lunalove123
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10:33 1 cart hit 3s inhale 3s hold
12:00 16 HBW 2.5 g amanita mucaria
12:24 just threw up a little bit nausea is completely kind but I'm hoping I'm still going to trip
4:04 5 cart hits 3s inhale 3s hold
6:45 5 cart hits 3s inhale 3s hold
7:05 bump of kanna
8:00 120 mg DXM 12 hour Delysm
9:00 768 mg DXM 12 hour Delysm
9:20 5 cart hits 3s inhale 3s hold
10:00 5 mg thc gummy
10:50 300 mg DXM 8 hour immediate release capsules
And then sometime inbetween 12 and 2 I took 888 mg 12 hour Delysm and about 2.7 g of amanita muscaria
Weight: ~190 lbs
The date is 11/30/24, I’m 20 living in my sister’s dorm room to get away from my mother and on this day I had decided that I was finally going to see some goddamn OEV’s without the dissociation of DXM one way or another so I decided to take 16 HBWs and 2.5 g amanita muscaria because I had tried 8 HBW from the same bag with a lot of weed before and didn’t see any OEV’s and I had taken 8 g raw amanita muscaria with weed before too and hadn’t seen any OEV’s so I was frustrated and one way or another I wanted to have a trip and see OEV’s without the dissociation. I'm guessing this lack of OEV’s stem from when I had taken abilify for a little while which might have caused a permanent change in my brain?
As I walk back from the train tracks where I keep my stash of drugs I immediately feel different, not in a bad or good way just different. By the time I had gotten back to my sister's dorm I had thrown up a little, I was very worried that I wasn’t going to trip as it had been only a short while since I had ingested the substances.
After that I ruthlessly masterbated from about 12 to 4 which was some of the most pleasurable masterbation I’ve ever felt despite never cumming. At this point in time at 4:04 I had yet to see anything but once I looked at my own penis interior of it was going towards the outlines as if you were to look at it like a picture like one of those merging forming things like Michael Jackson's different colors video. I’ve done both separately and this LSA and amanita combo is exactly what you’d expect, the LSA gave me a deep headspace and the amanita relaxed me and upped the visuals.
At around 6:45 I realized that I wasn’t seeing much of anything anymore so I decided to go back to the train tracks to take some kanna so I could see some more OEV’s. Once I had gotten there and taken the kanna the bricks began to move towards me which was weird because I didn’t see the pipes move towards me and they were on the same wall.
After ingesting the kanna I realized that I could hit 5 birds with a bunch of drugs in a day. Bird one: I wanted to see what tripping on LSA and DXM was like. Bird 2: wanted to celebrate being able to see my friends on VRChat. Bird 3: I wanted to be tripping balls for when I first saw my friends on VRChat. Bird 4: I wanted to be able to see OEVs with my headset on. Bird 5: I wanted to see what tripping on DXM and amanita muscaria was like
The reason for the celebration was that day was the end of the month which meant that my unlimited data plan would get its fast wifi back so I could see my friends on VRChat, this was spectacular as I was feeling very lonely. VRChat is my main source of companionship right now while I’m not in college.
*sigh* I don’t know why but whenever I put on a VR headset of any kind it seems to kill all OEVs for me. I wanted to hang out with my friends as they are also very much into psychs and drugs like me and I thought it would be neat to see some cool shapes so at 8:00 I had 120 mg DXM 12 hour Delysm syrup. I do 120 mg DXM doses every half hour normally to avoid throwing up but I realized that because I was using DXM Delysm syrup instead of pure DXM it might be different so when I felt no nausea I decided to take the rest of the bottle at 9:00 which was 768 mg DXM
At 9:20 I thought it best to smoke before I got nauseous so I did 5 cart hits 3s inhale 3s hold. Then at 10:00 I took a 5 mg THC gummy. At 10:50 I was tripping but still sober enough to go out and go to the new stash spot I had put it in during the first walk of the day because it was closer and take 300 mg DXM 8 hour immediate release Delysm capsules and about 2.7 g amanita muscaria. I must have stayed out there for at least an hour, maybe 2 and a half in which I listened to shpongle and I’d have to say I felt like an absolute wizard with how magical everything felt and seemed. At the end of the outside chill sesh I took the last 888 mg DXM 12 hour Delysm syrup bottle
As I walked back I could feel the weirdness of DXM come upon me and I began to seriously trip. Once I was back in the room when I closed my eyes I would be transported to a new room and I could look around but I could still hear my surroundings. It wasn’t like closing your eyes and just seeing what looks like a hallucination. It was more like opening your eyes in a new dimension. I remember looking at my face in the mirror and my left eye going down and my right eye going up but I wasn’t really freaked out by anything at all, I think this is because of the anxiolysis from the amanita muscaria. Walking at this point was at a snail's pace and I was stumbling a lot which my sister noticed and asked me if I was on anything, we have a good relationship and I’m honest about my drug use with her so I frankly told her what I took, what's strange is I feel like talking wasn’t that hard until the day after
Dissociation the next day made any task difficult including pickuping the throw up from last night. My walk was stiff and when I closed my eyes I could still see things and I was even still hallucinating at 5 pm which is when I wrote “still tripping I feel like my phone is bending and warping in weird ways even though it's clearly visible in my hands”. At this point the amanita must have worn off because I was a little worried that I had caused some damage since i was stilL tripping. I remember closing my eyes and seeing concrete patterns or seeing a green wireframe sphere along with other various things like that. After picking up the mess from last night I watched the entirety of The Good Place for the day.
At about 9 or 10 the next morning I woke up and saw the outlines of white rectangles (the white rectangles are because someone put pictures up and then smoked in the room) moving and warping about and then when I walked over to my sink the wall had cracks in it but besides those two things I still haven’t seen any hallucination after and I feel actually a lot better after this experience. It feels like the anxiety knot that was always in my stomach just kind of left as well as I had some pretty big realizations about myself, in general I feel a lot more hopeful about the future. In the end I tripped for about 60 hours although the last day I won’t tell you about because nothing interesting or peculiar happened I was just mostly dissociating and lightly tripping.
12:00 16 HBW 2.5 g amanita mucaria
12:24 just threw up a little bit nausea is completely kind but I'm hoping I'm still going to trip
4:04 5 cart hits 3s inhale 3s hold
6:45 5 cart hits 3s inhale 3s hold
7:05 bump of kanna
8:00 120 mg DXM 12 hour Delysm
9:00 768 mg DXM 12 hour Delysm
9:20 5 cart hits 3s inhale 3s hold
10:00 5 mg thc gummy
10:50 300 mg DXM 8 hour immediate release capsules
And then sometime inbetween 12 and 2 I took 888 mg 12 hour Delysm and about 2.7 g of amanita muscaria
Weight: ~190 lbs
The date is 11/30/24, I’m 20 living in my sister’s dorm room to get away from my mother and on this day I had decided that I was finally going to see some goddamn OEV’s without the dissociation of DXM one way or another so I decided to take 16 HBWs and 2.5 g amanita muscaria because I had tried 8 HBW from the same bag with a lot of weed before and didn’t see any OEV’s and I had taken 8 g raw amanita muscaria with weed before too and hadn’t seen any OEV’s so I was frustrated and one way or another I wanted to have a trip and see OEV’s without the dissociation. I'm guessing this lack of OEV’s stem from when I had taken abilify for a little while which might have caused a permanent change in my brain?
As I walk back from the train tracks where I keep my stash of drugs I immediately feel different, not in a bad or good way just different. By the time I had gotten back to my sister's dorm I had thrown up a little, I was very worried that I wasn’t going to trip as it had been only a short while since I had ingested the substances.
After that I ruthlessly masterbated from about 12 to 4 which was some of the most pleasurable masterbation I’ve ever felt despite never cumming. At this point in time at 4:04 I had yet to see anything but once I looked at my own penis interior of it was going towards the outlines as if you were to look at it like a picture like one of those merging forming things like Michael Jackson's different colors video. I’ve done both separately and this LSA and amanita combo is exactly what you’d expect, the LSA gave me a deep headspace and the amanita relaxed me and upped the visuals.
At around 6:45 I realized that I wasn’t seeing much of anything anymore so I decided to go back to the train tracks to take some kanna so I could see some more OEV’s. Once I had gotten there and taken the kanna the bricks began to move towards me which was weird because I didn’t see the pipes move towards me and they were on the same wall.
After ingesting the kanna I realized that I could hit 5 birds with a bunch of drugs in a day. Bird one: I wanted to see what tripping on LSA and DXM was like. Bird 2: wanted to celebrate being able to see my friends on VRChat. Bird 3: I wanted to be tripping balls for when I first saw my friends on VRChat. Bird 4: I wanted to be able to see OEVs with my headset on. Bird 5: I wanted to see what tripping on DXM and amanita muscaria was like
The reason for the celebration was that day was the end of the month which meant that my unlimited data plan would get its fast wifi back so I could see my friends on VRChat, this was spectacular as I was feeling very lonely. VRChat is my main source of companionship right now while I’m not in college.
*sigh* I don’t know why but whenever I put on a VR headset of any kind it seems to kill all OEVs for me. I wanted to hang out with my friends as they are also very much into psychs and drugs like me and I thought it would be neat to see some cool shapes so at 8:00 I had 120 mg DXM 12 hour Delysm syrup. I do 120 mg DXM doses every half hour normally to avoid throwing up but I realized that because I was using DXM Delysm syrup instead of pure DXM it might be different so when I felt no nausea I decided to take the rest of the bottle at 9:00 which was 768 mg DXM
At 9:20 I thought it best to smoke before I got nauseous so I did 5 cart hits 3s inhale 3s hold. Then at 10:00 I took a 5 mg THC gummy. At 10:50 I was tripping but still sober enough to go out and go to the new stash spot I had put it in during the first walk of the day because it was closer and take 300 mg DXM 8 hour immediate release Delysm capsules and about 2.7 g amanita muscaria. I must have stayed out there for at least an hour, maybe 2 and a half in which I listened to shpongle and I’d have to say I felt like an absolute wizard with how magical everything felt and seemed. At the end of the outside chill sesh I took the last 888 mg DXM 12 hour Delysm syrup bottle
As I walked back I could feel the weirdness of DXM come upon me and I began to seriously trip. Once I was back in the room when I closed my eyes I would be transported to a new room and I could look around but I could still hear my surroundings. It wasn’t like closing your eyes and just seeing what looks like a hallucination. It was more like opening your eyes in a new dimension. I remember looking at my face in the mirror and my left eye going down and my right eye going up but I wasn’t really freaked out by anything at all, I think this is because of the anxiolysis from the amanita muscaria. Walking at this point was at a snail's pace and I was stumbling a lot which my sister noticed and asked me if I was on anything, we have a good relationship and I’m honest about my drug use with her so I frankly told her what I took, what's strange is I feel like talking wasn’t that hard until the day after
Dissociation the next day made any task difficult including pickuping the throw up from last night. My walk was stiff and when I closed my eyes I could still see things and I was even still hallucinating at 5 pm which is when I wrote “still tripping I feel like my phone is bending and warping in weird ways even though it's clearly visible in my hands”. At this point the amanita must have worn off because I was a little worried that I had caused some damage since i was stilL tripping. I remember closing my eyes and seeing concrete patterns or seeing a green wireframe sphere along with other various things like that. After picking up the mess from last night I watched the entirety of The Good Place for the day.
At about 9 or 10 the next morning I woke up and saw the outlines of white rectangles (the white rectangles are because someone put pictures up and then smoked in the room) moving and warping about and then when I walked over to my sink the wall had cracks in it but besides those two things I still haven’t seen any hallucination after and I feel actually a lot better after this experience. It feels like the anxiety knot that was always in my stomach just kind of left as well as I had some pretty big realizations about myself, in general I feel a lot more hopeful about the future. In the end I tripped for about 60 hours although the last day I won’t tell you about because nothing interesting or peculiar happened I was just mostly dissociating and lightly tripping.
