deeliight
Bluelighter
My Experience on X for the first time--AWESOME
I should consider this my 2end time on X, but IMHO was the first time and only time I really felt it.....
I had a really long day, but was excited for the night to come. I knew I was going to drop, and didn't know what to REALLY expect.
I knew one girl in the group really well, but she was running late so I went to the meet up house without her, and I was pretty intimidated. I didn't really know anyone, just a few people from a couple of parties before. But ironically, I was "dating" 2 of the guys there, but I didn't know them very well either.
Anyhow, the point I'm trying to make was I felt odd, maybe out of place. I was very shy at the time and I started to feel weird and a little unwanted for some reason, but I now realize it was all in my head.
So, we finally took off, and I'm with my friend driving to the rave. We drop our pills about 10 mins before we get in.
It was early, around 10, and there wasn't alot of people. I still felt odd, and just not in the party mood. I felt this way for about 45 mins. Didn't want to dance, didn't feel like talking, just sat there and thought about how I wasn't having fun.
It had been almost 1 hour since I dropped. The rave was getting full, and everyone else was having a blast, which made me feel even more odd. I then stood up almost falling on my ass and BOOM, instantly I was HIGH as a mother. I had this overwhelming feeling of SHIT I feel awesome!!
My friend introduced me to this incredibly cute guy. He took me to a far off stage and gave me a massage. My back laid against the stage floor and I could feel the music booming all through out my body. I felt so good I could have passed out.
One of the guys in the group I was dating saw me with this guy and came over to see if I was ok ( I could tell it bugged him, and the attention fueled me) But I left the massage boy to hang out with him, and the rest of my friends.
I had so much energy!!! If I wasn't dancing non stop, I was talking to anyone and everyone. Even chicks in the bathroom I didn't know. We took pictures of each other hugging as if we were best friends.
We decided to go back to the house. It was a VERY cold night, but I hardly noticed.
One of the guys in the group, I'll call him Joe, wanted to drive me back to the house. We talked and laughed and I felt like I was in paradise. (you shouldn't drive on X, I know this, so that was not cool to do) But we took a little detour to his place. I was on FIRE with sexual energy. We went to his room and he ripped off my clothes and went down on me. It was AMAZING. Couldn't do much to him because of the natural effect of X on guys.
We hurried and drove to the house so that no one would know what we did. We were having such an awesome time. The lights were turned off with booming electronica in the back ground. We gave each other massages and got to know on another on a deeper level.
"Joe" wanted to leave (he needed to work early) but I didn't want to go. Keep in mind he was NOT my boyfriend or anything close to that. We just met in fact. The other guy in the group, I'll call him "Jake" was there. Earlier in the night at the rave we had been dancing together for hours, kissing and having a blast (he's the fun one of the 2) He started brushing my long hair and it sent chills up my spine. we ended up in the next room, where 3 of the girls from the party gave us a light show while we cuddled. We started to kiss. We kissed for what seemed like an hour or so. Very passionate.
It was now around 7 am. The sun started to come up, and the party was coming to an end.
I went home around 8. The next day I still felt like I was in paradise. I had no hangover or bad emotions. I felt on top of the world! I still have thoughts about this amazing night. I only dropped one pill that night which was colored blue. It wasn't tested, but no doubt in my mind it was pretty dang pure.
I felt odd and unhappy at the beggining of the night, to instantly awesome.. It was incredible. It also helped that I felt very wanted by others.
I crave to have another night like that one. I've dropped X only 2 more times after that night, and they didn't compare.
Its now been an entire year since my last experience, and 16 months from the experience detailed above.
there's no doubt that I will roll again. But I want to make sure its awesome. I never want to ruin the affects. That's why I haven't rolled in a long time, and I won't roll until I KNOW the pill is good.
For me, the experience really opened me up! I feel it was positive and let me see life in a different way.
I should consider this my 2end time on X, but IMHO was the first time and only time I really felt it.....
I had a really long day, but was excited for the night to come. I knew I was going to drop, and didn't know what to REALLY expect.
I knew one girl in the group really well, but she was running late so I went to the meet up house without her, and I was pretty intimidated. I didn't really know anyone, just a few people from a couple of parties before. But ironically, I was "dating" 2 of the guys there, but I didn't know them very well either.
Anyhow, the point I'm trying to make was I felt odd, maybe out of place. I was very shy at the time and I started to feel weird and a little unwanted for some reason, but I now realize it was all in my head.
So, we finally took off, and I'm with my friend driving to the rave. We drop our pills about 10 mins before we get in.
It was early, around 10, and there wasn't alot of people. I still felt odd, and just not in the party mood. I felt this way for about 45 mins. Didn't want to dance, didn't feel like talking, just sat there and thought about how I wasn't having fun.
It had been almost 1 hour since I dropped. The rave was getting full, and everyone else was having a blast, which made me feel even more odd. I then stood up almost falling on my ass and BOOM, instantly I was HIGH as a mother. I had this overwhelming feeling of SHIT I feel awesome!!
My friend introduced me to this incredibly cute guy. He took me to a far off stage and gave me a massage. My back laid against the stage floor and I could feel the music booming all through out my body. I felt so good I could have passed out.
One of the guys in the group I was dating saw me with this guy and came over to see if I was ok ( I could tell it bugged him, and the attention fueled me) But I left the massage boy to hang out with him, and the rest of my friends.
I had so much energy!!! If I wasn't dancing non stop, I was talking to anyone and everyone. Even chicks in the bathroom I didn't know. We took pictures of each other hugging as if we were best friends.
We decided to go back to the house. It was a VERY cold night, but I hardly noticed.
One of the guys in the group, I'll call him Joe, wanted to drive me back to the house. We talked and laughed and I felt like I was in paradise. (you shouldn't drive on X, I know this, so that was not cool to do) But we took a little detour to his place. I was on FIRE with sexual energy. We went to his room and he ripped off my clothes and went down on me. It was AMAZING. Couldn't do much to him because of the natural effect of X on guys.
We hurried and drove to the house so that no one would know what we did. We were having such an awesome time. The lights were turned off with booming electronica in the back ground. We gave each other massages and got to know on another on a deeper level.
"Joe" wanted to leave (he needed to work early) but I didn't want to go. Keep in mind he was NOT my boyfriend or anything close to that. We just met in fact. The other guy in the group, I'll call him "Jake" was there. Earlier in the night at the rave we had been dancing together for hours, kissing and having a blast (he's the fun one of the 2) He started brushing my long hair and it sent chills up my spine. we ended up in the next room, where 3 of the girls from the party gave us a light show while we cuddled. We started to kiss. We kissed for what seemed like an hour or so. Very passionate.
It was now around 7 am. The sun started to come up, and the party was coming to an end.
I went home around 8. The next day I still felt like I was in paradise. I had no hangover or bad emotions. I felt on top of the world! I still have thoughts about this amazing night. I only dropped one pill that night which was colored blue. It wasn't tested, but no doubt in my mind it was pretty dang pure.
I felt odd and unhappy at the beggining of the night, to instantly awesome.. It was incredible. It also helped that I felt very wanted by others.
I crave to have another night like that one. I've dropped X only 2 more times after that night, and they didn't compare.
Its now been an entire year since my last experience, and 16 months from the experience detailed above.
there's no doubt that I will roll again. But I want to make sure its awesome. I never want to ruin the affects. That's why I haven't rolled in a long time, and I won't roll until I KNOW the pill is good.
For me, the experience really opened me up! I feel it was positive and let me see life in a different way.
(just a joke, i'm in aus)
