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I have been a searching psychonaut for the last few years, and have been an avid marijuana smoker for some time. I am a 206lb, 19 year old male who is a colleg student and competetive armwrestler. I have opted to write my first trip report because the experience I had is by far the most profound psychedelic experience I have ever had.
A friend of mine recently came across a reliable source for pure blotter LSD dosed at the normal 100ug per hit. I had already taken a 3 hit trip on the substance and wanted to push the envelope. Lately, I have struggled with substance abuse, between being hung up on a toxic girl, my mother being her usual self during the holidays, school, and training for competitions, I had found myself spending very little lucid time. My depression and anxiety had became almost overwhelming. Since I am on a a full ride scholarship, have six years mma experience, and am a successful armwrestler, my friends and family presume I have no problems and often laugh when I try to talk about them. I have recently started meditating and I decided I alone could steer my life in a positive direction and planned on using a high dose LSD experience as the catalyst. The whole week before the trip I began meditating morning and night, focusing on what I wanted out of the trip, I am a strong believer that you can accomplish anything you truly want to. So on a saturday night, my friend and I both dropped six hits of acid at 4:44 PM, I used this unique time so i could remember during the trip, what happened next was absolutely magical.
I began to have baseline effects within 45 minutes, slight visuals, heightened senses, and huge body load. By the hour and a half mark the trip was absolutely intense. I have experience with many substances including 25I-nbome, and nothing can compare to the amazing euphoria I experienced. My friend and I sat in my room and for about an hour we were both peaking nearly too hard to keep our eyes open. We played truckin by the grateful dead and time became an illusion. It was the most beautiful song I had ever heard and I lived three lifetimes before it went off. It was like this part of the trip was cleansing my soul, preparing me for the remainder of the trip. The visuals I were experiencing were so vivid and beautiful I didn't know if my heart could take it. I have a poster entitle "tree of peace" that my friend and I marveled at intently. Inside my mind, my thoughts were racing at a thousand times the usual rate, and for me that is alot. I was having spiritual insights that transcend words, I couldnt even begin to articulate my thoughts whatsoever. language is a very simple form of communication that cannot simply describe the psychedelic experience. After growing used to the wild euphoria my friend and I decided to go look at the night sky. Never in my life had i seen so many stars, I couldn't pick out any constellations, it was as if we were looking into the night sky of some other planet. When we went back inside I began to message the girl that broke my heart and has haunted me ever since, when some guy cuts her off she always comes running back to me, I finally had the courage to accept that things would never be the same and I told her that i wish her no ill will, but I will no longer even speak to her. This in itself was a great relief. Afterwards the insights came pouring into my mind, about the potential I have to make the world a better place and spread my positive energy through school and competitions. I turned on cosmos and my friend and I enjoyed hours of beautiful visuals, he went to sleep around 3am and I wasnt beginning to be tired. I went to my room and began searching trippy animations and stumbled across some videos by david firth, one being entitled "the invisible though machine", these videos put into perspective my anxiety and depression adn I was able to see things in a whole new light. I even had a deeper understanding of my martial arts. I finally got to sleep around 9am and woke up two hours later feeling better than I had ever felt in my life.
After I woke up I visited an older friend of mine with a shared appreciation of nature. We paddled his boat up a creek we like to travel and visited one of the most beautiful waterfalls I had ever seen. I climbed onto a rock that he hadnt been able to set on since before his back was hurt, when I got up there I reached down and pulled him up. We sat for hours talking about life in general. That trip broke down so many barriers for me and I came out of it a completely new person. I truly feel like my life is headed in a much more positive direction. I handle things so much differently now and my anxiety has diminished quite a bit. it is like my very soul was revived. This is my first ever report and I know it isnt as good as most, but I felt the need to put it out there so that if anyone of you reading is in a dark place in life, and there doesnt seem to be an end, give LSD a try and maybe you too will be helped. Always make sure you know your dosage, and substance, many things are sold for LSD that are not. Don't take it if you just want to get high, psychedelics are a sacred and beautiful class of substances that are not to be taking lightly, Happy trails and safe tripping my friends!
A friend of mine recently came across a reliable source for pure blotter LSD dosed at the normal 100ug per hit. I had already taken a 3 hit trip on the substance and wanted to push the envelope. Lately, I have struggled with substance abuse, between being hung up on a toxic girl, my mother being her usual self during the holidays, school, and training for competitions, I had found myself spending very little lucid time. My depression and anxiety had became almost overwhelming. Since I am on a a full ride scholarship, have six years mma experience, and am a successful armwrestler, my friends and family presume I have no problems and often laugh when I try to talk about them. I have recently started meditating and I decided I alone could steer my life in a positive direction and planned on using a high dose LSD experience as the catalyst. The whole week before the trip I began meditating morning and night, focusing on what I wanted out of the trip, I am a strong believer that you can accomplish anything you truly want to. So on a saturday night, my friend and I both dropped six hits of acid at 4:44 PM, I used this unique time so i could remember during the trip, what happened next was absolutely magical.
I began to have baseline effects within 45 minutes, slight visuals, heightened senses, and huge body load. By the hour and a half mark the trip was absolutely intense. I have experience with many substances including 25I-nbome, and nothing can compare to the amazing euphoria I experienced. My friend and I sat in my room and for about an hour we were both peaking nearly too hard to keep our eyes open. We played truckin by the grateful dead and time became an illusion. It was the most beautiful song I had ever heard and I lived three lifetimes before it went off. It was like this part of the trip was cleansing my soul, preparing me for the remainder of the trip. The visuals I were experiencing were so vivid and beautiful I didn't know if my heart could take it. I have a poster entitle "tree of peace" that my friend and I marveled at intently. Inside my mind, my thoughts were racing at a thousand times the usual rate, and for me that is alot. I was having spiritual insights that transcend words, I couldnt even begin to articulate my thoughts whatsoever. language is a very simple form of communication that cannot simply describe the psychedelic experience. After growing used to the wild euphoria my friend and I decided to go look at the night sky. Never in my life had i seen so many stars, I couldn't pick out any constellations, it was as if we were looking into the night sky of some other planet. When we went back inside I began to message the girl that broke my heart and has haunted me ever since, when some guy cuts her off she always comes running back to me, I finally had the courage to accept that things would never be the same and I told her that i wish her no ill will, but I will no longer even speak to her. This in itself was a great relief. Afterwards the insights came pouring into my mind, about the potential I have to make the world a better place and spread my positive energy through school and competitions. I turned on cosmos and my friend and I enjoyed hours of beautiful visuals, he went to sleep around 3am and I wasnt beginning to be tired. I went to my room and began searching trippy animations and stumbled across some videos by david firth, one being entitled "the invisible though machine", these videos put into perspective my anxiety and depression adn I was able to see things in a whole new light. I even had a deeper understanding of my martial arts. I finally got to sleep around 9am and woke up two hours later feeling better than I had ever felt in my life.
After I woke up I visited an older friend of mine with a shared appreciation of nature. We paddled his boat up a creek we like to travel and visited one of the most beautiful waterfalls I had ever seen. I climbed onto a rock that he hadnt been able to set on since before his back was hurt, when I got up there I reached down and pulled him up. We sat for hours talking about life in general. That trip broke down so many barriers for me and I came out of it a completely new person. I truly feel like my life is headed in a much more positive direction. I handle things so much differently now and my anxiety has diminished quite a bit. it is like my very soul was revived. This is my first ever report and I know it isnt as good as most, but I felt the need to put it out there so that if anyone of you reading is in a dark place in life, and there doesnt seem to be an end, give LSD a try and maybe you too will be helped. Always make sure you know your dosage, and substance, many things are sold for LSD that are not. Don't take it if you just want to get high, psychedelics are a sacred and beautiful class of substances that are not to be taking lightly, Happy trails and safe tripping my friends!
