Writing this trip report has been on my mind ever since my first and so far only experience with MDMA (tested) First some background information on myself. 5'10 210lbs at the time extremely lean muscular build (7-8%bodyfat). Acquired 1 gram of confirmed MDMA to be used throughout the year. Weighed out .25 into a pile and threw that into a clear 00 size cap. This cap was to be taken at 6:00 for an event that was ending at 11pm
This event was a massive festival, so there was no shortage of incredible visuals and thumping bass.
All of the research and preparation had me beyond excited for what was about to come, But I believe we can all agree there is no amount of reading that can prepare you for a true MDMA roll. What I felt is almost indescribable at its core, like trying to describe color to a blind man. Taking the cap at approx 6pm anticipation was building inside of me..10mins..20mins...30mins...time goes by no effect. I'm beggining to question if my test kit was bunk...was I bamboozeled ?!? 45 mins in something changes. Suddenly it feels as if I'm on a rocket ship literally blasting off into space. No amount of physical or emotional stimulation was enough for me, I was flying off the walls.
Finally about +1h into my experience I began to level out. I normally am an outgoing person, and in stark contrast to my "come up" I felt extremely stoned in the best of ways. I could not move. I told my friends that I just wanted to sit and I did so for approximately 30mins. During this time I could barley speak, my eyes were closed and listening to the amazing music. These 30 minutes although completely motionless and speechless has been the absolute best I have ever felt in my entire life. It was akin to riding massive waves of total euphoria over and over again into shore. Around 7:30 T+1:30h I regained my bearings and all I wanted to do was dance.
Now I'm a very physically strong individual 500+lb squat etc etc. It felt like my strength to dance was amplified 10x. Every turn and spin felt like it was powered by pure electricity's. I danced and chain smoked cigarettes till around 10pm. Now T+4h into the experience I was beginning to see the first signs of a comedown. Heading into the last set of the night was a live act. Although my dancing had calmed down a bit the quality if the music and the visuals were still highly enhanced by the MDMA. I finished out the night strong and had a gentile come down till I arrived home at 1am. Any time I take even the weakest of stimulants any time close to when I have to sleep I have issues sleeping. That being said, I took 2mg of alprazolam and sleep was easily reached.
Now the next few days is what was worrying me, my work requires me to do an incredible amount of physical work and requires both mental and physical coordination.With that being said I completely avoided the dreaded "suicide Tuesday" and for the next week or so experienced a wonderful afterglow.
I have not been able to dabble in any illegal psychoactives since that experience, as my work throws out random drug tests. But in a year or so I will be going on vacation for a few weeks and I plan on having my reunion with MDMA at that time. Giving me more than enough time (two weeks) to clear my system of any illicit metabolites. Side note: when I go on my vacation in a year or so from now I will be bringing my sister who is an avid techno lover to her first rave. I can't wait to experience this once again with a family member whom I am already very close with.
If you made it this far congrats on reading my wall of txt. Special thanks to all the posters on this forum, without you guys safe usage wouldn't be possible
This event was a massive festival, so there was no shortage of incredible visuals and thumping bass.
All of the research and preparation had me beyond excited for what was about to come, But I believe we can all agree there is no amount of reading that can prepare you for a true MDMA roll. What I felt is almost indescribable at its core, like trying to describe color to a blind man. Taking the cap at approx 6pm anticipation was building inside of me..10mins..20mins...30mins...time goes by no effect. I'm beggining to question if my test kit was bunk...was I bamboozeled ?!? 45 mins in something changes. Suddenly it feels as if I'm on a rocket ship literally blasting off into space. No amount of physical or emotional stimulation was enough for me, I was flying off the walls.
Finally about +1h into my experience I began to level out. I normally am an outgoing person, and in stark contrast to my "come up" I felt extremely stoned in the best of ways. I could not move. I told my friends that I just wanted to sit and I did so for approximately 30mins. During this time I could barley speak, my eyes were closed and listening to the amazing music. These 30 minutes although completely motionless and speechless has been the absolute best I have ever felt in my entire life. It was akin to riding massive waves of total euphoria over and over again into shore. Around 7:30 T+1:30h I regained my bearings and all I wanted to do was dance.
Now I'm a very physically strong individual 500+lb squat etc etc. It felt like my strength to dance was amplified 10x. Every turn and spin felt like it was powered by pure electricity's. I danced and chain smoked cigarettes till around 10pm. Now T+4h into the experience I was beginning to see the first signs of a comedown. Heading into the last set of the night was a live act. Although my dancing had calmed down a bit the quality if the music and the visuals were still highly enhanced by the MDMA. I finished out the night strong and had a gentile come down till I arrived home at 1am. Any time I take even the weakest of stimulants any time close to when I have to sleep I have issues sleeping. That being said, I took 2mg of alprazolam and sleep was easily reached.
Now the next few days is what was worrying me, my work requires me to do an incredible amount of physical work and requires both mental and physical coordination.With that being said I completely avoided the dreaded "suicide Tuesday" and for the next week or so experienced a wonderful afterglow.
I have not been able to dabble in any illegal psychoactives since that experience, as my work throws out random drug tests. But in a year or so I will be going on vacation for a few weeks and I plan on having my reunion with MDMA at that time. Giving me more than enough time (two weeks) to clear my system of any illicit metabolites. Side note: when I go on my vacation in a year or so from now I will be bringing my sister who is an avid techno lover to her first rave. I can't wait to experience this once again with a family member whom I am already very close with.
If you made it this far congrats on reading my wall of txt. Special thanks to all the posters on this forum, without you guys safe usage wouldn't be possible
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I usually drop around 200mg and I've been rolling for 10 years and have acquired quite a big perma-tolerance. I would be careful with such doses in the future, in case your next batch is very very high quality, that might be a bit too much. Good to hear you had a great time though, MDMA is indeed indescribable, certainly your first time :D If you stick to