Igotthesnow
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(Before you read this everyone is talking about the whole situation with the Narcan well i know it doesn't sound accurate but they asked me several questions about if i had done heroin and when i was on drugs i said yes even though i was not on heroin they tried to stop the process of me dying in any way which wouldn't have even happened but this is all i remember for all i know it could have been in my head i watch a lot of COPS)
So this is my first post and i have never used this site i have just only read things on this site so excuse anything i do wrong and spelling errors and shit (not that i really care) so feel free to tell me if i fucked up somewhere.
so let me introduce myself before this story so you know who i am and how i handle drugs.
I'm 16 yea i'm young i fucking get it don't bash me for this i know what i am doing i guess. So anyways i have done a lot of drugs experimented and pretty much done everything (not so proud of that) but you get the picture so i'm pretty known as a stoner, acid head and pretty much lost majority of my friends for being a coke head and i mean a lot of coke inhuman amounts of coke let me tell you. i have partied and always been known as the young kid but everyone seems to be fine with that at party's i have been partying smoking since i was 12 and really just hung out with the wrong crowd but i'm working on it but that i am pretty chill and just pretty paranoid after doing all the drugs but mostly rock but i'l make a post on that prior to this but anyways always been low-key never talk to cops hide my shit never get caught know my rights.
The only ticket i have ever had was poss of THC and worth of 4gs nothing really and curfew i have had other police issues but i got out of them
Also i have pretty bad ADHD
and that is really it about me i want you to know but this is just my experiences and what i know and have had in my past
but onto the story. WARNING this shit is long...
Story:
Me and my friend we are gonna call him dickwad for doing this to me but we had acquired a great deal on some blotter i was pretty fucking excited since we had been friends for a while and it was his birthday so we both pitched in so me and dickwad went to our guy and got a "birthday deal" this deal with 90 for 15 hits of some amazing blotter 210ug trusted source great artwork and was not Nbombs for sure so we went to this guy and i was pretty excited but nervous for some reason i just had that bad gut feeling now hold on i know when you have that feeling it should be time to rethink but i was in the moment so i was not thinking (i'm a dumbshit) always trust your gut! So we got this from our guy and originally i just wanted to pitch in with him and get some tabs for him and me and i would go home and he would too because i like to trip alone it makes me feel better and i like to go on spiritual quests by myself for some reason but he insisted on going to this crib of course me thinking its his birthday i cant leave someone who wants to share some blotter hanging so of course i went along with it. so we start driving back and we are talking about dosages and what we are gonna do dosage wise. So i decided i would take 12 hits of some strong LSD of the strip we had and he would take 3 because he has only done it once and i have been tripping for a while now (long enough to be confident about me tripping) so we get our tabs ready and we are 10 mins away from home and this fucking idiot decided to dose right then and there and i was like yo dude we are still driving so dickwad goes "its fine, its fine we are 10 mins away" i agree but then we have an issue. He doses and we are almost on e so we drive 20 mins to get some gas and start heading back and i dosed as well prior to when he did with the 12 blots so i start to rush thoughts in my head "what if he cant drive when we get back from the gas station" etc bad thoughts already before i even feel it. But we get gas and head back by the time we are 15 mins away from home now we are tripping sack i'm not talking visuals yet but i felt like i was almost out of my body like a DMT trip but a little less i start to freak out but remain calm all i could think about was there is no way this fucking idiot can drive right now. But we managed to get home and we pretty much swerved the whole way there on these dark back roads fucking terrifying in relief we park and walk in his house by now i was tripping sack dehydrated we go to his fridge i slam water but it was so hard to like i felt like it just wouldn't go down right but still managed. We walked upstairs to his room and by now i'm fucking tripping so hard the stars on his walls were breathing and spinning! We sat there for what seemed like an hour maybe 45 mins and we were high as fuck. I cant ever understand what to explain to you but it was probably the most beautiful/intense thing i have ever seen and i have even dosed higher that 12 hits before and haven't had visual this insane i look to dickwad and say "When i start to peak don't let me do something stupid" knowing that this was going to kick my ass. So we go downstairs and look at his dog laughing our asses off he has a wolf dog and the thing is huge i don't know what we thought was so funny but man it was for some reason laughable. So then we go outside and explore his yard now i'm seeming shadows morphing his car was moving downhill and it was in park the trees were talking to me and breathing and swaying like it was windy out when it was not at all. And i lost my footing and could barley walk (i looked drunk as hell) and things seemed to be trying to speak to me this voice in my head were trying to attack me telling me "you are gonna die, you are gonna die!" i start freaking out and dickwad says to me "are you okay?" i sit and close my eyes in the grass and start to meditate telling myself it will all be okay. But things just kept getting dark and evil. I smoke a ciggerate and calm down but still had these dark thoughts in my mind i eventually just said fuck it and thought about happiness we go to his car and grab his bud and we were planning on smoking it but first we had to obviously fuck around first because we are tripping balls at this point so anyways dickwads dad is a firefighter and legit had a firetruck outside in the yard and we go up to it and go "dude lets fucking drive this thing" laughing our asses off we get into the truck but this is were things got fucked up.
So now dickwad and me and trying to find out how to start this firetruck when we somehow and i don't know how but i got "stuck" in the firetruck its this small space in the front seat and i was sitting in the drivers end and dickwad was in the passenger seat and we both said "fuck" we both try to unlock the doors and we are now stuck in this fire truck on acid in a small space and can barely breath because its so hot in there for some odd reason. I start to panic and now at this point the panicking has for some reason made me trip harder i freak out yelling "Okay bro this is not fucking fun anymore get me the fuck out of this fire truck right the fuck now" screaming now trying to unlock the door ending up flashing hard peaking and its too dark to see outside and i just fast forward for some reason i kid you not time just changed i look over and dickwad is out of the firetruck with the door opened and the whole time we were never stuck in this firetruck at all i am legit not even kidding was freaking out scared thinking i was stuck in a truck when one of the fucking doors were open the whole time. dickwad not even tripping as close to me (still tripping balls) is now getting pissed at me he starts yelling at me saying "dude if you aren't fucking okay you need at least be more quiet this shit is getting annoying" I apologize and explain i don't know how that even happened then i start getting up to get out of this thing and all of the sudden i hear people come outside (this was his dad but this isin't what i thought" so then the person comes to the firetruck with a flashlight and i thought it was a cop and he comes up to us and starts talking to dickwad asking what we were doing. Now i'm freaking the fuck out i hid my face in my hoodie and start trying not to panic and this made me look weird as hell because now this kid on drugs is in your motherfucking firetruck with your son, ignoring you by hiding in his hoodie so eventually his dad who i thought was a cop the whole time goes inside and the whole time i thought it was still a cop and he just left us alone (now after i woke up the next day we are getting to that i remember the whole conversation of what he was saying to this dad it went like this "Hey you guys like my firetruck? You guys seem to being having too much fun haha just be careful") so i panicked for nothing so then we go to the front of his house and i cant even see clearly like the world is melting my face feels like its melting off and my fingers were growing by inches i kid you not. So we smoke another cig and i lit the cig backwards and started smoking it and i ended up burning myself and the pain was so intense for some reason that i start jumping around saying "fuck that hurt" and dickwad straight up says "dude you are not okay like you need to fucking chill the fuck out or you gotta go somewhere else" panic arises now i'm thinking police were here and my own friend was trying to throw me out onto the streets so i could be murdered i thought that now i was not okay because i was told i was not and i start to scream and just start running away i just ran and ran and all of the sudden i don't remember anything being conscious at all i just like blackout.
Now this is all i remember being awake during the begging of the trip now i sorta wake up somewhere in his yard and i'm tripping like insane flashbacks i just hear a bike peddling and realize that dickwad was on a bike pulling up to me and says "dude what are you doing lets go" i say go where? "We are going bike riding don't you remember? Now come on lets go!" So i get on this bike and we start riding down the street and all i remember from this is we did not make it far and i ended up hitting a bush with his bike and not really biking correctly we then go back to his house me having to walk the bike back now get there and i flash again another blackout type thing and now i hear sirens tons of sirens and i saw the most intense visuals i have probably ever seen like i cant even explain it it was so insane i could not tell you what it looked like the world was ending in my own mind. I then get stuck in a time loop like if i could explain to you what i mean like time kept repeating and even when i got through the time loop and continued i would go back exactly to where i was before and it would all reset and this time loop was so scary i was crying screaming yelling help and even yelled kill me make it stop screaming over and over and the time loop was me and i was in the backyard of the house and i kept running from these voice in my head and i would hit this fence and as soon as i did i would go back to where i was this i heard sirens still ringing so loud continued for what seemed like hours in my own mind and i thought the whole time in this loop the swat team was looking for me and i had been wanted for years and they finally found me and i thought i legit was going to die i black out again and wake up this time i was in control of myself and look up i was fully on my back layed down shirtless looking up at 2 cops and dickwad sitting there next to me i think in my head "i'm so fucked" now i was repeating to myself don't do anything fucking stupid or you could ruin your whole life so these cops are asking me are you okay and an ambulance pulled up with his sirens on the exact ones i had been hearing in my loop so these cops were like "whats your name" and i start saying out loud "THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME HELP OH GOD HELP" over and over till one of the officers restrain me and hold me down i start freaking out and the ambulance drivers come over and assist them then the officer was saying to me trying to calm me down (thank god they were actual nice cops or id be in juvie for sure) things like "its okay man we aren't here to hurt you" "you are gonna be fine you aren't in trouble everything is okay" and i kept hearing those words over and over in my heard and for some reason it made it worse now i blackout again and have this intense flashback like a dream almost but i cant remember any of it and then i wake up in this ambulance.
This is were i got into trouble and fucked me over (whole ambulance conversation)
So they were asking me all kinds of things like name address who am i what drugs have i taken?
They ask me by list "have you done any herion tonight" is the first thing they ask me and i go yes! they made me do it?
"who made you do it?"
I don't know their names but they are coming for me"
"what else have you done?"
i just start spewing out drugs i go "i smoked crack i smoked weed i snorted meth im going to die" this is what fucked me over i was so wacked out of my mind i would say anything anyone told me to say
they start putting shit in my because they thought i was legit on herion which i was not on so they shot me with Narcan and all this crazy shit to "keep me alive" which i never really needed
at this point i was tripping so hard that i thought that girl driving was my mom and the cop sitting in there with me was my dad and start spewing out crazy shit like "mom save me help im going to die"
at this point they literally went along with it which pisses me off they were fucking with me just to calm me down now i don't know if thats a good idea but i guess it worked out
she started saying that everything will be okay me thinking my mom is here with me when she is on vacation 2000 miles away fucking cid man
Now i get to the hospital
I awake to 2 detectives and the doctor trying to figure out what is wrong with me he asks me all these questions i deny everything now because i am sobered up at least 40 percent
they all asks me these questions but i'm still tripping hard trying to figure out what i'm saying and eventually the dad i don't even live with shows up and this is the worst part
i don't live with my dad he does not know i even smoke weed (till now) and he is the most anti-pot anti-drug person on this earth like i'm telling you its bad so he is showing up here seeing me in a state of which looks like i'm on some fucked shit but now that kinda messed with my head and they all start asking me whats going on with you and they got a call from dickwad a few minutes later and by the way dickwad is 18! so he could have gotten fucked over for this i wish he would have so dickwad told the police i took LSD and how i dosed with him he told them everything even though it was not necessary so now I'm here freaking out thinking i'm going to jail or that i was fucked up and they got something from me that i had i thought they had possession of something on me at least to say. (they did drug test me and i failed for LSD THC And COC Though)
So now i kinda just fall asleep thinking i need to sober up now so i can argue this i am not in a state right now to handle this so i just fall asleep now i wake up with my dad who i fucking hate next to me i am at this point pretty sobered up i mean i still had visuals slightly and it had been like 8 hours prior to me arriving there. Now i'm fucking pissed off thinking all this shit like "Why did dickwad snitch on me" "why am i in a hospital for being on acid that is just stupid" all this shit made no sense to me we talked and talked and these detectives questioned me for hours till my dad just flat out said "i'm in custody of him do whatever you want with him i don't care at this point i don't want no drug addict in my life" me flat out saying to him "go fuck yourself you fucking piece of shit" just at this point saying fuck it so now these detectives are sitting here explaining to me that acid kills people and how acid is one of the most dangerous drugs ever and blah blah blah the most bullshit thing i have ever heard in my life and now the detectives say "you can have 2 options one. We can take you down to the station and you will be put in a mental hospital for 90 days or we let you voluntarily join a rehab center and we will drop all this and nothing will be on your record me not even having a choice first of all then dad comes in and says we want him in the rehab center so then we sit there all day till they fill out paperwork for me to go to inpatient but i ended up never going to that i went to outpatient
Finally i had to go home with dad because he is my "legal guardian" and had to stay there for a week till my other guardian got home from vacation and i went back to my real home.
1 Week And 2 days later
Started this outpatient shit its so fucking stupid this place is full of junkies and crazy people that lie their asses off all day and i have no choice but to be here
its really not that bad but its a waste of my time i even had to quit work to do this!
3 Weeks In
Now i'm in IOP and i'm a week away from freedom wish me luck man
Now we are reaching the end here and this is just a recap of what i saw now i talked to dickwad days after to at least ask what he saw happen and he explain this to me
-We started tripping
-I was enjoying myself to much
-I started saying people were trying to kill me
-I took his bike and drove down the street eventually hitting into a neighbors fence and kept running into the fence over and over
-Then tried to fight him for coming near me cause he threatened to call the police then started running around his yard half naked saying "They are trying to kill me help!"
Then running away from his neighbors and woke up half the neighborhood to me running half naked around with a bike yelling Help.....
-Then telling the police officers i was superhuman and i can teleport
-And then trying to run from them.
But he is the reason i had a bad trip this whole time if i was in a stable environment this would have never happened but i mean i don't think i'm everdosing that high ever again
and the whole time screaming at a dude on a ton of acid is pretty fucked to begin with you should have done what the people in the ambulance did and just lied saying that you are here or this and that instead of just you know saying you are fucking dying. Anyone on acid after being told their is police or you are going to die is going to panic and panicking on LSD can change your whole view on reality or the situation or at least in my case.
Bonus:
Dickwad had called me saying that the reason this whole thing happened was not from the acid i took but infact someone stopped by and gave dickwad a vile of lsd to swig on for the both of us
so apparently he dripped a few on his tounge and i swigged a quarter of the whole thing so in reality i had injested 12 double dosed tabs and a unkown amount of lsd from that swig probaly ranging
from 20-30 hits of acid not even knowing if some of this chemical he had had 25i in it? We will never know.
Still The Best Trip Ever.
Lesson today is: never trust anyone.
Edit: Got some revenge Dickwad had messaged me asking for alprazolam recently so he met me at mcdonalds and i gave him some some laxatives haven't heard from him since
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So this is my first post and i have never used this site i have just only read things on this site so excuse anything i do wrong and spelling errors and shit (not that i really care) so feel free to tell me if i fucked up somewhere.
so let me introduce myself before this story so you know who i am and how i handle drugs.
I'm 16 yea i'm young i fucking get it don't bash me for this i know what i am doing i guess. So anyways i have done a lot of drugs experimented and pretty much done everything (not so proud of that) but you get the picture so i'm pretty known as a stoner, acid head and pretty much lost majority of my friends for being a coke head and i mean a lot of coke inhuman amounts of coke let me tell you. i have partied and always been known as the young kid but everyone seems to be fine with that at party's i have been partying smoking since i was 12 and really just hung out with the wrong crowd but i'm working on it but that i am pretty chill and just pretty paranoid after doing all the drugs but mostly rock but i'l make a post on that prior to this but anyways always been low-key never talk to cops hide my shit never get caught know my rights.
The only ticket i have ever had was poss of THC and worth of 4gs nothing really and curfew i have had other police issues but i got out of them
Also i have pretty bad ADHD
and that is really it about me i want you to know but this is just my experiences and what i know and have had in my past
but onto the story. WARNING this shit is long...
Story:
Me and my friend we are gonna call him dickwad for doing this to me but we had acquired a great deal on some blotter i was pretty fucking excited since we had been friends for a while and it was his birthday so we both pitched in so me and dickwad went to our guy and got a "birthday deal" this deal with 90 for 15 hits of some amazing blotter 210ug trusted source great artwork and was not Nbombs for sure so we went to this guy and i was pretty excited but nervous for some reason i just had that bad gut feeling now hold on i know when you have that feeling it should be time to rethink but i was in the moment so i was not thinking (i'm a dumbshit) always trust your gut! So we got this from our guy and originally i just wanted to pitch in with him and get some tabs for him and me and i would go home and he would too because i like to trip alone it makes me feel better and i like to go on spiritual quests by myself for some reason but he insisted on going to this crib of course me thinking its his birthday i cant leave someone who wants to share some blotter hanging so of course i went along with it. so we start driving back and we are talking about dosages and what we are gonna do dosage wise. So i decided i would take 12 hits of some strong LSD of the strip we had and he would take 3 because he has only done it once and i have been tripping for a while now (long enough to be confident about me tripping) so we get our tabs ready and we are 10 mins away from home and this fucking idiot decided to dose right then and there and i was like yo dude we are still driving so dickwad goes "its fine, its fine we are 10 mins away" i agree but then we have an issue. He doses and we are almost on e so we drive 20 mins to get some gas and start heading back and i dosed as well prior to when he did with the 12 blots so i start to rush thoughts in my head "what if he cant drive when we get back from the gas station" etc bad thoughts already before i even feel it. But we get gas and head back by the time we are 15 mins away from home now we are tripping sack i'm not talking visuals yet but i felt like i was almost out of my body like a DMT trip but a little less i start to freak out but remain calm all i could think about was there is no way this fucking idiot can drive right now. But we managed to get home and we pretty much swerved the whole way there on these dark back roads fucking terrifying in relief we park and walk in his house by now i was tripping sack dehydrated we go to his fridge i slam water but it was so hard to like i felt like it just wouldn't go down right but still managed. We walked upstairs to his room and by now i'm fucking tripping so hard the stars on his walls were breathing and spinning! We sat there for what seemed like an hour maybe 45 mins and we were high as fuck. I cant ever understand what to explain to you but it was probably the most beautiful/intense thing i have ever seen and i have even dosed higher that 12 hits before and haven't had visual this insane i look to dickwad and say "When i start to peak don't let me do something stupid" knowing that this was going to kick my ass. So we go downstairs and look at his dog laughing our asses off he has a wolf dog and the thing is huge i don't know what we thought was so funny but man it was for some reason laughable. So then we go outside and explore his yard now i'm seeming shadows morphing his car was moving downhill and it was in park the trees were talking to me and breathing and swaying like it was windy out when it was not at all. And i lost my footing and could barley walk (i looked drunk as hell) and things seemed to be trying to speak to me this voice in my head were trying to attack me telling me "you are gonna die, you are gonna die!" i start freaking out and dickwad says to me "are you okay?" i sit and close my eyes in the grass and start to meditate telling myself it will all be okay. But things just kept getting dark and evil. I smoke a ciggerate and calm down but still had these dark thoughts in my mind i eventually just said fuck it and thought about happiness we go to his car and grab his bud and we were planning on smoking it but first we had to obviously fuck around first because we are tripping balls at this point so anyways dickwads dad is a firefighter and legit had a firetruck outside in the yard and we go up to it and go "dude lets fucking drive this thing" laughing our asses off we get into the truck but this is were things got fucked up.
So now dickwad and me and trying to find out how to start this firetruck when we somehow and i don't know how but i got "stuck" in the firetruck its this small space in the front seat and i was sitting in the drivers end and dickwad was in the passenger seat and we both said "fuck" we both try to unlock the doors and we are now stuck in this fire truck on acid in a small space and can barely breath because its so hot in there for some odd reason. I start to panic and now at this point the panicking has for some reason made me trip harder i freak out yelling "Okay bro this is not fucking fun anymore get me the fuck out of this fire truck right the fuck now" screaming now trying to unlock the door ending up flashing hard peaking and its too dark to see outside and i just fast forward for some reason i kid you not time just changed i look over and dickwad is out of the firetruck with the door opened and the whole time we were never stuck in this firetruck at all i am legit not even kidding was freaking out scared thinking i was stuck in a truck when one of the fucking doors were open the whole time. dickwad not even tripping as close to me (still tripping balls) is now getting pissed at me he starts yelling at me saying "dude if you aren't fucking okay you need at least be more quiet this shit is getting annoying" I apologize and explain i don't know how that even happened then i start getting up to get out of this thing and all of the sudden i hear people come outside (this was his dad but this isin't what i thought" so then the person comes to the firetruck with a flashlight and i thought it was a cop and he comes up to us and starts talking to dickwad asking what we were doing. Now i'm freaking the fuck out i hid my face in my hoodie and start trying not to panic and this made me look weird as hell because now this kid on drugs is in your motherfucking firetruck with your son, ignoring you by hiding in his hoodie so eventually his dad who i thought was a cop the whole time goes inside and the whole time i thought it was still a cop and he just left us alone (now after i woke up the next day we are getting to that i remember the whole conversation of what he was saying to this dad it went like this "Hey you guys like my firetruck? You guys seem to being having too much fun haha just be careful") so i panicked for nothing so then we go to the front of his house and i cant even see clearly like the world is melting my face feels like its melting off and my fingers were growing by inches i kid you not. So we smoke another cig and i lit the cig backwards and started smoking it and i ended up burning myself and the pain was so intense for some reason that i start jumping around saying "fuck that hurt" and dickwad straight up says "dude you are not okay like you need to fucking chill the fuck out or you gotta go somewhere else" panic arises now i'm thinking police were here and my own friend was trying to throw me out onto the streets so i could be murdered i thought that now i was not okay because i was told i was not and i start to scream and just start running away i just ran and ran and all of the sudden i don't remember anything being conscious at all i just like blackout.
Now this is all i remember being awake during the begging of the trip now i sorta wake up somewhere in his yard and i'm tripping like insane flashbacks i just hear a bike peddling and realize that dickwad was on a bike pulling up to me and says "dude what are you doing lets go" i say go where? "We are going bike riding don't you remember? Now come on lets go!" So i get on this bike and we start riding down the street and all i remember from this is we did not make it far and i ended up hitting a bush with his bike and not really biking correctly we then go back to his house me having to walk the bike back now get there and i flash again another blackout type thing and now i hear sirens tons of sirens and i saw the most intense visuals i have probably ever seen like i cant even explain it it was so insane i could not tell you what it looked like the world was ending in my own mind. I then get stuck in a time loop like if i could explain to you what i mean like time kept repeating and even when i got through the time loop and continued i would go back exactly to where i was before and it would all reset and this time loop was so scary i was crying screaming yelling help and even yelled kill me make it stop screaming over and over and the time loop was me and i was in the backyard of the house and i kept running from these voice in my head and i would hit this fence and as soon as i did i would go back to where i was this i heard sirens still ringing so loud continued for what seemed like hours in my own mind and i thought the whole time in this loop the swat team was looking for me and i had been wanted for years and they finally found me and i thought i legit was going to die i black out again and wake up this time i was in control of myself and look up i was fully on my back layed down shirtless looking up at 2 cops and dickwad sitting there next to me i think in my head "i'm so fucked" now i was repeating to myself don't do anything fucking stupid or you could ruin your whole life so these cops are asking me are you okay and an ambulance pulled up with his sirens on the exact ones i had been hearing in my loop so these cops were like "whats your name" and i start saying out loud "THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME HELP OH GOD HELP" over and over till one of the officers restrain me and hold me down i start freaking out and the ambulance drivers come over and assist them then the officer was saying to me trying to calm me down (thank god they were actual nice cops or id be in juvie for sure) things like "its okay man we aren't here to hurt you" "you are gonna be fine you aren't in trouble everything is okay" and i kept hearing those words over and over in my heard and for some reason it made it worse now i blackout again and have this intense flashback like a dream almost but i cant remember any of it and then i wake up in this ambulance.
This is were i got into trouble and fucked me over (whole ambulance conversation)
So they were asking me all kinds of things like name address who am i what drugs have i taken?
They ask me by list "have you done any herion tonight" is the first thing they ask me and i go yes! they made me do it?
"who made you do it?"
I don't know their names but they are coming for me"
"what else have you done?"
i just start spewing out drugs i go "i smoked crack i smoked weed i snorted meth im going to die" this is what fucked me over i was so wacked out of my mind i would say anything anyone told me to say
they start putting shit in my because they thought i was legit on herion which i was not on so they shot me with Narcan and all this crazy shit to "keep me alive" which i never really needed
at this point i was tripping so hard that i thought that girl driving was my mom and the cop sitting in there with me was my dad and start spewing out crazy shit like "mom save me help im going to die"
at this point they literally went along with it which pisses me off they were fucking with me just to calm me down now i don't know if thats a good idea but i guess it worked out
she started saying that everything will be okay me thinking my mom is here with me when she is on vacation 2000 miles away fucking cid man
Now i get to the hospital
I awake to 2 detectives and the doctor trying to figure out what is wrong with me he asks me all these questions i deny everything now because i am sobered up at least 40 percent
they all asks me these questions but i'm still tripping hard trying to figure out what i'm saying and eventually the dad i don't even live with shows up and this is the worst part
i don't live with my dad he does not know i even smoke weed (till now) and he is the most anti-pot anti-drug person on this earth like i'm telling you its bad so he is showing up here seeing me in a state of which looks like i'm on some fucked shit but now that kinda messed with my head and they all start asking me whats going on with you and they got a call from dickwad a few minutes later and by the way dickwad is 18! so he could have gotten fucked over for this i wish he would have so dickwad told the police i took LSD and how i dosed with him he told them everything even though it was not necessary so now I'm here freaking out thinking i'm going to jail or that i was fucked up and they got something from me that i had i thought they had possession of something on me at least to say. (they did drug test me and i failed for LSD THC And COC Though)
So now i kinda just fall asleep thinking i need to sober up now so i can argue this i am not in a state right now to handle this so i just fall asleep now i wake up with my dad who i fucking hate next to me i am at this point pretty sobered up i mean i still had visuals slightly and it had been like 8 hours prior to me arriving there. Now i'm fucking pissed off thinking all this shit like "Why did dickwad snitch on me" "why am i in a hospital for being on acid that is just stupid" all this shit made no sense to me we talked and talked and these detectives questioned me for hours till my dad just flat out said "i'm in custody of him do whatever you want with him i don't care at this point i don't want no drug addict in my life" me flat out saying to him "go fuck yourself you fucking piece of shit" just at this point saying fuck it so now these detectives are sitting here explaining to me that acid kills people and how acid is one of the most dangerous drugs ever and blah blah blah the most bullshit thing i have ever heard in my life and now the detectives say "you can have 2 options one. We can take you down to the station and you will be put in a mental hospital for 90 days or we let you voluntarily join a rehab center and we will drop all this and nothing will be on your record me not even having a choice first of all then dad comes in and says we want him in the rehab center so then we sit there all day till they fill out paperwork for me to go to inpatient but i ended up never going to that i went to outpatient
Finally i had to go home with dad because he is my "legal guardian" and had to stay there for a week till my other guardian got home from vacation and i went back to my real home.
1 Week And 2 days later
Started this outpatient shit its so fucking stupid this place is full of junkies and crazy people that lie their asses off all day and i have no choice but to be here
its really not that bad but its a waste of my time i even had to quit work to do this!
3 Weeks In
Now i'm in IOP and i'm a week away from freedom wish me luck man
Now we are reaching the end here and this is just a recap of what i saw now i talked to dickwad days after to at least ask what he saw happen and he explain this to me
-We started tripping
-I was enjoying myself to much
-I started saying people were trying to kill me
-I took his bike and drove down the street eventually hitting into a neighbors fence and kept running into the fence over and over
-Then tried to fight him for coming near me cause he threatened to call the police then started running around his yard half naked saying "They are trying to kill me help!"
Then running away from his neighbors and woke up half the neighborhood to me running half naked around with a bike yelling Help.....
-Then telling the police officers i was superhuman and i can teleport
-And then trying to run from them.
But he is the reason i had a bad trip this whole time if i was in a stable environment this would have never happened but i mean i don't think i'm everdosing that high ever again
and the whole time screaming at a dude on a ton of acid is pretty fucked to begin with you should have done what the people in the ambulance did and just lied saying that you are here or this and that instead of just you know saying you are fucking dying. Anyone on acid after being told their is police or you are going to die is going to panic and panicking on LSD can change your whole view on reality or the situation or at least in my case.
Bonus:
Dickwad had called me saying that the reason this whole thing happened was not from the acid i took but infact someone stopped by and gave dickwad a vile of lsd to swig on for the both of us
so apparently he dripped a few on his tounge and i swigged a quarter of the whole thing so in reality i had injested 12 double dosed tabs and a unkown amount of lsd from that swig probaly ranging
from 20-30 hits of acid not even knowing if some of this chemical he had had 25i in it? We will never know.
Still The Best Trip Ever.
Lesson today is: never trust anyone.
Edit: Got some revenge Dickwad had messaged me asking for alprazolam recently so he met me at mcdonalds and i gave him some some laxatives haven't heard from him since
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