CosmicCharliee
Greenlighter
I've been doing a lot of substances for a long time. Most famously, LSD and MDMA. I would eat LSD 5 times a week, before work, when i got home, before bed even sometimes. However, recently I've had only bad trips. And I neeever had bad trips for the longest time... I sublingually ingested 6 blotter doses and after 1.5 hours ingested approximately 300 mg of MDMA orally. We purchased Nitrous Oxide, as we normally do and initiated the evening. Now only recently, whip its affect me strangely... Uncomfortably... I'll jump back in time a bit. About 1 year and a half ago, we doses about 5 blotter hits and drank whiskey all night, (I realize i shouldn't mix Alcohol and Nitrous Oxide now) and I cracked the first cartridge of the night, took it and instantly my vision became green. Death green. Mold green. I heard a metal 'ting' in my head. I wasn't getting the high even, i was still in my mind and couldn't exhale the n2o to save my life. I was terrified. Ultimately i came back to, and didnt do them for a year or so... Anyways, back to the original topic, I cracked the first whipit again and nearly the same reaction!! Everything got way too intense too quickly, and it was sharp in my head, i kind of flinched around trying to keep my cool. The rest of the night, even with the MDMA i had a really bad trip. I was convinced the feds were gonna kick my door in. I'm just confused as to why this is all happening recently.
(I used to do 5-6-7 boxes of whipits in a night. Just fyi, so i'm very familiar with the typical feeling.)
I think maybe i've learned all I need to from drugs. I'm a damn well experienced user, if I say so myself. And perhaps my body and mind is telling me no. Opinions? Similar experiences? Anything is well accepted. Thank you.
(I used to do 5-6-7 boxes of whipits in a night. Just fyi, so i'm very familiar with the typical feeling.)
I think maybe i've learned all I need to from drugs. I'm a damn well experienced user, if I say so myself. And perhaps my body and mind is telling me no. Opinions? Similar experiences? Anything is well accepted. Thank you.