how good the show was. i took another tenth. the second set started and i was rolling even harder from the second pill. phish had me totally captured in their world and took me wherever they wanted. i was their pawn, their puppet, and nothing had ever felt greater than being an experiencer of such beautiful, spontaneous music.
as we all know, feelings are extremely difficult to describe, and this is my first time writing about a drug experience. the next morning i woke up feeling fantastic with no sign of depression or a feeling of coming down. i sat all day and reflected on how good everything felt until that night’s show.
in case anyone is interested, this was that night's setlist:
set one
punch you in the eye
beauty of my dreams
gumbo
the divided sky
boogie on reggae woman
carini >
magilla
possum
set two
split open and melt >
free >
friday
the lizards
walls of the cave
encore
bouncing around the room
frankenstein
me and some buddies drove from new jersey to indiana this summer to see phish do a three-night run at deer creek. my friends had taken molly (mdma) before and we picked some up at the shakedown prior to the second show. i took a pill that had a tenth of powder in it and was hoping to feel good or understand what rolling was all about, being i never had before. phish started out with one of my favorites and then another, but i was still only feeling the alcohol i had drank earlier. the third song of the first set was unbelievable. they jammed out a usually five minute song to nearly twenty. somewhere in the craziness of the jam i got lost in it and started to feel totally amazing. my body felt indestructible and full of energy as i danced with my friends and the rest of the crowd. my head was coming up with only the most welcoming of thoughts and the quality of the music had me off in another world. whether my eyes were open or closed made no difference. i looked around at everybody and the sky and probably had never been happier. phish must have known what was going on because they continued by playing some of my favorite songs, and just a remarkable set overall. my buddies knew i was having the time of my life and we were all sharing in it.
during set break i hardly even moved and just talked with my friends about how great we were feeling and how good the show was. i took another tenth. the second set started and i was rolling even harder from the second pill. phish had me totally captured in their world and took me wherever they wanted. i was their pawn, their puppet, and nothing had ever felt greater than being an experiencer of such beautiful, spontaneous music.
as we all know, feelings are extremely difficult to describe, and this is my first time writing about a drug experience. the next morning i woke up feeling fantastic with no sign of depression or a feeling of coming down. i sat all day and reflected on how good everything felt until that night’s show.
in case anyone is interested, this was that night's setlist:
set one
punch you in the eye
beauty of my dreams
gumbo
the divided sky
boogie on reggae woman
carini >
magilla
possum
set two
split open and melt >
free >
friday
the lizards
walls of the cave
encore
bouncing around the room
frankenstein