GlassShatters
Bluelighter
So the morning began at exactly 4:20 am, where I dosed a single blotter eyeball, which had been saved for me for a period of time, stored away in a humador. I had returned from a night of roaming about, and this was my last day before I moved up to New England. So I dose the single paper, with 2 close friends hanging out with me, one of which is on ecstacy(very dirty pills, but none the less ecstacy), and the other is half asleep, and smokes a bowl or two of mids with me, and then, begins to pass out, and as he does, his last words to my other friend are "don't let him go outside".
Needless to say, within 20 minutes, my other friend and I decided to immediately leave, knowing that if I were trapped in a house for a first time experience, I would very much not get the most from it. So we walk approximately half a mile to the nearest walmart, it's about 45 degrees out, and we get in there, and walk about, playing video games for a bit, discussing some metaphysical theories, and plato's "republic". At one point, we were walking past the frozen food section, and I began to look at a reflection of myself, and quickly began to fall into my eyes, so I knew that the journey was just beginning.
We leave Walmart, with no real destination, me hallucinating, him rolling, and we decide to walk to a park 3 miles away. I notice that the grass is beginning to have purple diagrams embedding themselves into my walking patterns, and I still don't feel out of control, I understand that maybe I can control the experience, and that is very positive, I feel the thoughts coming together clearer than anything I've imagined in quite a while.
About halfway to the park, I begin to feel my heart beating HEAVILY, not rapidly, but heavily. I had taken some of the dirty ecstacy about 5 hours ago, and began to attribute it to that. As we furthured our journey, I felt the pain swallow me, and become the focus of the trip, I pushed it aside as much as possible, and really avoided making it the essential of my experience.
As we reach the park, I find my way to a bench, and lay down, and him and I begin speaking, about the thoughts I am having, and the fears of my heart racing, but as it furthers itself, the sun begins to rise, and suddenly, an epiphany hits, him and I, thru our discussions, have reached the EXACT same mental level, I am literally reading his thoughts, we had not spoken for 5 minutes, but the conversation had continued. The only way I can describe this, is a ascending rise into another state of being, but of course, all things which come up, must come crashing down. As I achieved this state of "zen" as you could call it, I suppose, I began to see fears in his mind, he was hallucinating off my energy, and was frightened of the things I was seeing, deepest darkest secrets. His reaction to a statement I had made was out of anger, I told him about a past experience of his, and his true reaction, which nobody had EVER known about, and he responded out of anger, raised his voice, to which I quickly climbed a tree, and began to become extremely emotional. It was as if I had reached a pivotal point of spiritual existance, and had it come crash down.
I began to calm myself down, and came out of the tree, and he apologized, and we furthured our discussion, mainly things about society, and spirituality, about energy, and existance(if you really wanna know the actual things said, message me, it's a LOT). A 3rd friend was driving by, saw me, and saw a stupid grin on my face, and KNEW what was going on, so he stopped, picked us up, and we went back to his house, fingerpainted, listened to animals by pink floyd, and smoked out of the hooka. I'd say this was about the 9 hour mark. I was still hallucinating heavily.
We leave 3rd friend's house, all 3 of us, and they decide to take me to a very very amazing park, and we spend the next 4 hours beating drums, and talking about purity, until I feel my body caving in, and I know that I need to sleep.
They drop me off, and I walk into my room, close my eyes, and the second wind occurs, and I go into my best friend of 14 years room, and we spend the next 6 hours recollecting the experience, reading eachothers natal charts, and discussing my move to new england, and how it will affect my life.
Ultimately, I feel, 2 months later, like I've forgotten some of the things, but I really have never been the same person since the experience, I finally feel "there", but I don't quite know where there is. I ended up hallucinating for about 16 hours, with the next 3 days being a extremely tiring period. I feel, at least for me, it let my inner child out to play for a period of time, and sometimes, it's good, but the bad can occur too. I don't regret it, and feel for a first time, it was possibly the most amazing experience I've ever had.
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Needless to say, within 20 minutes, my other friend and I decided to immediately leave, knowing that if I were trapped in a house for a first time experience, I would very much not get the most from it. So we walk approximately half a mile to the nearest walmart, it's about 45 degrees out, and we get in there, and walk about, playing video games for a bit, discussing some metaphysical theories, and plato's "republic". At one point, we were walking past the frozen food section, and I began to look at a reflection of myself, and quickly began to fall into my eyes, so I knew that the journey was just beginning.
We leave Walmart, with no real destination, me hallucinating, him rolling, and we decide to walk to a park 3 miles away. I notice that the grass is beginning to have purple diagrams embedding themselves into my walking patterns, and I still don't feel out of control, I understand that maybe I can control the experience, and that is very positive, I feel the thoughts coming together clearer than anything I've imagined in quite a while.
About halfway to the park, I begin to feel my heart beating HEAVILY, not rapidly, but heavily. I had taken some of the dirty ecstacy about 5 hours ago, and began to attribute it to that. As we furthured our journey, I felt the pain swallow me, and become the focus of the trip, I pushed it aside as much as possible, and really avoided making it the essential of my experience.
As we reach the park, I find my way to a bench, and lay down, and him and I begin speaking, about the thoughts I am having, and the fears of my heart racing, but as it furthers itself, the sun begins to rise, and suddenly, an epiphany hits, him and I, thru our discussions, have reached the EXACT same mental level, I am literally reading his thoughts, we had not spoken for 5 minutes, but the conversation had continued. The only way I can describe this, is a ascending rise into another state of being, but of course, all things which come up, must come crashing down. As I achieved this state of "zen" as you could call it, I suppose, I began to see fears in his mind, he was hallucinating off my energy, and was frightened of the things I was seeing, deepest darkest secrets. His reaction to a statement I had made was out of anger, I told him about a past experience of his, and his true reaction, which nobody had EVER known about, and he responded out of anger, raised his voice, to which I quickly climbed a tree, and began to become extremely emotional. It was as if I had reached a pivotal point of spiritual existance, and had it come crash down.
I began to calm myself down, and came out of the tree, and he apologized, and we furthured our discussion, mainly things about society, and spirituality, about energy, and existance(if you really wanna know the actual things said, message me, it's a LOT). A 3rd friend was driving by, saw me, and saw a stupid grin on my face, and KNEW what was going on, so he stopped, picked us up, and we went back to his house, fingerpainted, listened to animals by pink floyd, and smoked out of the hooka. I'd say this was about the 9 hour mark. I was still hallucinating heavily.
We leave 3rd friend's house, all 3 of us, and they decide to take me to a very very amazing park, and we spend the next 4 hours beating drums, and talking about purity, until I feel my body caving in, and I know that I need to sleep.
They drop me off, and I walk into my room, close my eyes, and the second wind occurs, and I go into my best friend of 14 years room, and we spend the next 6 hours recollecting the experience, reading eachothers natal charts, and discussing my move to new england, and how it will affect my life.
Ultimately, I feel, 2 months later, like I've forgotten some of the things, but I really have never been the same person since the experience, I finally feel "there", but I don't quite know where there is. I ended up hallucinating for about 16 hours, with the next 3 days being a extremely tiring period. I feel, at least for me, it let my inner child out to play for a period of time, and sometimes, it's good, but the bad can occur too. I don't regret it, and feel for a first time, it was possibly the most amazing experience I've ever had.
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