shady4091
Bluelighter
So some friends of mine had an "MDMA Mixer" last night at their house and I rolled for the first time in about six months. They had some pure powder which was very brown in color (unusual to me), as well as some capsules of pure powder which were off-white (what I'm used to). They both turned out to be the bomb though, and I was completely mangled. Total couch syndrome, all night. I'm extremely E-sick today and although it's really nothing more than I've experienced in the past, I'm starting to feel like the high isn't really worth the hangover anymore.
Back in the day, the first dozen or so times rolling, there was no question that the high was worth the shitty day-after affects. And even though I "lost the magic" quite a while ago, the high was still worth it. But now, I just don't think it is anymore... Make's me a little bit sad actually because I probably won't be doing it again.
What do you guys think? I know it seems like a stupid question because if the high wasn't worth it, you wouldn't do it right? I'd just like to hear about what has changed for you, since your first few rolls. Is the hangover harder to deal with after using more and more, even if your doses are spaced months apart?
Back in the day, the first dozen or so times rolling, there was no question that the high was worth the shitty day-after affects. And even though I "lost the magic" quite a while ago, the high was still worth it. But now, I just don't think it is anymore... Make's me a little bit sad actually because I probably won't be doing it again.
What do you guys think? I know it seems like a stupid question because if the high wasn't worth it, you wouldn't do it right? I'd just like to hear about what has changed for you, since your first few rolls. Is the hangover harder to deal with after using more and more, even if your doses are spaced months apart?