Mizotlangval
Bluelighter
The dream starts with my ex-wife sitting on my right side. I say, "Please forgive me," and she takes both of my hands and kisses them. She then gets into a wooden toy-like jeep, and I know she is going to leave. I say, "Without saying goodbye?" and she waves her hand and drives the wooden jeep on a rough road (like a jeep road). She then drives off the cliff on the left. I follow her down with fear, basically flying down and finding her.
There's a small, old wooden house with two elderly people. I ask them for help to cure her as she was deteriorating. The old man says, "Ask our son to do that," and points outside. The son is sitting (whom I thought was her boyfriend), but he isn't paying attention. I think of praying but then realize it wouldn't mean anything as I am an atheist. Although the dream was lucid and vivid, I was panicking, in a hurry, and afraid that time would run out before I could heal or bring her back.
Then she turns into a man, but I intentionally manifest her as my current girlfriend. She takes off her clothes, and I see a scar that my girlfriend actually has on her belly. However, I don't feel any eroticism; I'm just in a hurry to get her back to safety (which I don't know where that is). I then manifest her as my father, whom I want to share my emotions with, I suppose. He is wearing a gray t-shirt, and we hurriedly try to fly back up to the first place where the dream starts.
While we are flying, I tell him about lucid dreaming and how everything we see is related to our past experiences (something along those lines, like explaining a dream as a psychologist). We then come across a dug hole, which is deep and dark. I instantly know that if I push him down, he would wake up, and I do. I take his phone as I hear a song, thinking it would be a good token. I also tell him that I'll call as soon as I wake up. The hole is dark and a bit scary, and after I push my father down, he floats in (we were flying, as I mentioned) and I float in right after I take the phone.
Then I wake up (for real), grab my phone, and almost call him.
There's a small, old wooden house with two elderly people. I ask them for help to cure her as she was deteriorating. The old man says, "Ask our son to do that," and points outside. The son is sitting (whom I thought was her boyfriend), but he isn't paying attention. I think of praying but then realize it wouldn't mean anything as I am an atheist. Although the dream was lucid and vivid, I was panicking, in a hurry, and afraid that time would run out before I could heal or bring her back.
Then she turns into a man, but I intentionally manifest her as my current girlfriend. She takes off her clothes, and I see a scar that my girlfriend actually has on her belly. However, I don't feel any eroticism; I'm just in a hurry to get her back to safety (which I don't know where that is). I then manifest her as my father, whom I want to share my emotions with, I suppose. He is wearing a gray t-shirt, and we hurriedly try to fly back up to the first place where the dream starts.
While we are flying, I tell him about lucid dreaming and how everything we see is related to our past experiences (something along those lines, like explaining a dream as a psychologist). We then come across a dug hole, which is deep and dark. I instantly know that if I push him down, he would wake up, and I do. I take his phone as I hear a song, thinking it would be a good token. I also tell him that I'll call as soon as I wake up. The hole is dark and a bit scary, and after I push my father down, he floats in (we were flying, as I mentioned) and I float in right after I take the phone.
Then I wake up (for real), grab my phone, and almost call him.
