Mr.Mountain
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I recently had the chance to try MDMA for the first time. After seeing an article about it in my school's newspaper and then having my friend offer me some created gave me a sense of synchronicity that let me know it was the time to give it a go.
I got 2 gel caps each filled with .1 of crystals and powder, and took one of them the previous night to test it. At home in the privacy of my dark room, I slowly consumed the 100mg over the course of 15 min and it gave me a pleasant, yet underwhelming experience. Music was improved and I felt energetic and social, but I felt that it would have been better if took the dose all at once.
The next night I decided to take the full dose at once.
Here’s an outline of my experience:
5:55 pm: I split the gel cap, pour the powder in a old snus tin and lick it up. It taste bitter, a little bit less worse than the taste of Dramamine, yet I didn’t think it was that bad. I washed it down with water and then began waiting, worried that the test amount I taken the day before had taken would hurt my tolerance.
6:00 pm I decided to go outside have a cigarette, and look at my neighbors awesome christmas lights, thinking that I would come up a bit quicker. There was a bit of energy but nothing really significant, though I did feel taller though as I stood on my porch in the dark looking at the stars. I went back in and listened to music
6:20 pm. I’m starting to feel more energy in my chest, I decide to go try and look at the stars again. After 5 minutes outside I came back in again. I was definitely becoming increasingly energetic
7:00. pm I feel like I’m having a panic attack except its really pleasurable without any anxiety: I'm shaky and notice that I have cold sweats. Music was getting better, and I was starting to feel focused. I was coming up.
7:40 pm I’m rolling. I feel joy, my teeth are tight and basslines really speak to me. I start switching through music trying to find something that I enjoy. Complex beats sound amazing, and so does some soft music. I look at my facebook profile and feel a profound sense of identity and self love, realizing that I have value and worth. I feel love for everyone I see too!
8:00 I get up for a bit, and go lay on my bed. I can feel my heartbeat when i lay down but without any anxiety. The bed feels amazing, especially when I put my heating pad on my stomach. Though I quickly decide to sit back at my desk and find more music. I also am starting to realize how quickly time is flying by. This video was amazing:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9B-h1EEsKDA
8:20 : It’s starting to wear off but in waves, of joy! I feel sad that its starting to end. i want to stay here.
9:00 : I feel as though I have had a good cry and released something heavy. I have a pleasant comfortable sensation in the center of my chest. I feel that I have experienced what it means to love myself, and have learned how to let go of negativity. Talking with my parents was nice, and easier than usual.
In conclusion: I can see the benefits in MDMA, and I think at infrequent small doses it could be beneficial if you take it in a private environment. I feel that It would be better if I took it while out, but for my first time taking it, I think doing it at home was best.
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I got 2 gel caps each filled with .1 of crystals and powder, and took one of them the previous night to test it. At home in the privacy of my dark room, I slowly consumed the 100mg over the course of 15 min and it gave me a pleasant, yet underwhelming experience. Music was improved and I felt energetic and social, but I felt that it would have been better if took the dose all at once.
The next night I decided to take the full dose at once.
Here’s an outline of my experience:
5:55 pm: I split the gel cap, pour the powder in a old snus tin and lick it up. It taste bitter, a little bit less worse than the taste of Dramamine, yet I didn’t think it was that bad. I washed it down with water and then began waiting, worried that the test amount I taken the day before had taken would hurt my tolerance.
6:00 pm I decided to go outside have a cigarette, and look at my neighbors awesome christmas lights, thinking that I would come up a bit quicker. There was a bit of energy but nothing really significant, though I did feel taller though as I stood on my porch in the dark looking at the stars. I went back in and listened to music
6:20 pm. I’m starting to feel more energy in my chest, I decide to go try and look at the stars again. After 5 minutes outside I came back in again. I was definitely becoming increasingly energetic
7:00. pm I feel like I’m having a panic attack except its really pleasurable without any anxiety: I'm shaky and notice that I have cold sweats. Music was getting better, and I was starting to feel focused. I was coming up.
7:40 pm I’m rolling. I feel joy, my teeth are tight and basslines really speak to me. I start switching through music trying to find something that I enjoy. Complex beats sound amazing, and so does some soft music. I look at my facebook profile and feel a profound sense of identity and self love, realizing that I have value and worth. I feel love for everyone I see too!
8:00 I get up for a bit, and go lay on my bed. I can feel my heartbeat when i lay down but without any anxiety. The bed feels amazing, especially when I put my heating pad on my stomach. Though I quickly decide to sit back at my desk and find more music. I also am starting to realize how quickly time is flying by. This video was amazing:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9B-h1EEsKDA
8:20 : It’s starting to wear off but in waves, of joy! I feel sad that its starting to end. i want to stay here.
9:00 : I feel as though I have had a good cry and released something heavy. I have a pleasant comfortable sensation in the center of my chest. I feel that I have experienced what it means to love myself, and have learned how to let go of negativity. Talking with my parents was nice, and easier than usual.
In conclusion: I can see the benefits in MDMA, and I think at infrequent small doses it could be beneficial if you take it in a private environment. I feel that It would be better if I took it while out, but for my first time taking it, I think doing it at home was best.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_empathogens
explevel_firsttime
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