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MDMA - FIrst time - They broke me!

chibi

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E-FIrst time- They broke me!

Even though my first experience with E was well over a year and a half ago, and I've had losts more X-perience since then, I felt the need to Share my first time. I'm rolling again on NYE so maybe I'm trying to recapture that first time feeling just a little bit. So anyways.
I was at a gay bar(best place for dancing) with the guy I was seeing at the time when I decided to do it. He came up and asked if I wanted to try it and I said why not, so he went and got the pills. I wasn't nervous or scared because he was an experienced user and I was in a comfortable environment.
As soon as put the pill on my tongue a bouncer walks up to me and says "if you're gonna do that, at least do it in the bathroom" I was totally freaked but my man and the friend we got them from were just laughing. Then the dealer whispers to me "don't worry, that bouncer buys all his shit from me" Luckily that was the only scare of the night.
I can remember the very second it hit and it was like I was drawn to the dance floor where I marveled at the sound, color, and awesomeness of it all. Later we went to the roof deck to cool off. There was a house next door to the club that was having a party and they yelled at us to come down. So my guy JUMPS off the roof into their yard. I wasn't that dumb so I walked my ass downstairs to get to the party. Turns out they were having a fish fry. I didn't understand that you usually don't eat so as soon as I put food in my mouth I had to spit it out. We eventually left the party cause we ran into some chick we knew that was drunk and crying over something and it was bringing us down.
Later we went to a friend of my guys house. I didn't know anyone but they were soooo nice to me when they found out it was my first time. This one guy took my into a room and did the falling trough the floor trip to me. It was AMAZING! As I lay on the floor face down I can hear the guy leave and say to everyone "i think I broke her" then I hear my guy say "well you better go fix her!" It was pretty funny.
The rest of the night was absolutly awesome. And the best part of it was over the next few days I had a whole new percpective on everything. Colors were brighter, everything just made sense. I promised myself that I would always try to see things that way, even after the after effects wore off. What an incredible night!
 
*big grin*
yeah i was the same way with the whole perception thing about colours being brighter and the world being more beautiful and everything with my 1st pill too and i get so excited when i know some one is on their 1st pill or recently had one cos i love hearing their 'moment of clarity' :D
thing is tho i still feel the same way about the world and u know what? it just gets more and more beautiful :D
it always was...my mind was just opened up to it and the filters of society were gone....ahhh if only everyone would pop just once *sigh* what a wonderful place it would be *goes off to see the world through her rose tinted glasses*
hehehe
 
Great experience :) I'm glad you felt so good afterwards as well. I agree that everyone who can experience a pill, should do it at least once. The world would be so much better.
Chibi, have you ever been to "the Bronze" by any chance? If not, sorry for bothering you :)
 
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