Poetry light, vibrations and the chemicals in your head

[Jabberwocky]

Sometimes I feel like nothing more than a ghost in a room
light
vibrations
chemical signals in my head
chaos
order
and then chaos again

is the silence of this room really that scary
or not loud enough
is the emptiness you feel comforting
or unbearable
I want you to feel what I felt when I wanted to kill myself

light,
vibrations,
chemical signals in your head

chaos,
order,
and then chaos again

Is the silence of this room that deafening?
or not loud enough

Is the emptiness you feel comforting?
or unbearable

I want to feel what you felt
when you told me that you wanted to kill yourself

The time in our heads is quite lonely
so I thought you could use a friend

If the visible spectrum is too narrow to find any beauty

Let's paint the sea red
So we can talk about wavelengths under a pink sky

If the air oscillations are too violent
to be deemed melodies

Let's dance with the noise
and let's cry in silence

If you wish you were an invisible artist

Let's disappear in the light
And let's write poetry in complete darkness

I'm not saying it's a matter of perspective
but sunsets were meant to be viewed

I'm not saying it gets better
but we could go and pet some cats

I'm not saying this poem gets you
but it doesn't have to

It's just that this world is

light,
vibrations,
and the signals in your heads

It's love,
death,
and then love again

frequencies,
memories,
and maybe some bad thoughts

I'm not alone

 

[RareForm]

Wow. This piece may be my favorite of yours I've read.