(LSD/ Two DOSES)- tripped on REALl LSD once- BAD TRIP, feeling CONFUSED, NOT THE SAME

[mullerjack]

Hi my name is Jack and i had a bad trip on LSD. I took two doses. I didn't feel the first one hitting me so i took the second. At first the trip went well. Then i started feeling uncomfortable. I wanted to get out of my head. I couldn't sit still. Anywhere i went i felt bad and anxious. I was scared the trip was going to change me forever. I took a walk to the park and still felt bad. It was all in my head. As the trip was going down i felt like my brain was fried. I was depressed because i felt changed. I also got a little fever as i was tripping. i also lost my appetite and wanted to drink lots of water. The next day i realized that i was paying attention to little details i normally wouldn't. I also feel some kind of change that i can’t describe. I just feel different. I feel depressed and worried at times because I’m scared i changed the way i think. At times i feel like i lost motivation. At times I feel anxious like i did in the trip. I also feel like i lost my appetite for food like i did during the trip. The world just seems weird like it’s not though my eyes. I still talk to people and act like me for the most part. I'm just really confused and scared. I want to hear from you guys. Is there any way I can go back to the way it was? Colors also pop out and little details I’d never usually see. When I talk to people I seem to forget about it but when I’m alone I realize a change. I get frustrated. Please help me understand this I really need some help. I’m confuses and scared. I want to keep everything I had. It wasn't in my intention to get high but to learn more about myself through LSD. Please get back to me whenever you can. Thank you

 

[Sweet Jones]

My advice would be just avoid drugs for a while, including (and especially) weed, give it a few weeks and hopefully you will be back to normal. How sure are you that it was LSD and not something else?

 

[bdomihizayka]

Yooo Jack. How long has it been since your trip?

I know you're going to be fine.... it's your first time using and you're not used to the effects or after effects of the drug. The vivid colors and sensation of feeling 'odd' and 'different' as you describe should last you for a no more than a couple weeks, month max- I feel it when I trip on psychedelics- every time. You had a low dose (assuming each hit was about 100ug). You will feel 'normal' again, I would bet anything on it. But do abstain from all other drugs until then... it will only delay the process. I'm sorry your first trip was so unpleasant.

And don't be so sure you didn't learn anything about yourself.... you very well may have and have yet to realize it.