darkstar51474
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Hello all! new member here, although not new to the site. been using this for info for 4 years now. heres a trip report i wrote a while back about my first very deep LSD trip. enjoy!
EXPERIENCE PRIOR TO TRIP: marijuana, AM-2201, MXE, MDMA, MDA, LSD, AL-LAD, mushrooms, xanax, oxycontin, cocaine.
SUBSTANCE: LSD-25
DOSAGE: 660ug
t-15 - I prepared for the trip that was to come. A very good friend of mine who was a Grateful Dead family member
handed me 6 tabs of extremely potent LSD-25, lab tested at about 110ugs a piece.
t+0m - I lay the strip of LSD-25 on my tongue. no taste, as i expected, as real LSD (contrary to what
some uneducated individuals believe) is completeley tasteless. I went around my room cleaning and making
sure everything was tidy, as I do with most come ups on trips. I eagerly awaited the effects.
t+15m - first alerts noticable. I am starting to find things that i would normally find interesting very trivial
and full of nonsense. All of a sudden, out of nowhere, a deep deep fear strikes me right in the heart. "Did i take
too much?" i say to myself in my head. "is this the time I wont come back?" my heart rate begins to elevate. no noticable visuals
as of yet.
t+20m - OEV's start coming on strong. objects begin to twist and bend, a-la classic LSD. my heart rate is through the roof and I am
experiencing a genuine panic attack. over and over in my head, my body kept telling me I was going to die. "this is LSD. it is non-toxic.
I am not going to die" I would say out loud in response over and over. My white walls began to deconstruct into refracted fractal rays,
as i call them. definite ++
t+35m- My heart rate is slowing down, and I am beggininng to enjoy my altered state of conciousness very much. I laughed
very hard looking back at what i was like just a couple of minutes ago. OEV's and CEV's are in my face and Im loving it.
I put on my pre-determined "tripping playllist", put on my headphones and laid down in my bed.
t+1:15h - The playfullness of the trip is gone. I am now fully immersed in pure psychadelia, every thought would reflect itself in
the wiring of the visuals, in which i came to a realization that the visuals I was experiencing were actually a blueprint for the
inner workings of my mind. I confirmed this with thinking about something, and watching certain cogs move, then thinking another thing
and watching different ones move in different ways. the notion that i am "crazy" is completely out the window. I am experiencing the "now"
as much as i possibly could at this moment. +++, bordering on ++++
t+2h - complete and utter synchrinization. Explosions In the Sky comes on my playlist and, almost instinctivly my body shifts into
meditative position. CEV's resemnble one of the most beuaituflly constructed fractal designs i have ever laid witness too. there
seemed to be an infinite number of panels that I could explore and dive into, and it stretched behind, over, under and to every
direction. I start to notice my breathing pattern effecting everything around me.
t+2:30h - I am in a complete trance. eyes closed, after about a half hour of meditation, out of the complex layered designs,
a golden-rainbow orb surfaces. I am extremely intrigued, as everytime i complete a cycle of breath, the orb becomes more visible
and more clear. my body feels are absolutely out the roof at this point, complete and utter bliss. a point in the song i was listening
to climaxes, and synchronizes with the most incredible realization that i had from this trip. the orb that I was witnessing was
my own spiritual self. no sooner did the wwords conjur up in my head did the orb take over my entire visual field. I opened my eyes and
started crying in complete joy. this was the happiest i had ever been. never up until this point in my life had i experienced this.
++++ in every aspect.
t+4h - I am laying down staring at my ceiling, completely blown away from what i had just experienced. I was urged to run out of my
room and hug my parents deeply, but decided against it as i was still very very high. at this point, I was just laying back and letting
the LSD massage my brain and soul while listening to the classics such as Pink Floyd and Jimi Hendrix. still at a very strong +++.
t+7h - I notice a decline in my state. I am still extremely introspective and thinking in fractals, even MOVING in fractals. this thought
made me burst into an insane fit of laughter. at this point i decided I was ready to walk around my house, as everyone else was asleep.
as i approached my fridge and poured a glass of water, I realized i hadnt even dranken anything throughout the whole trip. this then struck
me with, well i cant prove whether it was real or in my head as LSD does cause some slight delusions) an insane sense of dehydration which was
instantly cured with chugging a glass.
t+10 - definate decline in all senses. a bit exhausted at this point mentally. I catch myself just zoning oout at the ceiling or walls, still
thinking in loops but am used to it. finally able to go to sleep at t+12h
OVERALL: the next day I felt a bit fried, little visual residue left on the walls and in the corners of my eyes. Still in a sense of wonderment. LSD-25 isnt for everyone,
but wow did it help me really figure myself out.
EXPERIENCE PRIOR TO TRIP: marijuana, AM-2201, MXE, MDMA, MDA, LSD, AL-LAD, mushrooms, xanax, oxycontin, cocaine.
SUBSTANCE: LSD-25
DOSAGE: 660ug
t-15 - I prepared for the trip that was to come. A very good friend of mine who was a Grateful Dead family member
handed me 6 tabs of extremely potent LSD-25, lab tested at about 110ugs a piece.
t+0m - I lay the strip of LSD-25 on my tongue. no taste, as i expected, as real LSD (contrary to what
some uneducated individuals believe) is completeley tasteless. I went around my room cleaning and making
sure everything was tidy, as I do with most come ups on trips. I eagerly awaited the effects.
t+15m - first alerts noticable. I am starting to find things that i would normally find interesting very trivial
and full of nonsense. All of a sudden, out of nowhere, a deep deep fear strikes me right in the heart. "Did i take
too much?" i say to myself in my head. "is this the time I wont come back?" my heart rate begins to elevate. no noticable visuals
as of yet.
t+20m - OEV's start coming on strong. objects begin to twist and bend, a-la classic LSD. my heart rate is through the roof and I am
experiencing a genuine panic attack. over and over in my head, my body kept telling me I was going to die. "this is LSD. it is non-toxic.
I am not going to die" I would say out loud in response over and over. My white walls began to deconstruct into refracted fractal rays,
as i call them. definite ++
t+35m- My heart rate is slowing down, and I am beggininng to enjoy my altered state of conciousness very much. I laughed
very hard looking back at what i was like just a couple of minutes ago. OEV's and CEV's are in my face and Im loving it.
I put on my pre-determined "tripping playllist", put on my headphones and laid down in my bed.
t+1:15h - The playfullness of the trip is gone. I am now fully immersed in pure psychadelia, every thought would reflect itself in
the wiring of the visuals, in which i came to a realization that the visuals I was experiencing were actually a blueprint for the
inner workings of my mind. I confirmed this with thinking about something, and watching certain cogs move, then thinking another thing
and watching different ones move in different ways. the notion that i am "crazy" is completely out the window. I am experiencing the "now"
as much as i possibly could at this moment. +++, bordering on ++++
t+2h - complete and utter synchrinization. Explosions In the Sky comes on my playlist and, almost instinctivly my body shifts into
meditative position. CEV's resemnble one of the most beuaituflly constructed fractal designs i have ever laid witness too. there
seemed to be an infinite number of panels that I could explore and dive into, and it stretched behind, over, under and to every
direction. I start to notice my breathing pattern effecting everything around me.
t+2:30h - I am in a complete trance. eyes closed, after about a half hour of meditation, out of the complex layered designs,
a golden-rainbow orb surfaces. I am extremely intrigued, as everytime i complete a cycle of breath, the orb becomes more visible
and more clear. my body feels are absolutely out the roof at this point, complete and utter bliss. a point in the song i was listening
to climaxes, and synchronizes with the most incredible realization that i had from this trip. the orb that I was witnessing was
my own spiritual self. no sooner did the wwords conjur up in my head did the orb take over my entire visual field. I opened my eyes and
started crying in complete joy. this was the happiest i had ever been. never up until this point in my life had i experienced this.
++++ in every aspect.
t+4h - I am laying down staring at my ceiling, completely blown away from what i had just experienced. I was urged to run out of my
room and hug my parents deeply, but decided against it as i was still very very high. at this point, I was just laying back and letting
the LSD massage my brain and soul while listening to the classics such as Pink Floyd and Jimi Hendrix. still at a very strong +++.
t+7h - I notice a decline in my state. I am still extremely introspective and thinking in fractals, even MOVING in fractals. this thought
made me burst into an insane fit of laughter. at this point i decided I was ready to walk around my house, as everyone else was asleep.
as i approached my fridge and poured a glass of water, I realized i hadnt even dranken anything throughout the whole trip. this then struck
me with, well i cant prove whether it was real or in my head as LSD does cause some slight delusions) an insane sense of dehydration which was
instantly cured with chugging a glass.
t+10 - definate decline in all senses. a bit exhausted at this point mentally. I catch myself just zoning oout at the ceiling or walls, still
thinking in loops but am used to it. finally able to go to sleep at t+12h
OVERALL: the next day I felt a bit fried, little visual residue left on the walls and in the corners of my eyes. Still in a sense of wonderment. LSD-25 isnt for everyone,
but wow did it help me really figure myself out.
