herownwrite
Bluelighter
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I have a little experience when it comes to psychedelic drugs; I took acid once and have eaten mushrooms about 6 times. A couple of my friends in my dorm had told me about LSA, because they were both in posession of Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds. My one friend, Komodo Rogue, has told me a lot of stories about eating these, as he once purchased something like 300 seeds and ate them for a year. 
He gave me fair warning, telling me that he'd had some hellish times on them, but really only when eating more than 12 seeds at one time. I decided to try them last Thursday, and to be safe I only ate 4 seeds. I didn't expect much, I just thought it would be a cool way to pass the afternoon.
I've never been more wrong about any drug in my life.
I ate the 4 seeds around noon, and started to feel euphoric around 1. For that hour I felt pretty good mentally, though my stomach was bothering me a little bit. Things soon got much worse.
For the next 6 hours or so, I was terribly physically sick, feeling like the seeds were exploding in my digestive system, grabbing my stomach and lying in bed, crying over the cramps. I'm not sure if the physical sickness is what brought on the bad mental part of the trip, but in any case, this trip was the most mentally taxing I've ever had. When I talked about it with my friend later that night, after I'd recovered a bit from the physical sickness, he told me he was familiar with the kind of thoughts I'd been having. He called it a "negative thought loop" and that's exactly what it was; a continuous loop of thoughts like "Even when this trip is over, my life is still gonna suck so why don't I just kill myself and get it over with?"
I did get a lot of visuals, which was very surprising because I wasn't expecting to get any. However, they were not particularly amazing, just an extreme "breathing effect" and not at all worth the horrible experience.
Around 7:00 pm my friend walked me downtown to score some xanax to help me out, and it was a looooonng walk, including several stops to sit down because I still felt so sick.
Anyway... it's been 4 days now and I've come to the decision that while I am NEVER going to eat seeds to trip again, I have not been turned away from tripping altogether. All in all, I've had a lot of positive experiences with mushrooms, and I think I'm just going to stick to them.
LSA, even at such a low dose as 4 seeds, fucked with me so much I know I won't ever consider it again.
He gave me fair warning, telling me that he'd had some hellish times on them, but really only when eating more than 12 seeds at one time. I decided to try them last Thursday, and to be safe I only ate 4 seeds. I didn't expect much, I just thought it would be a cool way to pass the afternoon.
I've never been more wrong about any drug in my life.
I ate the 4 seeds around noon, and started to feel euphoric around 1. For that hour I felt pretty good mentally, though my stomach was bothering me a little bit. Things soon got much worse.
For the next 6 hours or so, I was terribly physically sick, feeling like the seeds were exploding in my digestive system, grabbing my stomach and lying in bed, crying over the cramps. I'm not sure if the physical sickness is what brought on the bad mental part of the trip, but in any case, this trip was the most mentally taxing I've ever had. When I talked about it with my friend later that night, after I'd recovered a bit from the physical sickness, he told me he was familiar with the kind of thoughts I'd been having. He called it a "negative thought loop" and that's exactly what it was; a continuous loop of thoughts like "Even when this trip is over, my life is still gonna suck so why don't I just kill myself and get it over with?"
I did get a lot of visuals, which was very surprising because I wasn't expecting to get any. However, they were not particularly amazing, just an extreme "breathing effect" and not at all worth the horrible experience.
Around 7:00 pm my friend walked me downtown to score some xanax to help me out, and it was a looooonng walk, including several stops to sit down because I still felt so sick.
Anyway... it's been 4 days now and I've come to the decision that while I am NEVER going to eat seeds to trip again, I have not been turned away from tripping altogether. All in all, I've had a lot of positive experiences with mushrooms, and I think I'm just going to stick to them.
LSA, even at such a low dose as 4 seeds, fucked with me so much I know I won't ever consider it again.
Visual distractions help I find, just make sure your surroundings are not too noisy as well and you find yourself overwhelmed some more.
LSA (Morning Glory seeds especially) are one of my favorite psychedelics. I prefer it over LSD!
