sidewinder
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LSD Trip Report - my first and last for a while
It all began with a crowd of teenagers swarming around a table at a backpackers watching LSD being dropped inaccurately onto a line of sugar cubes, from the vile that one of them had acquired. F & S my friends bought 4 of these and left. This was to be my first LSD trip!
Meanwhile… I was innocently sitting at home waiting for them to arrive.
11am F & S arrived at my house with acid for all. We started to smoke and ate our acid. A few minutes later we realise we don’t have much weed and we will need more, so we set off for the bank so F can get some money out as he lost his keycard. In the car on the way there I felt that everything was hilarious and laughed my head of the whole way, F joining in and S concentrating on driving (I know).
11:30am Once at the bank F was just about to get out of the car when he said “I hate banks”. A minute later I wanted to see what he meant, as I had never had a problem going into a bank and I followed him in. BIG MISTAKE lol. BANKS ARE EVIL lol. I walked into the bank and stood looking around for him, it felt like the bank was just going to swallow me up in its conservatism (if that’s a word) if I stayed in there for too long. F came rushing towards the door and sat on a bench outside the bank. I asked what was wrong he said he was freaking out because he couldn’t write his name lol with some help from me together we figured out his name and he went to line up I stayed outside and watched through the glass. F got tired halfway through lining up and came to have a rest lol which lost him his place in the line lol. At this time S came in to see what was taking so long, we explained and he took F and lined up with him. It felt like it was taking forever so I went and stood with them, then each time a teller would say “next please” I could see their head expand like a balloon then go down again this sent me into hysterical laughter and I had to return to the bench outside to avoid the strange looks we were getting. Finally after a little confusion with the bank teller F got his money and we were on our way an HOUR AND A HALF LATER!
1pm Now back in the car we realise we all have many missed calls from G & M we ring them back and they are waiting at my house for us. This makes me so happy as I just want to talk to someone who is straight so they can tell me what the hell is going on as I have no idea lol.
1:20pm We arrive at my house and I find out that even straight people aren’t making sense to me so I kind of freak out and pace up and down my verandah then next thing I know I’m lying face down looking at the wood lol. G comes and picks me up tells me to just have fun and tells me to go lie in the grass out the front and watch the clouds with F.
2pm-ish So I’m lying there with F looking at the clouds which are CRAZY they are just NOT normal clouds, I can’t really explain what they were doing they were just crazy patterns. Then I realise that I have grass growing out of me all over me and my body just looks like the ground a perfect camoflauge! Then I realise I AM THE GROUND, there are bugs just chillin walking over me and I can feel the breeze in my grass lol it feels great I AM THE GROUND WITH EYES!!!! After I don’t know how long I begin to think what will my neighbours think if my front yard has eyes in it so I go inside lol.
Um prolly about 3pm-ish? F, S, G & M are sitting on my verandah smoking buckets. I sit down next to F and he is sitting next to the bucket then I just for some reason put my whole head in the bucket lol it wasn’t too dirty yet. With my head in the water I think wait I’m drowning myself I can’t breathe… WAIT I don’t want to die and F pulled me out by my shirt. I sat there covered in water the most confused I had ever been in my whole life just unable to do anything. G said to come with her and she took me into the shower and said if I wanted to get wet I should have a shower, so I get in the shower and it feels great, the droplets of water are droplets of colour and my feet kept moving round and making me laugh it was crazy, G making sure I didn’t drown myself gets bored and tells me I have been in the shower for 20mins and its time to get out.
4pm -ish (just a guess) M’s mobile rings and I see little dots of colour coming out of it in a squiggly lines and little tiny butterflies, and I yelled in excitement for everyone to look at M’s fone and everybody finds me hilarious and asks what I’m seeing I explain that I can see the sound coming out of his fone and they all have a good laugh.
5pm G has to go home for dinner and takes M home and drops me, F & S at the beach so we can watch the sunset. Sunset rocks, most beautiful sunset I have ever seen and once the sun had set I saw little colored mosquito lava in the air all wriggling to the song in my head lol. G picks us up after she’s finished and we head back to mine.
7pm I just want to be straight! I go and lay in my parents bed and draw for like 3 hours lol.
*i tried to put pictures on but couldnt figure it out i will if someone tells me how *
Anyways in the drawing time my mum rang to see how I was as she was away for the week and it was the strangest conversation ever , it was everything a conversation with a parent should be lol.
Like How is everything, How’s the weather, Have you fed the cat etc. all stuff my mum would never usually ask was quite weird.
10pm G, F & S leave as they see I want to be alone as I have been in my parents room for like 3 hours lol. Once they leave I realise I wanted them to come back but just leave me alone lol so they were there if I felt like talking to them lol. (acid made me really selfish it was all about what I wanted and what I was thinking) I decided to watch some t.v BIG MISTAKE! This is what I came up with, everyone on the t.v was on acid the whole world was on acid and I had been the only straight girl in the world and everyone one was jealous, so they made up this big plan to give me acid and all F, S, G & M were the ones who were chosen to carry out the mission! I became so angry at them and the world and began to cry . I realized that I would never be straight again and paced my house not sure what to do and trying to come to terms that this was my life now that I would trip forever!
12pm-ish I tried to go to sleep I just told myself to close my eyes, stop thinking and to breathe slower, I then began to freak out as I thought if I had no thoughts and stop breathing then I’m dead! It was then impossible to even try and fall asleep. I then tried to think of what day of the week it was and I couldn’t , I then decided my parents were coming home soon lol, (which they weren’t)
1am-4am I cleaned my house which had , had a bunch of smoking, drinking, tripping, messy teenagers in it all week while my parents were away. I just wanted to scrub all my friends out of the place as I was still angry that they weren’t my friends, but part of a worldwide mission to give me acid so I would never be straight again! After 3 dam long hours I was drying the last cup and as I turned it upside down to dry it S had written his name on the bottom of the cup in nikko pen ! Omg this made me almost burst into tears, I had spent 3 hours scrubbing all my friends out of my house it was like S was mocking me
4am-5am I lied on the ground crying in my lounge room every single thing I could see was moving, morphing, the ppl on the t.v were green, I was confused, lonely and I just felt like I was in hell and that this was what it was going to be like forever! At about 530am I threw up and felt much better I felt like it was going to end and I was getting the acid out of my body lol and not to worry.
6am I remembered University offers were on the net so I could check and see if I got in… it was quite difficult to operate my computer lol and put in my password etc after about an hour of struggling through this I found I had been offered a place at the uni I wanted and this made me happy for a whole of 1 sec until I thought I could just be tripping and I should check it when I’m straight.
7am F messaged me and said that he and S would come over after work at 2pm and help me clean and stuff for when my parents come home tomorrow, too late I had cleaned already, and everything was sparkling and perfect but I didn’t tell him this as I wanted someone to talk to I felt so very lonely, and I had forgotten about the whole world on a mission to give me acid.
7am-5pm it felt like time was not moving I just paced and moved from room to room for hours waiting looking at the clock feeling utterly sick, not knowing what to do with myself, everything was still moving and I was seeing things and I was so dam scared.
5pm Finally came and F arrived at my house I was still tripping!!!!! and F wasn’t as he takes acid a lot and we then went and picked up S from work and stopped at a local trippers bar thing (hard to explain unless u have been there) we picked up some money the bar guy owed F, was quite strange because we walked in and CHING he opened the cash teller and handed us the money I dunno was weird as I was still tripping. We then went to our dealers chilled there for a while and smoked then went back to mine.
9pm I was FREAKING OUT because I still was tripping F and S weren’t and it had been like 20 hours and I hadn’t eaten or slept. F and S said not to worry and just smoke myself retarted so I would fall asleep. So we smoked until I could hardly move and I crawled into my bed and passed out.
10am the next day I woke up feeling almost fully straight drove F and S home and picked my parents up from the airport.
It was not until a few days later when talking about the trip that F and S told me they had wanted to get some really good cid for my first trip and how and where they had gotten it. They apologized as they said it was way too intense for a first trip and they should have known better, they said it was like the strength of 4-5 blotters. But hey it was an experience and I will be having a break from drugs and just be happy being straight for a while :D
anyway this is my first post so hope i did everything right and hope u enjoyed.....
Sidewinder
:D :D :D
It all began with a crowd of teenagers swarming around a table at a backpackers watching LSD being dropped inaccurately onto a line of sugar cubes, from the vile that one of them had acquired. F & S my friends bought 4 of these and left. This was to be my first LSD trip!
Meanwhile… I was innocently sitting at home waiting for them to arrive.
11am F & S arrived at my house with acid for all. We started to smoke and ate our acid. A few minutes later we realise we don’t have much weed and we will need more, so we set off for the bank so F can get some money out as he lost his keycard. In the car on the way there I felt that everything was hilarious and laughed my head of the whole way, F joining in and S concentrating on driving (I know).
11:30am Once at the bank F was just about to get out of the car when he said “I hate banks”. A minute later I wanted to see what he meant, as I had never had a problem going into a bank and I followed him in. BIG MISTAKE lol. BANKS ARE EVIL lol. I walked into the bank and stood looking around for him, it felt like the bank was just going to swallow me up in its conservatism (if that’s a word) if I stayed in there for too long. F came rushing towards the door and sat on a bench outside the bank. I asked what was wrong he said he was freaking out because he couldn’t write his name lol with some help from me together we figured out his name and he went to line up I stayed outside and watched through the glass. F got tired halfway through lining up and came to have a rest lol which lost him his place in the line lol. At this time S came in to see what was taking so long, we explained and he took F and lined up with him. It felt like it was taking forever so I went and stood with them, then each time a teller would say “next please” I could see their head expand like a balloon then go down again this sent me into hysterical laughter and I had to return to the bench outside to avoid the strange looks we were getting. Finally after a little confusion with the bank teller F got his money and we were on our way an HOUR AND A HALF LATER!
1pm Now back in the car we realise we all have many missed calls from G & M we ring them back and they are waiting at my house for us. This makes me so happy as I just want to talk to someone who is straight so they can tell me what the hell is going on as I have no idea lol.
1:20pm We arrive at my house and I find out that even straight people aren’t making sense to me so I kind of freak out and pace up and down my verandah then next thing I know I’m lying face down looking at the wood lol. G comes and picks me up tells me to just have fun and tells me to go lie in the grass out the front and watch the clouds with F.
2pm-ish So I’m lying there with F looking at the clouds which are CRAZY they are just NOT normal clouds, I can’t really explain what they were doing they were just crazy patterns. Then I realise that I have grass growing out of me all over me and my body just looks like the ground a perfect camoflauge! Then I realise I AM THE GROUND, there are bugs just chillin walking over me and I can feel the breeze in my grass lol it feels great I AM THE GROUND WITH EYES!!!! After I don’t know how long I begin to think what will my neighbours think if my front yard has eyes in it so I go inside lol.
Um prolly about 3pm-ish? F, S, G & M are sitting on my verandah smoking buckets. I sit down next to F and he is sitting next to the bucket then I just for some reason put my whole head in the bucket lol it wasn’t too dirty yet. With my head in the water I think wait I’m drowning myself I can’t breathe… WAIT I don’t want to die and F pulled me out by my shirt. I sat there covered in water the most confused I had ever been in my whole life just unable to do anything. G said to come with her and she took me into the shower and said if I wanted to get wet I should have a shower, so I get in the shower and it feels great, the droplets of water are droplets of colour and my feet kept moving round and making me laugh it was crazy, G making sure I didn’t drown myself gets bored and tells me I have been in the shower for 20mins and its time to get out.
4pm -ish (just a guess) M’s mobile rings and I see little dots of colour coming out of it in a squiggly lines and little tiny butterflies, and I yelled in excitement for everyone to look at M’s fone and everybody finds me hilarious and asks what I’m seeing I explain that I can see the sound coming out of his fone and they all have a good laugh.
5pm G has to go home for dinner and takes M home and drops me, F & S at the beach so we can watch the sunset. Sunset rocks, most beautiful sunset I have ever seen and once the sun had set I saw little colored mosquito lava in the air all wriggling to the song in my head lol. G picks us up after she’s finished and we head back to mine.
7pm I just want to be straight! I go and lay in my parents bed and draw for like 3 hours lol.
*i tried to put pictures on but couldnt figure it out i will if someone tells me how *
Anyways in the drawing time my mum rang to see how I was as she was away for the week and it was the strangest conversation ever , it was everything a conversation with a parent should be lol.
Like How is everything, How’s the weather, Have you fed the cat etc. all stuff my mum would never usually ask was quite weird.
10pm G, F & S leave as they see I want to be alone as I have been in my parents room for like 3 hours lol. Once they leave I realise I wanted them to come back but just leave me alone lol so they were there if I felt like talking to them lol. (acid made me really selfish it was all about what I wanted and what I was thinking) I decided to watch some t.v BIG MISTAKE! This is what I came up with, everyone on the t.v was on acid the whole world was on acid and I had been the only straight girl in the world and everyone one was jealous, so they made up this big plan to give me acid and all F, S, G & M were the ones who were chosen to carry out the mission! I became so angry at them and the world and began to cry . I realized that I would never be straight again and paced my house not sure what to do and trying to come to terms that this was my life now that I would trip forever!
12pm-ish I tried to go to sleep I just told myself to close my eyes, stop thinking and to breathe slower, I then began to freak out as I thought if I had no thoughts and stop breathing then I’m dead! It was then impossible to even try and fall asleep. I then tried to think of what day of the week it was and I couldn’t , I then decided my parents were coming home soon lol, (which they weren’t)
1am-4am I cleaned my house which had , had a bunch of smoking, drinking, tripping, messy teenagers in it all week while my parents were away. I just wanted to scrub all my friends out of the place as I was still angry that they weren’t my friends, but part of a worldwide mission to give me acid so I would never be straight again! After 3 dam long hours I was drying the last cup and as I turned it upside down to dry it S had written his name on the bottom of the cup in nikko pen ! Omg this made me almost burst into tears, I had spent 3 hours scrubbing all my friends out of my house it was like S was mocking me
4am-5am I lied on the ground crying in my lounge room every single thing I could see was moving, morphing, the ppl on the t.v were green, I was confused, lonely and I just felt like I was in hell and that this was what it was going to be like forever! At about 530am I threw up and felt much better I felt like it was going to end and I was getting the acid out of my body lol and not to worry.
6am I remembered University offers were on the net so I could check and see if I got in… it was quite difficult to operate my computer lol and put in my password etc after about an hour of struggling through this I found I had been offered a place at the uni I wanted and this made me happy for a whole of 1 sec until I thought I could just be tripping and I should check it when I’m straight.
7am F messaged me and said that he and S would come over after work at 2pm and help me clean and stuff for when my parents come home tomorrow, too late I had cleaned already, and everything was sparkling and perfect but I didn’t tell him this as I wanted someone to talk to I felt so very lonely, and I had forgotten about the whole world on a mission to give me acid.
7am-5pm it felt like time was not moving I just paced and moved from room to room for hours waiting looking at the clock feeling utterly sick, not knowing what to do with myself, everything was still moving and I was seeing things and I was so dam scared.
5pm Finally came and F arrived at my house I was still tripping!!!!! and F wasn’t as he takes acid a lot and we then went and picked up S from work and stopped at a local trippers bar thing (hard to explain unless u have been there) we picked up some money the bar guy owed F, was quite strange because we walked in and CHING he opened the cash teller and handed us the money I dunno was weird as I was still tripping. We then went to our dealers chilled there for a while and smoked then went back to mine.
9pm I was FREAKING OUT because I still was tripping F and S weren’t and it had been like 20 hours and I hadn’t eaten or slept. F and S said not to worry and just smoke myself retarted so I would fall asleep. So we smoked until I could hardly move and I crawled into my bed and passed out.
10am the next day I woke up feeling almost fully straight drove F and S home and picked my parents up from the airport.
It was not until a few days later when talking about the trip that F and S told me they had wanted to get some really good cid for my first trip and how and where they had gotten it. They apologized as they said it was way too intense for a first trip and they should have known better, they said it was like the strength of 4-5 blotters. But hey it was an experience and I will be having a break from drugs and just be happy being straight for a while :D
anyway this is my first post so hope i did everything right and hope u enjoyed.....
Sidewinder
:D :D :D
