eternalcrux
Bluelighter
Ecstasy - 1st real experience LONG
Sorry but I do not remember the times very well. I will estimate.
My friend N and I were at our apartment ripping lines with my friend who supplies us with coke. I get a call from my friend R and he says that he has two pills of ecstasy. I immediately got excited; I've been looking for real E for a long time.
My coke guy leaves and I call R and he comes over. I deal with R with alot of other things, so when he came over with the pills I had a very good feeling that they were real. I purchased two orange pills with a simple 'smiley' face on them for $45.
I wanted to try one right away but it was already 8:30pm or so, and I didn't want to be up all night. I thought about what to do and while I contemplated R brought out some more blow and let me and N rip a line.
At around 9:00pm I finally decided the best idea would be to rip half of the pill 'just to get the feel of things.' I split the pill into two unequal 'halves' and crushed up the smaller piece. Dollar Bill. Nose. *Sniiiiff* The burn sucked, but it wasn't that bad. The weird thing was how long the burn lingered in my nose. I got a very speedy feeling for awhile, but it quickly went away. I waited a whole hour though, figuring some of the pill was dripping down into my stomache anyway.
At around 10:00 I realized i more or less wasted part of a pill, and I was sure I wasn't feelign the mdxx, because if that was all there was too it then mdxx would lick nuts. Pill. Mouth. Diet Coke. Mouth. *guuulp*
My friend R had to go home so we called up a ride for him and went with him and saw him to his house, then stopped at a gas station for a wonderful blue Gatoraide (I figured that was probably the best thing for me if the swallowed pill would kick in).
N and I arrived back at our apartment at around 10:30pm and by now the speedy feeling had returned, but it was MUCH stronger, and increasing by the minute.
The first feeling I got that tipped me off as to if I had actually gotten real ecstasy or not was when for about 2 seconds my vision 'twisted.' I started having a feeling very similar to comming up ojn mushrooms.
After that colors started to seem a lot more vivid. The next very apparent sign that somethign was happening to me was when i saw a flash of purple blob across my vision. All through this time I also still felt the amphetamine-like affects largely.
I put on a jungle mix i'd made a few nights ago and I got SO into the music, also like I do on amps except stronger even. I began to get this feeling that i was 'going into the back of my head.', and that's where it really all started. After this sensation everythign just seemed different. Colors, images, imaginations, corner-of-the-eye stuff, were all apparent. I LOVED it.
I let N know that I was actually rolling. I just couldn't believe it. I'd been tryign to find real pills for a LONG time, and it had NOT been an easy task for me. I pulled out the bong and packed up some of the better of schwagg I've had lately. Bong. Mouth. Lighter. *clickka*. I Pulled some out some veyr large hits, even for me (I smoke pot way too much, many multiple times a day), without almost any effort.
Luckily this herb was better tasting than most I've had lately, and it tasted undescribily good going in and oiut of my body. I started explaining to N what I was feeling and frequently mid-sentence I woiuld just start to laugh because I woiuld realize that everythign I was saying to him was so, so stereotypical of something anyone on mdxx would say. I didn't care though, I really really felt the things I was saying.
Every tiem I hit the bong (we smoked 7 or 8 bowls out of it) my buzz would just increase, until i got to a point where I wouldn't even want to hit it. Things were SO intense but it was amazing how calm they were at the same time. On mushrooms sometimes thigns get panicky because they were so intense, but this was so different and pleasent intensity.
I stayed up a few hours listening to endless jungle. At times i felt so connected to the music, things were dancing in my vision; It would get so intense that I would feel like I was tripping. I fucking loved it.
At around 1:00am the speedy effects wore off and I felt the pot that i'd been smokign take a litlte more effect. My head would fall back on the couch and float away in ... okay, I won't say ecstasy :> Anyway, another half hour or so and we decided that we would both like to go to sleep for the night.
I went into my room and just when I thought thigns were over I started getting this crazy body buzz. I loved the feeling of even my own hands on ANY part of my body (not really sexually at all, just ...ugh if you've done it you know lol) until I drifted off to sleep.
I awoke today at aroiund 10:00am with very specific amphetamine-like rushes. I have a high tolerance for amps due to the script I take for ADD, which I am very gratefull for, because I believe that helped me put myself to sleep.
Anyway, I was awake now though, and felt like i was amping. I was not going back to sleep any time soon. Phone. Ear. I called up my friend and he picked me up. We drove to a beautiful secluded park in our area adn smoked two phattys. On the ride back to my house where he dropped me off I felt some very destinct , now-firmilliar feelings creep back into my head ...yes I felt like I was rolling again :>
Not nearly as intense, but I could tell it was still there. I walked out of the car and into my house and turned on my music. The world was and still is beautiful, fresh, new, exciting. This is such a change to the deadness I am used to feeling. Amp-effects still apparent as I sit down on my computer and procede to write up this report, and still now as I finish it at 1:08pm.
The best part? I still have another pill, and because I wasted a good portion of my first one up my nose, I can't wait to feel the second on an empty stomach after a good several hour fast.
In conclusion this experience, albeit short, was worth the 20-odd dollars I paid. I have no regrets, it was exactly and more than what I could have hoped for. I can't wait to exlplore the world of mdxx more, I'm convinced I've barely opened the door yet.
I know that nobody can actually know what was in the pill I took, but does anyone have any guesses they can base off of this report? It would be interesting to hear, I would appreciate it.
Peace.
Sorry but I do not remember the times very well. I will estimate.
My friend N and I were at our apartment ripping lines with my friend who supplies us with coke. I get a call from my friend R and he says that he has two pills of ecstasy. I immediately got excited; I've been looking for real E for a long time.
My coke guy leaves and I call R and he comes over. I deal with R with alot of other things, so when he came over with the pills I had a very good feeling that they were real. I purchased two orange pills with a simple 'smiley' face on them for $45.
I wanted to try one right away but it was already 8:30pm or so, and I didn't want to be up all night. I thought about what to do and while I contemplated R brought out some more blow and let me and N rip a line.
At around 9:00pm I finally decided the best idea would be to rip half of the pill 'just to get the feel of things.' I split the pill into two unequal 'halves' and crushed up the smaller piece. Dollar Bill. Nose. *Sniiiiff* The burn sucked, but it wasn't that bad. The weird thing was how long the burn lingered in my nose. I got a very speedy feeling for awhile, but it quickly went away. I waited a whole hour though, figuring some of the pill was dripping down into my stomache anyway.
At around 10:00 I realized i more or less wasted part of a pill, and I was sure I wasn't feelign the mdxx, because if that was all there was too it then mdxx would lick nuts. Pill. Mouth. Diet Coke. Mouth. *guuulp*
My friend R had to go home so we called up a ride for him and went with him and saw him to his house, then stopped at a gas station for a wonderful blue Gatoraide (I figured that was probably the best thing for me if the swallowed pill would kick in).
N and I arrived back at our apartment at around 10:30pm and by now the speedy feeling had returned, but it was MUCH stronger, and increasing by the minute.
The first feeling I got that tipped me off as to if I had actually gotten real ecstasy or not was when for about 2 seconds my vision 'twisted.' I started having a feeling very similar to comming up ojn mushrooms.
After that colors started to seem a lot more vivid. The next very apparent sign that somethign was happening to me was when i saw a flash of purple blob across my vision. All through this time I also still felt the amphetamine-like affects largely.
I put on a jungle mix i'd made a few nights ago and I got SO into the music, also like I do on amps except stronger even. I began to get this feeling that i was 'going into the back of my head.', and that's where it really all started. After this sensation everythign just seemed different. Colors, images, imaginations, corner-of-the-eye stuff, were all apparent. I LOVED it.
I let N know that I was actually rolling. I just couldn't believe it. I'd been tryign to find real pills for a LONG time, and it had NOT been an easy task for me. I pulled out the bong and packed up some of the better of schwagg I've had lately. Bong. Mouth. Lighter. *clickka*. I Pulled some out some veyr large hits, even for me (I smoke pot way too much, many multiple times a day), without almost any effort.
Luckily this herb was better tasting than most I've had lately, and it tasted undescribily good going in and oiut of my body. I started explaining to N what I was feeling and frequently mid-sentence I woiuld just start to laugh because I woiuld realize that everythign I was saying to him was so, so stereotypical of something anyone on mdxx would say. I didn't care though, I really really felt the things I was saying.
Every tiem I hit the bong (we smoked 7 or 8 bowls out of it) my buzz would just increase, until i got to a point where I wouldn't even want to hit it. Things were SO intense but it was amazing how calm they were at the same time. On mushrooms sometimes thigns get panicky because they were so intense, but this was so different and pleasent intensity.
I stayed up a few hours listening to endless jungle. At times i felt so connected to the music, things were dancing in my vision; It would get so intense that I would feel like I was tripping. I fucking loved it.
At around 1:00am the speedy effects wore off and I felt the pot that i'd been smokign take a litlte more effect. My head would fall back on the couch and float away in ... okay, I won't say ecstasy :> Anyway, another half hour or so and we decided that we would both like to go to sleep for the night.
I went into my room and just when I thought thigns were over I started getting this crazy body buzz. I loved the feeling of even my own hands on ANY part of my body (not really sexually at all, just ...ugh if you've done it you know lol) until I drifted off to sleep.
I awoke today at aroiund 10:00am with very specific amphetamine-like rushes. I have a high tolerance for amps due to the script I take for ADD, which I am very gratefull for, because I believe that helped me put myself to sleep.
Anyway, I was awake now though, and felt like i was amping. I was not going back to sleep any time soon. Phone. Ear. I called up my friend and he picked me up. We drove to a beautiful secluded park in our area adn smoked two phattys. On the ride back to my house where he dropped me off I felt some very destinct , now-firmilliar feelings creep back into my head ...yes I felt like I was rolling again :>
Not nearly as intense, but I could tell it was still there. I walked out of the car and into my house and turned on my music. The world was and still is beautiful, fresh, new, exciting. This is such a change to the deadness I am used to feeling. Amp-effects still apparent as I sit down on my computer and procede to write up this report, and still now as I finish it at 1:08pm.
The best part? I still have another pill, and because I wasted a good portion of my first one up my nose, I can't wait to feel the second on an empty stomach after a good several hour fast.
In conclusion this experience, albeit short, was worth the 20-odd dollars I paid. I have no regrets, it was exactly and more than what I could have hoped for. I can't wait to exlplore the world of mdxx more, I'm convinced I've barely opened the door yet.
I know that nobody can actually know what was in the pill I took, but does anyone have any guesses they can base off of this report? It would be interesting to hear, I would appreciate it.
Peace.
