SunflowerCake
Greenlighter
I used to panic about these lumps that sometimes pop up under my veins, but now that they've stuck around for over a year, they seem to be benign. I know they're not abscesses. I've missed shots a couple times before when I was first starting and they would just absorb into my skin, leaving nothing behind.
I also don't believe it's just scar tissue of the veins (although mine are a tiny bit ropey in the elbow crook spot) because these lumps seem to be under the vein, and larger.
If I press around on the inner crook of my elbow under my vein, it feels like an air bubble, or a fatty mass of some sort.
The air bubble one I have feels flat and shallow, but last month one formed that feels more fluid filled, with the size and shape of a gobstopper candy, but with a little tenderness- perhaps on that one I accidentally slipped through and plunged into a muscle?
What are these? Why do they happen? How can I prevent them from happening? I ask for harm reduction purposes, and pure curiosity on my part, haha.
And an added question, the typical elbow spot is now off-limits as I damaged them with my horrible technique when I was first starting. I crave the rush more than the actual heroin buzz itself, would I still be able to get a rush if I were to use the forearm veins? They bulge out frequently now, I'm assuming due to pressure from my partially collapsed elbow vein. Or would this be a bad idea as they're already under enough pressure and are too fragile?
I also don't believe it's just scar tissue of the veins (although mine are a tiny bit ropey in the elbow crook spot) because these lumps seem to be under the vein, and larger.
If I press around on the inner crook of my elbow under my vein, it feels like an air bubble, or a fatty mass of some sort.
The air bubble one I have feels flat and shallow, but last month one formed that feels more fluid filled, with the size and shape of a gobstopper candy, but with a little tenderness- perhaps on that one I accidentally slipped through and plunged into a muscle?
What are these? Why do they happen? How can I prevent them from happening? I ask for harm reduction purposes, and pure curiosity on my part, haha.
And an added question, the typical elbow spot is now off-limits as I damaged them with my horrible technique when I was first starting. I crave the rush more than the actual heroin buzz itself, would I still be able to get a rush if I were to use the forearm veins? They bulge out frequently now, I'm assuming due to pressure from my partially collapsed elbow vein. Or would this be a bad idea as they're already under enough pressure and are too fragile?