acidrhymer
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 9, 2012
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Yes. It is true. I just took two hits of WoW. It is 6:42 CDT and about 33 degrees outside. I'll mostly be listening to music, watching people from my front porch, and maybe (just maybe) clean my room. Wish me luck! If time allows, I'll be going on a nature walk too.
Update: First effects felt at the 20 minute mark. Had a convo with the roomie. Was very pleasant. First time we talked in a while. Edit: The talk was about us moving on with our lives because our lease ends real soon. Anyway it put my mind at ease with her and I'm sure there is no hard feelings between us, only lessons learned.
Update 2: 7:48 feeling some nausea and a little restless. Gotta stop listening to this techno shit!
8:00 Hello, hello, hello, hello Nirvana!
8:07 Out for a walk! Wish me luck!
Update 3 8:39: Back from a walk. It turned into a power walk since it is only 33 degrees Fahrenheit OAT. I felt powerless and insignificant. At one point I stopped on the freeway (overpass) and saw the cars below as time travelers. I wish I could go with them. Then I thought – Don't let the past creep into your future or your present [as in gift] will be no future.
These two hits aren't as visual but the thoughts and mind meld still feel the same as the 3 hits I had last thursday. If anyone is wondering, this is my 7th overall experience with psychedelics; 1 with mescaline last year, 2-3-4-5 from the Dmitri I cooked up this February after my GF and I split. [dark times (PM me if you wish to further explore the depths of my mad brain during this time period)]. And now these two acid experiences. I must say the acid is a lot more profound. In the last 3 days I sold my weed (for this acid trip and one more) and vowed not to drink another drop of liquor.
Update 4 9:00 Took one more hit to see if I can visualize a little more, not so much for the mind expanse. Also reddit is freaking me out. WTF Dear Redditors, my best friend went to meet someone she met online, and after an alarming text, she has been unresponsive. What do I do? Yeah, what the actual fuck.
Update 5: 10-11:00p.m. Just chilling, trying to warm the fuck up. So I took a shower which turned into a bath which turned into a poetry lesson. What could possibly be worse for a writer than for no one to read their work? Just a thought.
I'm eating chocolate cake and it is SO GOOD!!!
Update 6 11:40p.m.: Off for a walk in a different direction this time. Hopefully the acid chills wont get to me. I'm real close to experiencing life changing things. EDIT: So this walk turned into a drive. I went to the g-store to pick up some grub and a group of people were taunting me. “Oh sweet! Nice pants.” (My zubas) I had a nice little conversation with them but I felt awkward and a girl in the group gave me an unwelcoming glare. I just hate people like that. I knew she was judging as were all of them. But, alas, I wasn't doing anyone there a favor so I left. Afterward, I got into my car and drove. Yes I drove. I don't condone driving under any influence but at this point in my trip I wasn't visualizing and I felt safe driving around with cops – I counted 5 city PD and 2 Campus PD tonight. It was chill. I wondered about life, death, the direction of my life. It all felt surreal and welcoming. I felt like I was making peace with myself so I could move on and follow my dreams, or wherever. That drive was a sobering experience.
Update 7 1:05a.m.: I've come down immensely! Barely any visuals anymore, maybe if I concentrate. Some random thoughts do appear but I feel mostly wide awake, like I just took adderal. It is time to complete my trip report and get some sleep. Thank you to all who read and comment below.
My perspective is so different. I want to feel so god damn good but it's all in the mind. It's what you perceive. I took this acid hoping for some trippy visuals. No, I stayed for the insight and mind expansion. I feel less wise than I did before. A little unhappy with myself for letting people, things, whatever get the best of me. I no longer wish to have friends that not only don't care about me but flip me the fuck out when they know I've just taken acid. Fuck, that's why I had a bad trip. This (yes my second) trip is helping me see that. That my friends fucking suck. The internet is little help either. There, thoughts disappear at a moments notice. What is a day in real life is a fucking week on the internet. I can't live and die the internet. Which brings me to my conclusion, live life. Live it. So much to do, so much to see. I've seen it yes, but I haven't seen it all! This stuff is in short wanting me to pick up and move! To re-begin. I know I'll always have my family. I have my mind, which to me is still sane, and that can get me to any place I desire including to be the leader of the free world. My mind is my will and if I will it, it will happen.
Update: First effects felt at the 20 minute mark. Had a convo with the roomie. Was very pleasant. First time we talked in a while. Edit: The talk was about us moving on with our lives because our lease ends real soon. Anyway it put my mind at ease with her and I'm sure there is no hard feelings between us, only lessons learned.
Update 2: 7:48 feeling some nausea and a little restless. Gotta stop listening to this techno shit!
8:00 Hello, hello, hello, hello Nirvana!
8:07 Out for a walk! Wish me luck!
Update 3 8:39: Back from a walk. It turned into a power walk since it is only 33 degrees Fahrenheit OAT. I felt powerless and insignificant. At one point I stopped on the freeway (overpass) and saw the cars below as time travelers. I wish I could go with them. Then I thought – Don't let the past creep into your future or your present [as in gift] will be no future.
These two hits aren't as visual but the thoughts and mind meld still feel the same as the 3 hits I had last thursday. If anyone is wondering, this is my 7th overall experience with psychedelics; 1 with mescaline last year, 2-3-4-5 from the Dmitri I cooked up this February after my GF and I split. [dark times (PM me if you wish to further explore the depths of my mad brain during this time period)]. And now these two acid experiences. I must say the acid is a lot more profound. In the last 3 days I sold my weed (for this acid trip and one more) and vowed not to drink another drop of liquor.
Update 4 9:00 Took one more hit to see if I can visualize a little more, not so much for the mind expanse. Also reddit is freaking me out. WTF Dear Redditors, my best friend went to meet someone she met online, and after an alarming text, she has been unresponsive. What do I do? Yeah, what the actual fuck.
Update 5: 10-11:00p.m. Just chilling, trying to warm the fuck up. So I took a shower which turned into a bath which turned into a poetry lesson. What could possibly be worse for a writer than for no one to read their work? Just a thought.
I'm eating chocolate cake and it is SO GOOD!!!
Update 6 11:40p.m.: Off for a walk in a different direction this time. Hopefully the acid chills wont get to me. I'm real close to experiencing life changing things. EDIT: So this walk turned into a drive. I went to the g-store to pick up some grub and a group of people were taunting me. “Oh sweet! Nice pants.” (My zubas) I had a nice little conversation with them but I felt awkward and a girl in the group gave me an unwelcoming glare. I just hate people like that. I knew she was judging as were all of them. But, alas, I wasn't doing anyone there a favor so I left. Afterward, I got into my car and drove. Yes I drove. I don't condone driving under any influence but at this point in my trip I wasn't visualizing and I felt safe driving around with cops – I counted 5 city PD and 2 Campus PD tonight. It was chill. I wondered about life, death, the direction of my life. It all felt surreal and welcoming. I felt like I was making peace with myself so I could move on and follow my dreams, or wherever. That drive was a sobering experience.
Update 7 1:05a.m.: I've come down immensely! Barely any visuals anymore, maybe if I concentrate. Some random thoughts do appear but I feel mostly wide awake, like I just took adderal. It is time to complete my trip report and get some sleep. Thank you to all who read and comment below.
My perspective is so different. I want to feel so god damn good but it's all in the mind. It's what you perceive. I took this acid hoping for some trippy visuals. No, I stayed for the insight and mind expansion. I feel less wise than I did before. A little unhappy with myself for letting people, things, whatever get the best of me. I no longer wish to have friends that not only don't care about me but flip me the fuck out when they know I've just taken acid. Fuck, that's why I had a bad trip. This (yes my second) trip is helping me see that. That my friends fucking suck. The internet is little help either. There, thoughts disappear at a moments notice. What is a day in real life is a fucking week on the internet. I can't live and die the internet. Which brings me to my conclusion, live life. Live it. So much to do, so much to see. I've seen it yes, but I haven't seen it all! This stuff is in short wanting me to pick up and move! To re-begin. I know I'll always have my family. I have my mind, which to me is still sane, and that can get me to any place I desire including to be the leader of the free world. My mind is my will and if I will it, it will happen.
very introspective trip for you 