NotoriousBoi
Ex-Bluelighter
MDMA - looking baK @ first time
thought id reflect on my first roll experience...
::::drifts baK to March 8th::::
It was my birthday 2 days before (turned 18 and legal!) and I had just arrived @ LAX (moved to southern cali from farmland USA haha) and my friend/new roomate picked me up. He knew i hadnt been to a rave before nor done E, so he wanted tonight (my first night in cali) to be the nite for both. But first we had to drive 2 hours south of LA in the desert where he lived @ the time to pick up sum friends. On the way back to LA i was getting nervous about taking E for my first time. I had read up on it of course before i left 'cause i wanted to try it. (i had only done meth, coke, weed, & poppers @ that point)
When we got to the rave, we had to wait outside for a good half an hour in the line. Once we got inside, my roomate bought me my first pill, a blue dolphine. I watched my roomate and his friend who we came with take theirs. I just held mine in my hand for 10 minutes, scared. Finally I put my fears aside and swallowed it with some OJ.
Being my first rave i was nervouse, so I stood around and watched those 2 dance. About 30 min later they said they we're feeling theirs. I wasnt feeling anything yet. We talked to a few people (introducing everyone to me), then went upstairs to the jungle room. It was then that i started to feel like i had done meth(energetic, and happy). but no big feeling of it "hitting" me like i read online. So we sat down for 5 minutes and talked. They asked how i was doing and i told em "fine but wasnt rolling yet." We'd got up to go get sum water and when i stood up i felt dizzy, and my face hot hott. Then i looked out on the dance floor and the lights were 2 much!
From then on I knew i was rolling. About half an hour later my friends decided to buy another pill for themselfs, and asked how I was doing and i told them how i felt, but i still didnt get the big feeling of it "hitting me" like they told me i would. So they bought me another. I had no idea what kind it was, nor did i care at that point. LOL
After that pill i was gone ALL night long. My friends bought a couple $5 bags of K and snorted it through out the night. I was offered sum but i wanted to experience the E on its own.
I ended up doing what most "newbies" do... talking to anyone who acknowledged me, being really touchy feely (giving hugs alot to my roomate), would stare at anything and everything that looked cool, and even ended up kissing sum guy who i talked to for like 2 seconds.
My friends dragged me baK on the main floor area and they said to hold on and went and bought sum electrosticks (the glowsticks with batteries). They told me they were gonna give me my first light show. The light in it was blinking really fast (a red color) to make it look like it was one solid light, but when they started the light show and started moving them it turned out it was 3 different coolers blinking, red, blue, and green. It left the awesome trail behind. Well the light show just blew me up! I was rolling hard!
The rest of the night was pretty typical, did the vicks thing, bought my own electrostricks and played wit em, did that non-stop "i love everyone" talking thing, and did the dancing thing looking like a munkey! (god was i bad dancing to the musiQ! at that time i was big into klubs and danced more seductivly (aka slutty haha) and popish which is soo not what was played) We ended up staying till 5:30 am. At the time i was still rolling, but once we walked outside the light killed it.
I didnt really have any tummy problems throughout the night, and drank plunty of water. It was a good night! and I only spent $20 in all! While my roomate spent over $250! My jaw was sore for a day or 2 after wards from the clenching. Other then that it was a perfect night. And i knew this was just the beginning of me, raves, and rolling!
(ohs by the way i have gotten a LOT better at dancing and gotten into electronica! expectually hard house, and now people tend to watch my dance @ raves)
thought id reflect on my first roll experience...
::::drifts baK to March 8th::::
It was my birthday 2 days before (turned 18 and legal!) and I had just arrived @ LAX (moved to southern cali from farmland USA haha) and my friend/new roomate picked me up. He knew i hadnt been to a rave before nor done E, so he wanted tonight (my first night in cali) to be the nite for both. But first we had to drive 2 hours south of LA in the desert where he lived @ the time to pick up sum friends. On the way back to LA i was getting nervous about taking E for my first time. I had read up on it of course before i left 'cause i wanted to try it. (i had only done meth, coke, weed, & poppers @ that point)
When we got to the rave, we had to wait outside for a good half an hour in the line. Once we got inside, my roomate bought me my first pill, a blue dolphine. I watched my roomate and his friend who we came with take theirs. I just held mine in my hand for 10 minutes, scared. Finally I put my fears aside and swallowed it with some OJ.
Being my first rave i was nervouse, so I stood around and watched those 2 dance. About 30 min later they said they we're feeling theirs. I wasnt feeling anything yet. We talked to a few people (introducing everyone to me), then went upstairs to the jungle room. It was then that i started to feel like i had done meth(energetic, and happy). but no big feeling of it "hitting" me like i read online. So we sat down for 5 minutes and talked. They asked how i was doing and i told em "fine but wasnt rolling yet." We'd got up to go get sum water and when i stood up i felt dizzy, and my face hot hott. Then i looked out on the dance floor and the lights were 2 much!
From then on I knew i was rolling. About half an hour later my friends decided to buy another pill for themselfs, and asked how I was doing and i told them how i felt, but i still didnt get the big feeling of it "hitting me" like they told me i would. So they bought me another. I had no idea what kind it was, nor did i care at that point. LOL
After that pill i was gone ALL night long. My friends bought a couple $5 bags of K and snorted it through out the night. I was offered sum but i wanted to experience the E on its own.
I ended up doing what most "newbies" do... talking to anyone who acknowledged me, being really touchy feely (giving hugs alot to my roomate), would stare at anything and everything that looked cool, and even ended up kissing sum guy who i talked to for like 2 seconds.
My friends dragged me baK on the main floor area and they said to hold on and went and bought sum electrosticks (the glowsticks with batteries). They told me they were gonna give me my first light show. The light in it was blinking really fast (a red color) to make it look like it was one solid light, but when they started the light show and started moving them it turned out it was 3 different coolers blinking, red, blue, and green. It left the awesome trail behind. Well the light show just blew me up! I was rolling hard!
The rest of the night was pretty typical, did the vicks thing, bought my own electrostricks and played wit em, did that non-stop "i love everyone" talking thing, and did the dancing thing looking like a munkey! (god was i bad dancing to the musiQ! at that time i was big into klubs and danced more seductivly (aka slutty haha) and popish which is soo not what was played) We ended up staying till 5:30 am. At the time i was still rolling, but once we walked outside the light killed it.
I didnt really have any tummy problems throughout the night, and drank plunty of water. It was a good night! and I only spent $20 in all! While my roomate spent over $250! My jaw was sore for a day or 2 after wards from the clenching. Other then that it was a perfect night. And i knew this was just the beginning of me, raves, and rolling!
(ohs by the way i have gotten a LOT better at dancing and gotten into electronica! expectually hard house, and now people tend to watch my dance @ raves)
