Pretty Hate Machine
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E - 1st time whole pill
Hi all
Last night was the first time I had taken a whole E - I had tried half a pill the week before
I took the half pill at a dance event and only really felt I had more energy and didn't feel like I was rushing so I felt it was time to try a whole
I went with my friends A&H - we weren't sure if we were able to obtain some pills so we started the evening drinking as normal
We entered the club and got some within about 10 mins ( please excuse my ignorance i'm very new to the scene so I'm not sure of the correct lingo )
We all then went to the loos and dropped
After about 20 mins we went into the chill out room - A started to come up but both myself and H felt nothing
10 mins later A&H were there but I still wasn't - A then started to feel sick so H took her to the loo leaving me with a friend who had also dropped
I then felt a sudden WOOOOOOSH !! and the whole room lifted
My friend who I was left with had a panic attack and freaked out ( I didn't know he had dropped 2 at the same time ) - he had used Pills and also Coke before so I now started to really panic and was wondering what the hell was going to happen to me if he was in this state
He went home and I felt as though I was in a dark tunnel - I didn't know what was going on and I thought my head was going to explode !
I was now talking very very quickly and said to the guy next to me I want to go NOW !
He asked me who I was with and I explained my friends were in the loo
He then got a female friend to help me find them - at this point I'm panicing like hell and wished to god I'd only dropped half
I found my 2 friends in a cubicle - A on the loo trying depseratley to pee and H sitting on the floor - I sat down to join them and kept saying I wanted to go - I was nearly crying
I had a ciggy and a drink of water and then a calmness came over me and I didn't want to move I was very comfy and now enjoying
We sat there for the next hour I think just talking very quickly and laughing - I also noticed the wall behind A kept going from being slanted and back to straight - I found this very amusing
We then went back to the Chill out room where I sat down and talked to everyone - I felt all loved up and everyone was my new best friend
I didn't want to dance which I found very strange as the time I had dropped half I danced all night
I then became obsessed with putting my lippy on and applying face powder - It felt sooo nice :D
I kept drinking small amounts of water and also smoking like a chimney ( ciggies had never been so satisfying )
I then started to grind my teeth and was in need of some gum - didn't have any so pinched a bit from one of my new best friends
We left the club at 4am and came back to my place - My pupils were huge and my eyes were a really bright blue
Got some sleep at about 7am and woke back up at 11 am
Woke up feeling almost clear and then had a ciggy - WOOOOSH seemed to come back up again 8(
I started seeing squares on my TV ( which was not switched on ) and felt happy again
I'm still feeling light headed and just had the most fantastic shower ever
After the initial panic attack I had a fantastic night !
Big thank you to the people who looked after me and I think the key to having a pleasant time is to be with the right people whom you can trust to look after you should something turn nasty
If you see someone having a rough time please help them or at least talk to them - I found it can make all the difference
Take care of eachother people %)
Hi all
Last night was the first time I had taken a whole E - I had tried half a pill the week before
I took the half pill at a dance event and only really felt I had more energy and didn't feel like I was rushing so I felt it was time to try a whole
I went with my friends A&H - we weren't sure if we were able to obtain some pills so we started the evening drinking as normal
We entered the club and got some within about 10 mins ( please excuse my ignorance i'm very new to the scene so I'm not sure of the correct lingo )
We all then went to the loos and dropped
After about 20 mins we went into the chill out room - A started to come up but both myself and H felt nothing
10 mins later A&H were there but I still wasn't - A then started to feel sick so H took her to the loo leaving me with a friend who had also dropped
I then felt a sudden WOOOOOOSH !! and the whole room lifted
My friend who I was left with had a panic attack and freaked out ( I didn't know he had dropped 2 at the same time ) - he had used Pills and also Coke before so I now started to really panic and was wondering what the hell was going to happen to me if he was in this state
He went home and I felt as though I was in a dark tunnel - I didn't know what was going on and I thought my head was going to explode !
I was now talking very very quickly and said to the guy next to me I want to go NOW !
He asked me who I was with and I explained my friends were in the loo
He then got a female friend to help me find them - at this point I'm panicing like hell and wished to god I'd only dropped half
I found my 2 friends in a cubicle - A on the loo trying depseratley to pee and H sitting on the floor - I sat down to join them and kept saying I wanted to go - I was nearly crying
I had a ciggy and a drink of water and then a calmness came over me and I didn't want to move I was very comfy and now enjoying

We sat there for the next hour I think just talking very quickly and laughing - I also noticed the wall behind A kept going from being slanted and back to straight - I found this very amusing

We then went back to the Chill out room where I sat down and talked to everyone - I felt all loved up and everyone was my new best friend
I didn't want to dance which I found very strange as the time I had dropped half I danced all night
I then became obsessed with putting my lippy on and applying face powder - It felt sooo nice :D
I kept drinking small amounts of water and also smoking like a chimney ( ciggies had never been so satisfying )
I then started to grind my teeth and was in need of some gum - didn't have any so pinched a bit from one of my new best friends
We left the club at 4am and came back to my place - My pupils were huge and my eyes were a really bright blue
Got some sleep at about 7am and woke back up at 11 am
Woke up feeling almost clear and then had a ciggy - WOOOOSH seemed to come back up again 8(
I started seeing squares on my TV ( which was not switched on ) and felt happy again

I'm still feeling light headed and just had the most fantastic shower ever
After the initial panic attack I had a fantastic night !

Big thank you to the people who looked after me and I think the key to having a pleasant time is to be with the right people whom you can trust to look after you should something turn nasty
If you see someone having a rough time please help them or at least talk to them - I found it can make all the difference

Take care of eachother people %)