substances consumed:2 pills of alleged MDMA
(.pink durex/safe sex and a white ferrari)
*about a g.of meth the day before resulting in no sleep the prior night(estimate lack of sleep 48 hrs.)
weight: about 145 lbs
prior experience: ive used mdma roughly 20 times and stayed up on meth for the longest 6 days prior to this experience.
time i ingested 1st pill: around 11pm (pink durex/safe sex)
I was at a friend, B's house. We both ingested our first pill at the same time expecting to be coming up within the hour. An hour passed and we felt nothing so we asumed these were weak pills and decided to drop the second pill.(12am)We become a little ancy and decide to take a ride to our friend J's house about 20 minutes away from where we were.
This was an old house that J had just moved into and wasn't fully furnished yet. It had hard wood floors which made every sound echo.When we arrived at our friends house there were a few poeple over, drinking and whatnot. About an hour after ingesting the second pill (1am) we were both feeling minimal effects like body tingles and warmth. B decides to go home and go to bed. I decide to stay over for the night.
Me and J decide to put on a movie. We put on the dvd of Shrek. As the movie begins i notice the 3d character seem to look extraordinarily multi-dimensional as if they were real and not computer animated.Then i noticed my voice.It sounded as if it were coming from somewhere else in the house and not from my mouth.I found this amusing and got the giggles.This was fun but very different from my previous mdma experiences.I was mildly euphoric but in a different manner than mdma usually produces.
At this point every one else is finding me pretty amusing seeing as i am the only person on drugs and they were all drunk. When i looked at my friends they all looked as if they were outlined in a coloring book.Every thing seemed so cartoon like as if i were watching it on tv and not actually there in the room.
Everything seemed new and exciting as i walked outside for a ciggarette. The outside air felt thick as i breathed it in my nose almost as if i was under water.At this point i had no concept of time but im guessing i was outside for atleast 2 hours because when i came inside it was nearly 4am.
All of my drunk friends were crashing so i decided to retire to an empty room and lie down.Sitting on the floor of this empty room is a stereo. I layed on the floor and positioned the speaker on either side of my head and put on a techno cd.As i lie in the dark room and listen to the music i could feel every beat pulse through my body and through my blood stream.As i stare up at the ceiling there is a ceiling fan on the ceiling.The fan isnt on but as the music played the fan began to bend and warp to the sounds.I could control its movements. I would make it spin one way and then another, i would make the blades bend towards the floor until they came inches from my face.
I decided i was going to escape from my fan bending excersizes and smoke a cig, i didnt feel lilke getting up so i smoked as i layed there on the floor and ashed in a soda can sitting on the floor to the right of me.As i exhaled the smoke towards the ceiling it would twirl in circular patterns and take the form of chinese dragons as it reaches the ceiling fan.The glass globe that covered the light seemed to be a plant (much like the one from the movie 'little shop of horrors').As the smoke got nearer the globe/man eating plant the plant would open its mouth and inhale the smoke i just exhaled.
This completely amazed me seeing as i have never had a drug enduced hallucination before.I have never used LSD.I continue smoking an entire pack of smokes.When i turn to ash in the can i see 3 small children lying on the floor on there stomachs propped on their elbows like they were watching television.All i thought was "look at the kids" it was as if they were supposed to be there and it was completely normal.
I reach my hand towards the can to ash but i keep missing the hole, this is when i notice the one inch tall shadow of a person standing beside the can.As i am trying to ash and keep missing the shadow person climbs up the can and grabs my ciggarette pulling it to the hole so i can ash. I remember thinking that this was a good shadow person, that he was here to help me.SO i held up one finger and he gave me a little high-five, and every once in a while when i needed to ash he would help me out or give me little wave.
As i looked to the other side of me i saw another small person but this time he was the same hight as the speaker , nearly a foot, this one wasnt a shadow, he was a little man wearing kakhi pants. Whenever he noticed me looking at him he would run around the corner of the speaker and hide.
So at this point i begin questioning what i really consumed, was this hallucinations merely from xtc on top of no sleep (let me add that i rarely suffer from sleep deprivation hallucinations and i stay up pretty frequently)or could there have been some other drug, LSD, in one of the pills. Of course i know it is very rare for lsd to be sold as xtc but who knows.
back to the trip. As i lay there interacting with the shadow folk i decide it is bedtime because i see light peeking through the mini blinds.As i close my eyes i still see shapes and colors moving to the music.Purple bubbles bursting into rainbows of color to be specific.I felt as if my body was tumbling backwards through the hard wood floors as the music produced an almost orgasmic feeling throughout my body upon every bass beat.It was as if my body was being snatched through the air by every change in the sound.This continued as i drifted off to sleep.
I really enjoyed this experience and would love to experience one like it again.It gave me a sense of understanding of everything in the universe,everything seemed to make perfect sense.But i know i never get this feeling from eating 2,3, or even 4 pills of mdma.I would like to know others opinions on this.Does it sound like an lsd trip?lsd combined with mdma? or purely just sleep deprivation? Your responses would be appreciated.Oh, and i appologize for the length.
[ 06 July 2002: Message edited by: Lindley ]
[Edit: I changed the original title (mdma and sleep deprived hallucinations--trippy experience) to fit forum guidelines. -C22]
[ 06 July 2002: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
(.pink durex/safe sex and a white ferrari)
*about a g.of meth the day before resulting in no sleep the prior night(estimate lack of sleep 48 hrs.)
weight: about 145 lbs
prior experience: ive used mdma roughly 20 times and stayed up on meth for the longest 6 days prior to this experience.
time i ingested 1st pill: around 11pm (pink durex/safe sex)
I was at a friend, B's house. We both ingested our first pill at the same time expecting to be coming up within the hour. An hour passed and we felt nothing so we asumed these were weak pills and decided to drop the second pill.(12am)We become a little ancy and decide to take a ride to our friend J's house about 20 minutes away from where we were.
This was an old house that J had just moved into and wasn't fully furnished yet. It had hard wood floors which made every sound echo.When we arrived at our friends house there were a few poeple over, drinking and whatnot. About an hour after ingesting the second pill (1am) we were both feeling minimal effects like body tingles and warmth. B decides to go home and go to bed. I decide to stay over for the night.
Me and J decide to put on a movie. We put on the dvd of Shrek. As the movie begins i notice the 3d character seem to look extraordinarily multi-dimensional as if they were real and not computer animated.Then i noticed my voice.It sounded as if it were coming from somewhere else in the house and not from my mouth.I found this amusing and got the giggles.This was fun but very different from my previous mdma experiences.I was mildly euphoric but in a different manner than mdma usually produces.
At this point every one else is finding me pretty amusing seeing as i am the only person on drugs and they were all drunk. When i looked at my friends they all looked as if they were outlined in a coloring book.Every thing seemed so cartoon like as if i were watching it on tv and not actually there in the room.
Everything seemed new and exciting as i walked outside for a ciggarette. The outside air felt thick as i breathed it in my nose almost as if i was under water.At this point i had no concept of time but im guessing i was outside for atleast 2 hours because when i came inside it was nearly 4am.
All of my drunk friends were crashing so i decided to retire to an empty room and lie down.Sitting on the floor of this empty room is a stereo. I layed on the floor and positioned the speaker on either side of my head and put on a techno cd.As i lie in the dark room and listen to the music i could feel every beat pulse through my body and through my blood stream.As i stare up at the ceiling there is a ceiling fan on the ceiling.The fan isnt on but as the music played the fan began to bend and warp to the sounds.I could control its movements. I would make it spin one way and then another, i would make the blades bend towards the floor until they came inches from my face.
I decided i was going to escape from my fan bending excersizes and smoke a cig, i didnt feel lilke getting up so i smoked as i layed there on the floor and ashed in a soda can sitting on the floor to the right of me.As i exhaled the smoke towards the ceiling it would twirl in circular patterns and take the form of chinese dragons as it reaches the ceiling fan.The glass globe that covered the light seemed to be a plant (much like the one from the movie 'little shop of horrors').As the smoke got nearer the globe/man eating plant the plant would open its mouth and inhale the smoke i just exhaled.
This completely amazed me seeing as i have never had a drug enduced hallucination before.I have never used LSD.I continue smoking an entire pack of smokes.When i turn to ash in the can i see 3 small children lying on the floor on there stomachs propped on their elbows like they were watching television.All i thought was "look at the kids" it was as if they were supposed to be there and it was completely normal.
I reach my hand towards the can to ash but i keep missing the hole, this is when i notice the one inch tall shadow of a person standing beside the can.As i am trying to ash and keep missing the shadow person climbs up the can and grabs my ciggarette pulling it to the hole so i can ash. I remember thinking that this was a good shadow person, that he was here to help me.SO i held up one finger and he gave me a little high-five, and every once in a while when i needed to ash he would help me out or give me little wave.
As i looked to the other side of me i saw another small person but this time he was the same hight as the speaker , nearly a foot, this one wasnt a shadow, he was a little man wearing kakhi pants. Whenever he noticed me looking at him he would run around the corner of the speaker and hide.
So at this point i begin questioning what i really consumed, was this hallucinations merely from xtc on top of no sleep (let me add that i rarely suffer from sleep deprivation hallucinations and i stay up pretty frequently)or could there have been some other drug, LSD, in one of the pills. Of course i know it is very rare for lsd to be sold as xtc but who knows.
back to the trip. As i lay there interacting with the shadow folk i decide it is bedtime because i see light peeking through the mini blinds.As i close my eyes i still see shapes and colors moving to the music.Purple bubbles bursting into rainbows of color to be specific.I felt as if my body was tumbling backwards through the hard wood floors as the music produced an almost orgasmic feeling throughout my body upon every bass beat.It was as if my body was being snatched through the air by every change in the sound.This continued as i drifted off to sleep.
I really enjoyed this experience and would love to experience one like it again.It gave me a sense of understanding of everything in the universe,everything seemed to make perfect sense.But i know i never get this feeling from eating 2,3, or even 4 pills of mdma.I would like to know others opinions on this.Does it sound like an lsd trip?lsd combined with mdma? or purely just sleep deprivation? Your responses would be appreciated.Oh, and i appologize for the length.
[ 06 July 2002: Message edited by: Lindley ]
[Edit: I changed the original title (mdma and sleep deprived hallucinations--trippy experience) to fit forum guidelines. -C22]
[ 06 July 2002: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
