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MDMA and RAVES changed my life-- But I dont do either anymore.... Can you relate?

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I first did MDMA when I was 19 yrs old. I had just dropped out of my first year of college and I had just moved back up to Salt Lake City, UT where im from. A friend told me there was going to be a huge "rave" and a dj "Benny Benassi" would be playing.... I didnt know a lot about ecstasy, raves, or electronic music and I was skeptical... but I went (this was in June 2008 two thousand eight ).. and it was the BEST night of my life. When I popped that first pill (a red buddha) and that "BOOM" first hit me, it was like nothing else I had ever felt..... Everything was new to me. The lights, the bass, the music, the outfits, the amazing high, the vibes, the vicks, the women..... It was like i entered into this world that i didnt know existed. The most amazing things happened that night. That night i will always remember...

Fast Forward --- a little over two years and about 18 raves later...

Im 21 now and 5 months clean... from EVERYTHING. I dont drink or smoke anymore either. I live life on life's terms. I see life much differently and i am much happier. I am getting back in school, ive gained 25 pounds, and ive healed my relationship with my family...

ECSTASY changed my life forever. There is almost not a single day that goes by that im not reminded of it. My ipod is filled with about 80 % house and electronic music. (Infected Mushroom, Above and beyond, DJ dean, George Acosta, Deadmau5, SHM, Tiesto, Infernal, Calvin Harris, Spencer and Hill, Wolfgang Gartner, Felix Da Housecat, Armin Van Buuren, Ferry Corsten, ETC ETC the list goes on and on))) I have amazing memories with amazing people. . . it wasnt all about just the drug for me it was like an experience... I had so much fun, saw amazing artists and met so many people. somen images i saw were horrible, though. Some of the shit i saw will haunt me forever... but i try to stay positive and have no regrets. The bottom line for ME----- IS- I cant roll forever and keep going to "that next party"... i had my time... and i put off important things in my life because of it.. My life is better without it. But "I REMEMBER". . . . and "ILL NEVER BE THE SAME" . . CAN ANYONE RELATE TO MY STORY????? I would love to hear.
 
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How could you possibly forget?!!

I've gone through many cycles over the years of getting into and out of ecstasy and the scene and as I've gotten older I've learned how to moderate and recognize that I'll never be into it at the level I was when i was younger.

As a result, I now roll once or twice every year on average and the experience is much greater and more valuable. I think it's great to get an alternate perspective on your life once in awhile.

It's now a once in awile thing because my life has more responsibilities, so rolling all the time is just too taxing.

If you do leave it all behind permanently, try to remember the most enlightening, insightful experiences cause those are the most valuable IMO.
 
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I first did MDMA when I was 19 yrs old. I had just dropped out of my first year of college and I had just moved back up to Salt Lake City, UT where im from. A friend told me there was going to be a huge "rave" and a dj "Benny Benassi" would be playing.... I didnt know a lot about ecstasy, raves, or electronic music and I was skeptical... but I went (this was in June 2008).. and it was the BEST night of my life. When I popped that first pill (a red buddha) and that "BOOM" first hit me, it was like nothing else I had ever felt..... Everything was new to me. The lights, the bass, the music, the outfits, the amazing high, the vibes, the vicks, the women..... It was like i entered into this world that i didnt know existed. That night i will always remember...

Fast Forward --- over two years and about 18 raves later...

Im 21 now and 5 months clean... from everything. I see life much differently and i am much happier. I am getting back in school, ive gained 25 pounds, and ive healed my relationship with my family...

MDMA changed my life forever. There is almost not a single day that goes by that im not reminded of it. My ipod is filled with about 80 % house and electronic music. (Infected Mushroom, Above and beyond, Deadmau5, SHM, Tiesto, Infernal, Calvin Harris, Spencer and Hill, Wolfgang Gartner, Felix Da Housecat, Armin Van Buuren, Ferry Corsten, ETC ETC the list goes on and on))) All Im saying is that my rave career and experiences with Ecstasy were amazing... I had so much fun, saw amazing artists and met so many people. some were also horrible. Some of the shit i saw will haunt me forever... but i try to stay positive and have no regrets. The bottom line for ME----- IS- I cant roll forever and stay at the rave forever... i had my time. My life is better without it. But "I REMEMBER". . . . . . CAN ANYONE RELATE TO MY STORY????? I would love to hear.
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I don't really do raves anymore and I don't do MDMA at raves anymore. I can relate somewhat. I would not be here if it weren't for MDMA and raves. Hell, I'd probably be married with six kids completely oblivious to the world. Who knows? For better or worse, though, when that MDMA hit me I was completely hooked and, although things have slowed down and times have changed, I can never think a negative thing about the EDM scene or their crazy coloured pills =D
 
Same in London....only I first tried my first E in 1989 "a Californian flat" I was buzzing hard for about 2 days. 1989 the second summer of love.....I will NEVER forget my raving days.
 
I'm a raver; I love raving. Every day of the week is just a build up to the weekend when I get to go raving again. Whether I'm rolling, tripping, speeding, or just plain sober, I love it. I love the music, I love the vibe, and I love the awesome people there.

MDMA has completely changed my perspective on life in such a positive way and helped my emotional state quite a bit, I'm quite thankful it was introduced into my life.
 
For more than a year i partied just about every weekend.

It was pretty awesome, i made lots of friends and ended up taking an involvement in the scene. Got friends into it that loved it. Did lots and lots of ecstasy. I never got very out of hand, i wasn't one of those people who tried it and thought "I want to live in this feeling" but even weekend use catches up to you sooner or later.

I have slowed down a lot on eating molly. Although i was given a dose that i was told did not test as clean. But the thing is, i have talked to enough people that have taken it to be comfortable with taking it. Its strange, in its effects that it induces the experience is very much rolling. Why have i been eating this more than molly recently? It seems to lack all the side effects i dislike about MDMA. I roll face, my eyes shake like the first time i ever rolled every time, filled with love and empathy, touch is crazy, and on the comedown i do not feel cracked out and in the days after i do not feel any depression. When it comes to sex, no problem getting it up or keeping it up, but can't get off. I roll as hard as i want to roll off a point.

We don't know what it is, but its damn good and of exceptionally high purity whatever it is. Its insoluble in acetone dried with baked epsom salts. I was testing purity in several batches by washing with acetone. Learned some molly that i had was cut down to about 20%. The questionable stuff lost nearly nothing. When the solvent was evaporated off there was maybe a few milligrams of material out of the 200mg i attempted the wash on.

So this is what i have been eating. The people it has been given to say its the best roll they have ever had. I would almost agree with that notion with the exception of the molly shard i sampled and a point rocked my shit.

But anyways, i made a lot of good friends and i am still active in the scene. I take it much more moderately on the drugs nowadays. There is the occasional indulgence in the ketamine and molly/unknown but awesome powder whatever the hell it is.
 
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