Medatripper Tates
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I know this deals with cannabis, which probably means this should be in the cannabis section... but with the common marijuana user stereotype (no offence), I think the replies would be better here in T&A.
Ok, so I have been on and off pot for a while... maybe 3 years. At first I was using it to just get ripped and for social reasons. I abused it, and took a 4 or so month break. I realized that during my pot smoking era, I was unaware of the negative effects it seemed to have on me (motivation, lack of inspiration, laziness, etc.). I didn't notice these effects until I started using other drugs such as LmushroomSD and became aware of it. Meditation also helped with the awareness. So I broke through, and realized that I was depressed and stressed out in life. I knew I needed to take a break.
But after the four month break, I became the happiest person alive, still doing the occasional lsd and mushroom trip of course. Meditation was very beneficial towards that happiness and enlightenment as well. I started reading about spirituality, and gave a new direction in my life.
So now I'm here, with a set of straight goals and things I want to do in life. I am happy as ever, have awesome friends and brothers, and there really isn't more I could ask for.
so heres the catch.
I started smoking pot again. After the four month break, I started up at twice a month, and now I have been doing it every day since the past 5 days. I still feel amazingly great, even better I feel. More social, and more insightful and understanding of the things I read and the work I manage to complete. But I'm wondering if this will stay. Here are some questions I have.
Is there anybody out there who use marijuana for spiritual-like purposes, not just to get fucked up off of and to rant pointless things to stoner buddies?
Do you smoke pot and do well in life?
Are you ever stressed out/depressed?
I have a minor problem with social anxiety, but I can deal with it. Do you believe my anxieties could get worse if I continue to dive into pot?
Do you think it is easy to slip into unawareness and be blind of the negative effects marijuana seems to have on some people? How would you avoid slipping into unawareness?
I think smoking on weekends would be the best. I mean you gotta give your mind time to breathe right? Gotta integrate the experience.
Cheers
Ok, so I have been on and off pot for a while... maybe 3 years. At first I was using it to just get ripped and for social reasons. I abused it, and took a 4 or so month break. I realized that during my pot smoking era, I was unaware of the negative effects it seemed to have on me (motivation, lack of inspiration, laziness, etc.). I didn't notice these effects until I started using other drugs such as LmushroomSD and became aware of it. Meditation also helped with the awareness. So I broke through, and realized that I was depressed and stressed out in life. I knew I needed to take a break.
But after the four month break, I became the happiest person alive, still doing the occasional lsd and mushroom trip of course. Meditation was very beneficial towards that happiness and enlightenment as well. I started reading about spirituality, and gave a new direction in my life.
So now I'm here, with a set of straight goals and things I want to do in life. I am happy as ever, have awesome friends and brothers, and there really isn't more I could ask for.
so heres the catch.
I started smoking pot again. After the four month break, I started up at twice a month, and now I have been doing it every day since the past 5 days. I still feel amazingly great, even better I feel. More social, and more insightful and understanding of the things I read and the work I manage to complete. But I'm wondering if this will stay. Here are some questions I have.
Is there anybody out there who use marijuana for spiritual-like purposes, not just to get fucked up off of and to rant pointless things to stoner buddies?
Do you smoke pot and do well in life?
Are you ever stressed out/depressed?
I have a minor problem with social anxiety, but I can deal with it. Do you believe my anxieties could get worse if I continue to dive into pot?
Do you think it is easy to slip into unawareness and be blind of the negative effects marijuana seems to have on some people? How would you avoid slipping into unawareness?
I think smoking on weekends would be the best. I mean you gotta give your mind time to breathe right? Gotta integrate the experience.
Cheers