The worst night on E
Pre NOTE:The Following is a rough guide to an incident my friend went through recently, he sent me this in an e-mail and asked me to post this, not only was I there but I myself have never been so scared about the mental condition of my friends during drugs before.
I was a clubbing weekend in the UK that shall remain nameless recently and me and my friend had aquired a small stash of various drugs to take over the weekend, including 15 pills, 2 grams of strong coke, 1/4 of an Oz of weed and some 5-htp to take during pre and post load.
The first night was pretty chilled, just a little coke and some weed, nothing too insane.
I woke up Saturday to a breakfast of coke, joint and coffee followed by 200mg of 5htp, tonight i wanted to lose control and relive my pill days of the past.
The evening came and i decided to do some coke to motivate me to get ready, in total i did about 1/4 of coke during the day and decided it was time i dropped, i decided to double drop these pills so i could experience a strong come up, that was my first mistake.
After double dropping the pills i then decided to wait an hour and drop one more, the last pills i had taken during my last outing some weeks back were not strong so i assumed i could take these with ease, my second mistake.
Within an hour and a half of the double dropped pills i felt a bit funny so i decided to go to the toilet to clear my head, as i was queing i started coming up and the intensity of it made me stagger and almost fall, i managed to grab on to a random clubber who helped me stand up.
Having little motor skills my friends advised me to go back to my room, then , i started acting like a little child of say 4 or 5 and refused to go anywhere or do as i was told, this scared me as i could see myself acting this way but could not control it. I had the mental age of an infant and talked like one too, not good.
My eyes then rolled into the back of my head and I staggered about unable to balance. My friends took me outside where i decided to run away from them and back into the club. Once inside i not only had the biggest darkest eyes i was also sweating an awful lot and had no real control.
I decided to drop two more pills, my third and very stupid mistake. The next 5 hours were a blur and i spent them looking a mess and scaring people with my obvious incapacity to function normally. During those 5 hours i had lost the remainder of my pills, which upset me greatly in my state and i asked a random person to give me two pills, strangley he said yes and without looking at them i swallowed them down, this had to be the most idiotic thing i did.
I then thought i would walk back to my room, which is a one minute walk away, an hour later after scary hallucinations outside the club I made it home, the temperature was about freezing point that night and i had little on. The hallucinations were getting so real that i started to actually believe they were there. No grip on reality at this point.
When i make it to my room the hallucinations worsen greatly and i end up sitting on my bed with my arms wrapped round my knees scared really badly, i had the fear. I could feel my brain getting damaged, i started to get worse, eventually however i blacked out.
I woke up Sunday afternoon feeling like I have just had my IQ quartered, i couldnt speak, found it hard to understand the most basic of things and was in no mood to socialise for a third night. I am still recovering now.
Never before have pills affected me in that way, I reckon they contained a hell of alot of MD* with only a little MDM*. I am now feeling very fragile and wonder if anyone can enlighten me into what happened, i know i made several mistakes and real stupid ones at that but i never have been unable to control myself in that way before. I know i had taken too many but i had no control, i think this is time to retire.
[Edit: Fixed up the formatting so it is easier to read. -C22]
Pre NOTE:The Following is a rough guide to an incident my friend went through recently, he sent me this in an e-mail and asked me to post this, not only was I there but I myself have never been so scared about the mental condition of my friends during drugs before.
I was a clubbing weekend in the UK that shall remain nameless recently and me and my friend had aquired a small stash of various drugs to take over the weekend, including 15 pills, 2 grams of strong coke, 1/4 of an Oz of weed and some 5-htp to take during pre and post load.
The first night was pretty chilled, just a little coke and some weed, nothing too insane.
I woke up Saturday to a breakfast of coke, joint and coffee followed by 200mg of 5htp, tonight i wanted to lose control and relive my pill days of the past.
The evening came and i decided to do some coke to motivate me to get ready, in total i did about 1/4 of coke during the day and decided it was time i dropped, i decided to double drop these pills so i could experience a strong come up, that was my first mistake.
After double dropping the pills i then decided to wait an hour and drop one more, the last pills i had taken during my last outing some weeks back were not strong so i assumed i could take these with ease, my second mistake.
Within an hour and a half of the double dropped pills i felt a bit funny so i decided to go to the toilet to clear my head, as i was queing i started coming up and the intensity of it made me stagger and almost fall, i managed to grab on to a random clubber who helped me stand up.
Having little motor skills my friends advised me to go back to my room, then , i started acting like a little child of say 4 or 5 and refused to go anywhere or do as i was told, this scared me as i could see myself acting this way but could not control it. I had the mental age of an infant and talked like one too, not good.
My eyes then rolled into the back of my head and I staggered about unable to balance. My friends took me outside where i decided to run away from them and back into the club. Once inside i not only had the biggest darkest eyes i was also sweating an awful lot and had no real control.
I decided to drop two more pills, my third and very stupid mistake. The next 5 hours were a blur and i spent them looking a mess and scaring people with my obvious incapacity to function normally. During those 5 hours i had lost the remainder of my pills, which upset me greatly in my state and i asked a random person to give me two pills, strangley he said yes and without looking at them i swallowed them down, this had to be the most idiotic thing i did.
I then thought i would walk back to my room, which is a one minute walk away, an hour later after scary hallucinations outside the club I made it home, the temperature was about freezing point that night and i had little on. The hallucinations were getting so real that i started to actually believe they were there. No grip on reality at this point.
When i make it to my room the hallucinations worsen greatly and i end up sitting on my bed with my arms wrapped round my knees scared really badly, i had the fear. I could feel my brain getting damaged, i started to get worse, eventually however i blacked out.
I woke up Sunday afternoon feeling like I have just had my IQ quartered, i couldnt speak, found it hard to understand the most basic of things and was in no mood to socialise for a third night. I am still recovering now.
Never before have pills affected me in that way, I reckon they contained a hell of alot of MD* with only a little MDM*. I am now feeling very fragile and wonder if anyone can enlighten me into what happened, i know i made several mistakes and real stupid ones at that but i never have been unable to control myself in that way before. I know i had taken too many but i had no control, i think this is time to retire.
[Edit: Fixed up the formatting so it is easier to read. -C22]
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