Jonny Apple
Bluelighter
My HBWR seeds arrived Friday afternoon, I had just gotten home from work and only had a few hours sleep from the night before and I wanted to take a nap before tring the seeds..
Before I laid down I cleaned the fuzzy cover off of 18 seeds, 3 of us were gonna be using them so I figured 6 a piece. I used a dental hand piece to grind the cover off the seeds, which was very easy, fast, and complete with the hand piece. I then ground them up as fine as I could with a coffee grinder which I had just bought. I then put the grinding in a bottle of about 1 cup of cold water, put it into the back of my refrigerator and went to bed.
2 hours later I removed the bottle and my 2 drug partners and I went to the basement to strain the water and take it. I just poured the water though some coffee filters to remove the pieces of seed. The water was a DARK green and looked like swamp water, but actually tasted not bad at all.
The 3 of us went back to my room and started to watch tv. Im not sure how much time passed but id say we gave it close to 2 hours. At he end of those hours I was feeling slightly weird, not a strong feeling at all, and I was feeling extremely anti-social. I really, really wanted to ask my 2 friends to leave the room so I could be alone, which is something I normally would never think. One of my friends wasn't feeling anything and then other said he felt really messed up but that was his only description.
I went to my backyard and smoked a bowl of some fine bud and almost immediately my anti social feeling went away. At this point its around 7 and my brother is driving the 3 of us to the mall. Before leaving I went without my friends to the basement and cleaned and ground up 6 more seeds and then ate them straight up. At the mall my friend who said he was messed up was still messed up, and the other friend was listening to his walkman and said he just felt like dancing and singing right there in the mall.
Anyways after being at the mall for a short time I started to feel really odd, I cant even describe this feeling, but I kept telling my brother that we really had to leave the mall right now as some sort of panicky feeling was coming over me fast. Once I got outside I felt much better and as soon as I was home I felt even better.
Now me my friend who originally said he didn't feel anything from the seeds went and ground up 10 seeds each and shallowed. We sat around deciding what to do for the rest of the night and no one could decide what to do plus I was starting to feel what I can only describe as really messed up so I was just gonna go in my room and listen to some music and fall asleep, and my brother was gonna go to my friends house with him.
So they go out the door and im alone in my kitchen, I look over at the open cabinets and I see a kitchen plate all bent looking in the cabinet so I go over and look closer and the plate is completely bent, so I pick it up and its like a pancake in my hand. I am in complete shock and run outside to catch my brother and friend before they pull out the driveway, on my way out my cat is on the kitchen table I see her face is all distorted looking and she is making odd faces at me.
I decide to go with my brother to my friends house. On the car ride there I could swear that the car was at least 10 feet the ground. We get to his house I remember just feeling like I was completely out of my mind, and my friend who also took the 10 ground up seeds told me he felt the same. We kept telling each other that we where sure that we where never gonna go back to normal, we were gonna be stuck like this forever.
I was walking around his kitchen while my brother played counter strike and I kept trying to tell him how I now had absolutely no idea what was real and what wasn’t anymore, although I was not seeing any visuals anymore. At one point we were in his basement and I kept thinking that I was dead and this was what it was like to actually die and that I had just began some sort of afterlife. I kept questioning my own sanity and even what sanity was. Later they put the tv on and were watching the comedy channel and I could not find anything funny at all. I just kept looking around the room questioning everything.
I actually began to feel that I could, if I choose to, manipulate the world around me, but I didn't for fear of what the implications would mean. I leave when my brother goes home and I go into my bed and just lay down. I cannot sleep at all, I am just laying in my bed and I keep feeling like my mind is separating from my physical body, and I can kinda control it. Like I would stop feeling the rest of my body, my hear beating, my breathing, and believe me that was a weird feeling! Sometimes I would think that I was dying but then I would tell myself that I cant die because im not really real anyways, and that nothing is, everything is just another thought expanded upon another thought.
At some point I fell asleep and woke up around 9am. Its been about week and I am still not sure what to make the experience other than to say it was definitely a mind opening, spiritual experience.
Before I laid down I cleaned the fuzzy cover off of 18 seeds, 3 of us were gonna be using them so I figured 6 a piece. I used a dental hand piece to grind the cover off the seeds, which was very easy, fast, and complete with the hand piece. I then ground them up as fine as I could with a coffee grinder which I had just bought. I then put the grinding in a bottle of about 1 cup of cold water, put it into the back of my refrigerator and went to bed.
2 hours later I removed the bottle and my 2 drug partners and I went to the basement to strain the water and take it. I just poured the water though some coffee filters to remove the pieces of seed. The water was a DARK green and looked like swamp water, but actually tasted not bad at all.
The 3 of us went back to my room and started to watch tv. Im not sure how much time passed but id say we gave it close to 2 hours. At he end of those hours I was feeling slightly weird, not a strong feeling at all, and I was feeling extremely anti-social. I really, really wanted to ask my 2 friends to leave the room so I could be alone, which is something I normally would never think. One of my friends wasn't feeling anything and then other said he felt really messed up but that was his only description.
I went to my backyard and smoked a bowl of some fine bud and almost immediately my anti social feeling went away. At this point its around 7 and my brother is driving the 3 of us to the mall. Before leaving I went without my friends to the basement and cleaned and ground up 6 more seeds and then ate them straight up. At the mall my friend who said he was messed up was still messed up, and the other friend was listening to his walkman and said he just felt like dancing and singing right there in the mall.
Anyways after being at the mall for a short time I started to feel really odd, I cant even describe this feeling, but I kept telling my brother that we really had to leave the mall right now as some sort of panicky feeling was coming over me fast. Once I got outside I felt much better and as soon as I was home I felt even better.
Now me my friend who originally said he didn't feel anything from the seeds went and ground up 10 seeds each and shallowed. We sat around deciding what to do for the rest of the night and no one could decide what to do plus I was starting to feel what I can only describe as really messed up so I was just gonna go in my room and listen to some music and fall asleep, and my brother was gonna go to my friends house with him.
So they go out the door and im alone in my kitchen, I look over at the open cabinets and I see a kitchen plate all bent looking in the cabinet so I go over and look closer and the plate is completely bent, so I pick it up and its like a pancake in my hand. I am in complete shock and run outside to catch my brother and friend before they pull out the driveway, on my way out my cat is on the kitchen table I see her face is all distorted looking and she is making odd faces at me.
I decide to go with my brother to my friends house. On the car ride there I could swear that the car was at least 10 feet the ground. We get to his house I remember just feeling like I was completely out of my mind, and my friend who also took the 10 ground up seeds told me he felt the same. We kept telling each other that we where sure that we where never gonna go back to normal, we were gonna be stuck like this forever.
I was walking around his kitchen while my brother played counter strike and I kept trying to tell him how I now had absolutely no idea what was real and what wasn’t anymore, although I was not seeing any visuals anymore. At one point we were in his basement and I kept thinking that I was dead and this was what it was like to actually die and that I had just began some sort of afterlife. I kept questioning my own sanity and even what sanity was. Later they put the tv on and were watching the comedy channel and I could not find anything funny at all. I just kept looking around the room questioning everything.
I actually began to feel that I could, if I choose to, manipulate the world around me, but I didn't for fear of what the implications would mean. I leave when my brother goes home and I go into my bed and just lay down. I cannot sleep at all, I am just laying in my bed and I keep feeling like my mind is separating from my physical body, and I can kinda control it. Like I would stop feeling the rest of my body, my hear beating, my breathing, and believe me that was a weird feeling! Sometimes I would think that I was dying but then I would tell myself that I cant die because im not really real anyways, and that nothing is, everything is just another thought expanded upon another thought.
At some point I fell asleep and woke up around 9am. Its been about week and I am still not sure what to make the experience other than to say it was definitely a mind opening, spiritual experience.
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