missing_one
Bluelighter
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MDMA/MDA - 4 past rolls - Braindrain, or a crap pill?
Munched some Vit C (600mg) an hour or three before the first pill.
T+00 10:00: I eat a pill.
T+25m 10:25: Some slight effects felt, fiancee eats a pill (her first time)
T+42m 10:42: I go and take a warm shower and shave my head. Lasts maybe 10 minutes, the soap starts to feel very good in my hand. I get back out. Fiancee has a quick dip.
T+1h 11:00: Fiancee starts talking .. I type as best I can (be bothered) .. "diff. to alcohol, eyes something like move .. not really move around .. but a little move... i can still see the things like real but still move. (downstairs) is sooooo wet! sooooo wet! my fiance is so different after drugs, so different! he can still type normally.. no i cant .. yeah you can! (haha). i cannot tell, you are just different"
T+1h5m 11:05: More from her "But my feeling is after drug its good, you're right, it's good yeah, I never have this feeling before, it's different to drunk. it's different. my eyes move but it's for a while and stop. its becomes normal, and after, they move again". Here she is describing that wacky jitter-eye thing. I've never had it, she had it first time up. She said she wants to go dancing later.
T+2h12m 12:12: She says "i still feel cold so its not good feeling yet"
i say: "no, if you'd just come and dance now...". She is curled up on the bed, refusing to move because she feels cold, contributing "i forgot one minute before what i said."
T+2h24m 12:24: She says "at beginning i felt tired and you know want to to that feeling of sleep and umm after now (12:24) i dont feel the temp. is cold or not, i just feel i want to move when i listed to music. ah i like this feeling so slow everythings so soft, dont turn on the music for awhile (?). for a whiel, my head is clear, very clear and its like... 3 seconds after im in the mood of drug and its it happens often like my head is clear. when i close my eyes, i turn my neck around with my head. soo.. different world this world moves with my head, with my my my head it really moves, its not like my eyes move. its different to before, before its like flash.
oh baby i feel good so good now.
i feel happy.
feel open.
feel want to talk.
just now i dont want to talk, but i want to talk.
my head is still move a little.
but can still see the big things.
its like door .. door doesn't move.
i want to say, i want to take a picture beautiful
but i said "take a shower beautiful"
haha
but i realise .. right away.
abt. T+2h30m 12:30: She types "fuck, i can not type normaly, my hand temble,"
almost T+3h 1:00: Almost 1. She says "I feel happy"
T+3h 1:00: 1-ish, down for me, fiancee still going. At this time I remember feeling a bit ripped off, like this MDMA experience (almost certain that's what it was, if it wasnt it must have been a related chem - got smooth, flowing movement, love, large pupils, etc.) was less intense than previously, probably because of the volume in the pill. I have not dropped in 9 months and have never had more than a couple of pills a night, and only rolled 4 times in my life. Seemed like everything came to a rapid end... and there were no more pills!
T+3h16m 1:16: She says "baby, i like this feeling. i like this drug baby, i really feel everything is normal now except i have no feeling for sleep"
T+3h28m 1:28: She says "with this drugs at beginning you take, dance with the fast music in the middle, listed to slooooooow music, high profit, move, slowly. and after you feel its come down"
Around this time we decided to go out searching for more pills. We took some more vitamins beforehand.
T+5h11m 3:11: Arrive back home with 2 more pills, as all the dancing joints we check out are looking pretty lame...
T2 3:15: We both dropped.
T2+19m 3:34: Reset computer. (important!)
T2+43m 3:58: OK this #2 is kicking in, its making my sight a little blurry. The bottom of my fiancee's eyes have gone reddish.
Basically from this point I wind up dancing at home, no waves of seratonin goodness but joints feel lubricated for dancing and some kind of amphenergy was present. We lie together for awhile as the second pill comes on (for me) and doesn't really (for her). If we concentrated for a few seconds, the roof and wall started to develop textures that weren't there, turning in to water or cracked-paint. Strange. I'm thinking maybe this was MDA, because if it was a small ketamine dose it probably wouldn't have lasted so long (these subtle open eye visuals were still happening 1 hour or later after the drop) and I got little MDMA-like feelings of love or peacefulness (seratonin depletion from previous drop?). Maybe the visuals were just lack of sleep?
T2+2h11m 5:26: Fiancee still lying awake watching me dance around as the effects of the final pill wear off.
Over the next hour or two I got tired, had another shower and went to bed.
This morning the other half feinted a couple of times seemingly from lack of iron, but she's staying in bed now. I feel pretty normal but just a little scattered. Trying to eat and recover...
Munched some Vit C (600mg) an hour or three before the first pill.
T+00 10:00: I eat a pill.
T+25m 10:25: Some slight effects felt, fiancee eats a pill (her first time)
T+42m 10:42: I go and take a warm shower and shave my head. Lasts maybe 10 minutes, the soap starts to feel very good in my hand. I get back out. Fiancee has a quick dip.
T+1h 11:00: Fiancee starts talking .. I type as best I can (be bothered) .. "diff. to alcohol, eyes something like move .. not really move around .. but a little move... i can still see the things like real but still move. (downstairs) is sooooo wet! sooooo wet! my fiance is so different after drugs, so different! he can still type normally.. no i cant .. yeah you can! (haha). i cannot tell, you are just different"
T+1h5m 11:05: More from her "But my feeling is after drug its good, you're right, it's good yeah, I never have this feeling before, it's different to drunk. it's different. my eyes move but it's for a while and stop. its becomes normal, and after, they move again". Here she is describing that wacky jitter-eye thing. I've never had it, she had it first time up. She said she wants to go dancing later.
T+2h12m 12:12: She says "i still feel cold so its not good feeling yet"
i say: "no, if you'd just come and dance now...". She is curled up on the bed, refusing to move because she feels cold, contributing "i forgot one minute before what i said."
T+2h24m 12:24: She says "at beginning i felt tired and you know want to to that feeling of sleep and umm after now (12:24) i dont feel the temp. is cold or not, i just feel i want to move when i listed to music. ah i like this feeling so slow everythings so soft, dont turn on the music for awhile (?). for a whiel, my head is clear, very clear and its like... 3 seconds after im in the mood of drug and its it happens often like my head is clear. when i close my eyes, i turn my neck around with my head. soo.. different world this world moves with my head, with my my my head it really moves, its not like my eyes move. its different to before, before its like flash.
oh baby i feel good so good now.
i feel happy.
feel open.
feel want to talk.
just now i dont want to talk, but i want to talk.
my head is still move a little.
but can still see the big things.
its like door .. door doesn't move.
i want to say, i want to take a picture beautiful
but i said "take a shower beautiful"
haha
but i realise .. right away.
abt. T+2h30m 12:30: She types "fuck, i can not type normaly, my hand temble,"
almost T+3h 1:00: Almost 1. She says "I feel happy"
T+3h 1:00: 1-ish, down for me, fiancee still going. At this time I remember feeling a bit ripped off, like this MDMA experience (almost certain that's what it was, if it wasnt it must have been a related chem - got smooth, flowing movement, love, large pupils, etc.) was less intense than previously, probably because of the volume in the pill. I have not dropped in 9 months and have never had more than a couple of pills a night, and only rolled 4 times in my life. Seemed like everything came to a rapid end... and there were no more pills!
T+3h16m 1:16: She says "baby, i like this feeling. i like this drug baby, i really feel everything is normal now except i have no feeling for sleep"
T+3h28m 1:28: She says "with this drugs at beginning you take, dance with the fast music in the middle, listed to slooooooow music, high profit, move, slowly. and after you feel its come down"
Around this time we decided to go out searching for more pills. We took some more vitamins beforehand.
T+5h11m 3:11: Arrive back home with 2 more pills, as all the dancing joints we check out are looking pretty lame...
T2 3:15: We both dropped.
T2+19m 3:34: Reset computer. (important!)
T2+43m 3:58: OK this #2 is kicking in, its making my sight a little blurry. The bottom of my fiancee's eyes have gone reddish.
Basically from this point I wind up dancing at home, no waves of seratonin goodness but joints feel lubricated for dancing and some kind of amphenergy was present. We lie together for awhile as the second pill comes on (for me) and doesn't really (for her). If we concentrated for a few seconds, the roof and wall started to develop textures that weren't there, turning in to water or cracked-paint. Strange. I'm thinking maybe this was MDA, because if it was a small ketamine dose it probably wouldn't have lasted so long (these subtle open eye visuals were still happening 1 hour or later after the drop) and I got little MDMA-like feelings of love or peacefulness (seratonin depletion from previous drop?). Maybe the visuals were just lack of sleep?
T2+2h11m 5:26: Fiancee still lying awake watching me dance around as the effects of the final pill wear off.
Over the next hour or two I got tired, had another shower and went to bed.
This morning the other half feinted a couple of times seemingly from lack of iron, but she's staying in bed now. I feel pretty normal but just a little scattered. Trying to eat and recover...
