Cid The Sloth
Greenlighter
This is the story of the first time i took LSD. My brother, C, and I decided we were gong to take it on a friday night. It was about 11pm and my parents were on their way home. We could track them on our moms phone so we knew where they were. We assumed they would come home and just go right to bed and leave us alone, so we each took a tab and a half and our parents arrived about 5 minutes later. This was where we made our first mistake.
Our mom comes home drunk as fuck and immediately starts yelling at my brother and I about the house being dirty or something silly like that. This went on for about 20 minutes. Meanwhile, C and I are beginning to feel the effects and it started to become a stressful situation for me because I was feeling it come on (and this was my first time) and i was being yelled at. When my mom finally left us alone C and I had a little pow wow in my room just to make sure we were both doing alright. C, who had also never done acid before, was coming up much faster than I was. We were chillin in my room listening to music, relaxing after our moms yelling and hanging out till about 1145 when we both were really feeling the energy flow trhough us so we decided to climb out his window and hang out in our backyard because we wanted to be outside. Originally we had planned to go paddle boarding, at night, while on acid for the first time. Fortunately, we never got out on the lake because we were both trippin and forgot.
Anyway, I had packed a backpack with some drawing supplies, my phone, a charger, headphones and a jacket. Needless to say, I had no idea what to expect on acid and was completely unprepared for the night. I assumed that these "things" i brought with me would make the trip more enjoyable but they really ended up stressing me out. So, were in our backyard (which is backed up to a public park and a dock) so we decide to walk to the dock because i was feeling some pretty heavy nausea. When we got to the dock (which is only about 150 yards from our backyard) we just layed down. I had no idea what to expect from lsd and was starting to worry because i was feeling very nauseous and the mental and visual effects were becoming very intense.
I was starring at the sky and I started seeing myself laying on the dock as if i was looking at myself from above. And at the same time I was getting farther and farther away from my body until I was so far from my body that my visual field consisted of a kaleidoscopic rotating shape, and each individual piece of the kaliedescop was me looking at myself from above and zooming out so far that I would end up right back above myself, then the zoooming out would begin again. It was extremely overwhelming and I began to feel extremely anxious because i had never felt anything like that and I was super sketched about being near my house and my parents (who are extremly anti drugs, especially now lmao keep reading).
Things really started to go downhill when my perception of time was completely obliterated. I have no idea how long i was laying on the dock but it felt like an eternity. I thought that I would get stuck in time but I couldnt understand time so it was filling me with extreme anxiety. Meanwhile, C is laying next to me and I was afraid of giving him the anxiety I was feeling so I stayed quiet and pushed through. Eventually, I was able to put myself together and sit up and try to turn on some music but the act of taking things out of my backpack became extremely stressful because i had to keep track of all the items I took out. I also couldnt figure out how to work my phone or plug my headphones in and that gave me even more anxiety.
Eventually I gave up on the music and we walked back to our backyard where we just layed in the grass. The change of scenery was nice and calmed me down a little. I was enjoying the textures of the grass on my skin and I thought it was made of rubber and was pulling the rubber out of the ground. I was tripping pretty hard at this point and it was probably about an hour and 30 min into the trip. At some point we decided to go back inside of our house because it was really hot oustide even though it was close to 2AM. But every time we got to the window to climb back inside we got nervous and went back to the backyard to lie down again. This became a loop we were stuck in and I began to feel more anxiety than I had ever felt when I realised we had done the same thing over and over again. The loop went on about 6 times and every time i would get more and more anxious. During one of the last lopps I began to hallucinate that I was driving a car and I thought I had crashed it into my neighbors house and my brother and I were layng in the grass because I thought we were thrown from the car in the car crash I had hallucinated. At this point I was completely blasted from this reality and have no memories other than what I was hallucinating.
I dont remember getting back inside the house but we did and we were laying on my brothers bed in the dark. At this point I still had not toldmy brother I was having a bad trip because I was afraid I would drag him into the bad trip with me. While laying on the bed (idk if my eyes were opened or closed) i thought I was dying. I remember feeling intense amounts of energy flowing through me which I thought was what it felt like to die. I was having fake flashbacks about the fake life I had hallucinated for myself. I remember people telling me I was heading down the wrong road and I thought I had killed my brother and myslef in the fake car crash.
I DIED. I felt myself come out of my body and saw the paramedics carry my body off on a stretcher and then I was no longer a human. I was simply energy being pushed by other forms of energy on a plane that did not exist in this reality. It was not a pleasant place to be. The energies were not positive. I was in a place with negative and very rigid and jagged energies that were bumping into me and making me extremely tense. It felt like I was stuck here for an eternity.
All of the sudden, I heard music and the entire plane that I was on shattered and bright lights shined through and felt like I was reborn/went to heaven. Coming out of the plane I was on was one of the most euphoric and happy feelings I had ever felt. This was at 6am. When I came back to reality I was no longer in C's room, but I was in my own room laying in my bed, my mom layng next to me rubbing my hair and tryng to console me. I thought that since I had died, this was heaven/my new reality and my mom was another being in the reality who had been playing a joke on me by sending me to the other energy plane. I found it very funny and was saying things like "that was the funniest joke you have ever played on me", all while laughing like a friend had just played a funny joke on me. Clearly my mom had no Idea what I was talking about. Eventually the fog cleared and I was able to get out of bed and function again. My parentts were not happy but they knew C and I were on drugs so they just waited to yell at us after theyd worn off.
Im sorry this got a little long winded but there is one more part of the story Id like to tell:
What happened to me in this reality when I was in full black out
After C and I got inside, we layed on his bed till about 330am. Then C said I started trying to get up and walk out of the room and he kept on having to hold me down and keep me in the room because I would have woken up my parents. I eventually started yelling for help at the top of my lungs (which I dont recall) and my parents came to C's room to see what was happening. This is the part where I think I "died" because I remember laying on C's floor when the fake paramedics were taking me away and I remember my parents crying over me and telling me I fucked up my life. Im not sure if that was a hallucination or not haha. At this point C was also tripping oretty hard but he was having an amazing trip and when the chaos of my parents came to C's room, he ran out the front door and disapeared for about 4 hours. But my parents told me for an hour and 15 minutes I just screamed for help at the top of my lungs. Then my mom put on some really zen music to try and calm me down and it completely worked and that was when I snapped out of my "psychosis" if you could call it that. I ended up pissing in my bed but i didnt even know.
Although this was an extremely challenging first trip, the feeling of rebirth/going to heaven had such a powerful effect on me that I really wouldnt consider this a bad trip even with all the trouble i got in. I felt like I was givin a second chance at life becuase I really thought I died. The afterglow from this trip was the best I had ever had.
Sorry this post got kinda long but I hope someone enjoys the read.
Happy tripping boys and girls
Stay safe out there%)
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Our mom comes home drunk as fuck and immediately starts yelling at my brother and I about the house being dirty or something silly like that. This went on for about 20 minutes. Meanwhile, C and I are beginning to feel the effects and it started to become a stressful situation for me because I was feeling it come on (and this was my first time) and i was being yelled at. When my mom finally left us alone C and I had a little pow wow in my room just to make sure we were both doing alright. C, who had also never done acid before, was coming up much faster than I was. We were chillin in my room listening to music, relaxing after our moms yelling and hanging out till about 1145 when we both were really feeling the energy flow trhough us so we decided to climb out his window and hang out in our backyard because we wanted to be outside. Originally we had planned to go paddle boarding, at night, while on acid for the first time. Fortunately, we never got out on the lake because we were both trippin and forgot.
Anyway, I had packed a backpack with some drawing supplies, my phone, a charger, headphones and a jacket. Needless to say, I had no idea what to expect on acid and was completely unprepared for the night. I assumed that these "things" i brought with me would make the trip more enjoyable but they really ended up stressing me out. So, were in our backyard (which is backed up to a public park and a dock) so we decide to walk to the dock because i was feeling some pretty heavy nausea. When we got to the dock (which is only about 150 yards from our backyard) we just layed down. I had no idea what to expect from lsd and was starting to worry because i was feeling very nauseous and the mental and visual effects were becoming very intense.
I was starring at the sky and I started seeing myself laying on the dock as if i was looking at myself from above. And at the same time I was getting farther and farther away from my body until I was so far from my body that my visual field consisted of a kaleidoscopic rotating shape, and each individual piece of the kaliedescop was me looking at myself from above and zooming out so far that I would end up right back above myself, then the zoooming out would begin again. It was extremely overwhelming and I began to feel extremely anxious because i had never felt anything like that and I was super sketched about being near my house and my parents (who are extremly anti drugs, especially now lmao keep reading).
Things really started to go downhill when my perception of time was completely obliterated. I have no idea how long i was laying on the dock but it felt like an eternity. I thought that I would get stuck in time but I couldnt understand time so it was filling me with extreme anxiety. Meanwhile, C is laying next to me and I was afraid of giving him the anxiety I was feeling so I stayed quiet and pushed through. Eventually, I was able to put myself together and sit up and try to turn on some music but the act of taking things out of my backpack became extremely stressful because i had to keep track of all the items I took out. I also couldnt figure out how to work my phone or plug my headphones in and that gave me even more anxiety.
Eventually I gave up on the music and we walked back to our backyard where we just layed in the grass. The change of scenery was nice and calmed me down a little. I was enjoying the textures of the grass on my skin and I thought it was made of rubber and was pulling the rubber out of the ground. I was tripping pretty hard at this point and it was probably about an hour and 30 min into the trip. At some point we decided to go back inside of our house because it was really hot oustide even though it was close to 2AM. But every time we got to the window to climb back inside we got nervous and went back to the backyard to lie down again. This became a loop we were stuck in and I began to feel more anxiety than I had ever felt when I realised we had done the same thing over and over again. The loop went on about 6 times and every time i would get more and more anxious. During one of the last lopps I began to hallucinate that I was driving a car and I thought I had crashed it into my neighbors house and my brother and I were layng in the grass because I thought we were thrown from the car in the car crash I had hallucinated. At this point I was completely blasted from this reality and have no memories other than what I was hallucinating.
I dont remember getting back inside the house but we did and we were laying on my brothers bed in the dark. At this point I still had not toldmy brother I was having a bad trip because I was afraid I would drag him into the bad trip with me. While laying on the bed (idk if my eyes were opened or closed) i thought I was dying. I remember feeling intense amounts of energy flowing through me which I thought was what it felt like to die. I was having fake flashbacks about the fake life I had hallucinated for myself. I remember people telling me I was heading down the wrong road and I thought I had killed my brother and myslef in the fake car crash.
I DIED. I felt myself come out of my body and saw the paramedics carry my body off on a stretcher and then I was no longer a human. I was simply energy being pushed by other forms of energy on a plane that did not exist in this reality. It was not a pleasant place to be. The energies were not positive. I was in a place with negative and very rigid and jagged energies that were bumping into me and making me extremely tense. It felt like I was stuck here for an eternity.
All of the sudden, I heard music and the entire plane that I was on shattered and bright lights shined through and felt like I was reborn/went to heaven. Coming out of the plane I was on was one of the most euphoric and happy feelings I had ever felt. This was at 6am. When I came back to reality I was no longer in C's room, but I was in my own room laying in my bed, my mom layng next to me rubbing my hair and tryng to console me. I thought that since I had died, this was heaven/my new reality and my mom was another being in the reality who had been playing a joke on me by sending me to the other energy plane. I found it very funny and was saying things like "that was the funniest joke you have ever played on me", all while laughing like a friend had just played a funny joke on me. Clearly my mom had no Idea what I was talking about. Eventually the fog cleared and I was able to get out of bed and function again. My parentts were not happy but they knew C and I were on drugs so they just waited to yell at us after theyd worn off.
Im sorry this got a little long winded but there is one more part of the story Id like to tell:
What happened to me in this reality when I was in full black out
After C and I got inside, we layed on his bed till about 330am. Then C said I started trying to get up and walk out of the room and he kept on having to hold me down and keep me in the room because I would have woken up my parents. I eventually started yelling for help at the top of my lungs (which I dont recall) and my parents came to C's room to see what was happening. This is the part where I think I "died" because I remember laying on C's floor when the fake paramedics were taking me away and I remember my parents crying over me and telling me I fucked up my life. Im not sure if that was a hallucination or not haha. At this point C was also tripping oretty hard but he was having an amazing trip and when the chaos of my parents came to C's room, he ran out the front door and disapeared for about 4 hours. But my parents told me for an hour and 15 minutes I just screamed for help at the top of my lungs. Then my mom put on some really zen music to try and calm me down and it completely worked and that was when I snapped out of my "psychosis" if you could call it that. I ended up pissing in my bed but i didnt even know.
Although this was an extremely challenging first trip, the feeling of rebirth/going to heaven had such a powerful effect on me that I really wouldnt consider this a bad trip even with all the trouble i got in. I felt like I was givin a second chance at life becuase I really thought I died. The afterglow from this trip was the best I had ever had.
Sorry this post got kinda long but I hope someone enjoys the read.
Happy tripping boys and girls
Stay safe out there%)
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_lysergamides
explevel_firsttime
exptype_negative
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