Okay what the fuck. I don't even know where to being this one.
Im just going to jump right into it. its 7:11am. i haven't slept yet. sorry in advanced for typos and stuff.
I'll ask my question first.
Question1 : Do you think im just trippin or did something really happen? My mind tells me that i am just tripping and to let it pass but my gut is honestly telling me something else. (OH BOY) I usually have these trip rules to follow. and if i go with the gut feeling. its breaking the number 1 rule. HELP!!
Question2: Why did this queen figure tell me to take a shower...
---The trip---
So during this trip i want you to know that my eyes are completely open and i am looking around and blinking just normally. while still seeing this shit.
lets begin.
(Fastforward 2.5h into the trip)
So im lying down on my back looking into my ceiling at all the cool stuff going on. then all of a sudden my ceiling disappears and these people start to become apparent. at first it scared the shit out of me. Then i noticed these people (having full head,body,arms,legs) were all in lines, then in rows. all facing one direction. looking to what seemed to be like a hill. and on top of this hill was a bright orange light. I wondered what all of these people were in line for so i tried to make my way past them all. its literally like a million of these people.(keep in mind. Im still lying on my back. looking up) I couldnt help but to feel insignificant. (like one of them) So instead of going to the hill. i thought why not use these people to show i am better and maybe i can get to the orange light faster. So i concentrated hard enough and surely i got the people to do what i wanted them to do. Which was weird. All i could have them do was turn and face me. then move slightly over to the left or right. but i feel if i concentrated hard enough maybe i could of done more? but as soon as i felt like i could control all of these people. I noticed a different figure hovering directly above me. with his left hand next to his face. it looked like a shadow. trying to do some sort of signal to me. so being the guy i am.
i mimic'd him.(literally. i took my arm and did it back) he changed his signal to 2 arms in front of his head. and i repeated. (keep in mind. the millions of other people are still mindless here, but this other guy is signaling me) it looked like he was on the outside of a well. and i had fallen in.(i honestly thought it was either me, or, my best friend that never existed in my reality) next i noticed a shadow exactly my bodytype hovering over me. so i corresponded my body to match it perfectly. and as soon as i felt like we were sync'd. everything got dramatically darker. the hovering shadow fell on top of my body and i got this intense head rush. very very strong. it didnt hurt or anything at all. it didnt feel good either. it was just... different. i didnt even get dizzy. Its hard to explain it. I felt it. I honestly closed my eyes for about 3 seconds to endure it. I don't know what that head rush was about. or why all of that happened but it did. anyways, I kept progressing forward trying to learn to control the millions of people in these lines,rows. but all i could manage to get them to do was turn around and maybe move an arm by this point. Then i thought why not ask it something instead of making it do something for me. so i asked it to show me its home. and thats when EVERYTHING "SHIFTED" and i guess i saw what i perceive to be a place they could call home.
I stayed in that place for quite a bit of time looking around. it was absolutely nothing like any place i've seen in person. I told it to take me back home. and sure enough i went back home. back to where the millions of other people were... but this time there was a female in the group. Only 1. She was beautiful!!!!!! absolutely no defined features at all. only my mind perceived it to be female. maybe because it had hair about shoulder length. but unlike the millions of other people and the shadow figure i saw earlier this lady had on some sort of mask covering an eye. then it led to the top of her head. once i saw this. the first thing i said was. My Queen. She smiled to me. Which was not like any of the other trippy smiles.(like the alice in wonderland kind) it was so much more. i saw lips on her. once i saw them. they changed/materialized to the same sort of material that was her mask. I said to her. what can you do for me? and she didn't reply. absolutely nothing. Then i said. We'll make a trade. if i can do something for you. you'll do something for me. she made notice to my head. and i felt like i was about to to endure another headrush. but i didnt. she was just making note to it.
SO im connecting that first headrush to her. She then disappeared into darkness. and left me feeling like she said "i'll speak with you in your sleep" (refering to the headrush thing) SO! maybe im going to have some sort of dream where i see her again? idk yet. i haven't slept yet. and she also told me to take a shower and wash my face. So i did that and, the moment i got out of the shower. my trip was IMMEDIATELY GONE. and honestly my skin was extremely pale. Now (hours later) it looks perfectly fine. but that was a little weird.
---The Dream (12 hours later)---
In my dream i don't remember much. All i remember seeing was this odd shadow figure she looked very much like the queen from the game ICO. but not exactly she just had that smoky texture about her. I saw her then she rapidly flew towards me. as she approached me everythign behind her turned into snow. I couldn't speak in my dream and she couldn't either. but i felt like we had a conversation. She took her hand and put it inside of my mouth and i started puking. i literally felt like i was gagging and i woke up. gasping for air in my room. what the fuck... need help.
---Post notes---
I usually abide by a few rules to tripping. and one of them are to: Never connect anything to anything. Always remember that you are tripping and nothing will ever make sense. Never try to make it make sense. There is no God. But i really wonder what that queen lady has to offer me. Surely if i can give something in return we'll have successful trade.
I just re-read that paragraph above and im missing about a books worth of information if anyone wants to know more. e-mail me @ [email protected]
Just send me a subject so i know your not some spam or anything
-Questions Answered--
Q: How much did i take
A: I took 6 bottlers. I took 4 at first but felt like it wasnt enough. so i took 2 more. Soon to realize the acid is very slow acting. Although i had this incredible experience. I've had much much much stronger acid on only 3 bottlers.
Im just going to jump right into it. its 7:11am. i haven't slept yet. sorry in advanced for typos and stuff.
I'll ask my question first.
Question1 : Do you think im just trippin or did something really happen? My mind tells me that i am just tripping and to let it pass but my gut is honestly telling me something else. (OH BOY) I usually have these trip rules to follow. and if i go with the gut feeling. its breaking the number 1 rule. HELP!!
Question2: Why did this queen figure tell me to take a shower...
---The trip---
So during this trip i want you to know that my eyes are completely open and i am looking around and blinking just normally. while still seeing this shit.
lets begin.
(Fastforward 2.5h into the trip)
So im lying down on my back looking into my ceiling at all the cool stuff going on. then all of a sudden my ceiling disappears and these people start to become apparent. at first it scared the shit out of me. Then i noticed these people (having full head,body,arms,legs) were all in lines, then in rows. all facing one direction. looking to what seemed to be like a hill. and on top of this hill was a bright orange light. I wondered what all of these people were in line for so i tried to make my way past them all. its literally like a million of these people.(keep in mind. Im still lying on my back. looking up) I couldnt help but to feel insignificant. (like one of them) So instead of going to the hill. i thought why not use these people to show i am better and maybe i can get to the orange light faster. So i concentrated hard enough and surely i got the people to do what i wanted them to do. Which was weird. All i could have them do was turn and face me. then move slightly over to the left or right. but i feel if i concentrated hard enough maybe i could of done more? but as soon as i felt like i could control all of these people. I noticed a different figure hovering directly above me. with his left hand next to his face. it looked like a shadow. trying to do some sort of signal to me. so being the guy i am.
i mimic'd him.(literally. i took my arm and did it back) he changed his signal to 2 arms in front of his head. and i repeated. (keep in mind. the millions of other people are still mindless here, but this other guy is signaling me) it looked like he was on the outside of a well. and i had fallen in.(i honestly thought it was either me, or, my best friend that never existed in my reality) next i noticed a shadow exactly my bodytype hovering over me. so i corresponded my body to match it perfectly. and as soon as i felt like we were sync'd. everything got dramatically darker. the hovering shadow fell on top of my body and i got this intense head rush. very very strong. it didnt hurt or anything at all. it didnt feel good either. it was just... different. i didnt even get dizzy. Its hard to explain it. I felt it. I honestly closed my eyes for about 3 seconds to endure it. I don't know what that head rush was about. or why all of that happened but it did. anyways, I kept progressing forward trying to learn to control the millions of people in these lines,rows. but all i could manage to get them to do was turn around and maybe move an arm by this point. Then i thought why not ask it something instead of making it do something for me. so i asked it to show me its home. and thats when EVERYTHING "SHIFTED" and i guess i saw what i perceive to be a place they could call home.
I stayed in that place for quite a bit of time looking around. it was absolutely nothing like any place i've seen in person. I told it to take me back home. and sure enough i went back home. back to where the millions of other people were... but this time there was a female in the group. Only 1. She was beautiful!!!!!! absolutely no defined features at all. only my mind perceived it to be female. maybe because it had hair about shoulder length. but unlike the millions of other people and the shadow figure i saw earlier this lady had on some sort of mask covering an eye. then it led to the top of her head. once i saw this. the first thing i said was. My Queen. She smiled to me. Which was not like any of the other trippy smiles.(like the alice in wonderland kind) it was so much more. i saw lips on her. once i saw them. they changed/materialized to the same sort of material that was her mask. I said to her. what can you do for me? and she didn't reply. absolutely nothing. Then i said. We'll make a trade. if i can do something for you. you'll do something for me. she made notice to my head. and i felt like i was about to to endure another headrush. but i didnt. she was just making note to it.
SO im connecting that first headrush to her. She then disappeared into darkness. and left me feeling like she said "i'll speak with you in your sleep" (refering to the headrush thing) SO! maybe im going to have some sort of dream where i see her again? idk yet. i haven't slept yet. and she also told me to take a shower and wash my face. So i did that and, the moment i got out of the shower. my trip was IMMEDIATELY GONE. and honestly my skin was extremely pale. Now (hours later) it looks perfectly fine. but that was a little weird.
---The Dream (12 hours later)---
In my dream i don't remember much. All i remember seeing was this odd shadow figure she looked very much like the queen from the game ICO. but not exactly she just had that smoky texture about her. I saw her then she rapidly flew towards me. as she approached me everythign behind her turned into snow. I couldn't speak in my dream and she couldn't either. but i felt like we had a conversation. She took her hand and put it inside of my mouth and i started puking. i literally felt like i was gagging and i woke up. gasping for air in my room. what the fuck... need help.
---Post notes---
I usually abide by a few rules to tripping. and one of them are to: Never connect anything to anything. Always remember that you are tripping and nothing will ever make sense. Never try to make it make sense. There is no God. But i really wonder what that queen lady has to offer me. Surely if i can give something in return we'll have successful trade.
I just re-read that paragraph above and im missing about a books worth of information if anyone wants to know more. e-mail me @ [email protected]
Just send me a subject so i know your not some spam or anything
-Questions Answered--
Q: How much did i take
A: I took 6 bottlers. I took 4 at first but felt like it wasnt enough. so i took 2 more. Soon to realize the acid is very slow acting. Although i had this incredible experience. I've had much much much stronger acid on only 3 bottlers.
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