life's ballad....

[poezante]

lying in bed
with this pain in my side
i have not eaten for days
due to my lack of motivation
just this hurt paralyzes me
i cant dream
and i cant sit up straight
everything is in disarray
i fall,
and fall deeper in my hole
happiness has not dawned in ages
..and i wonder if it will ever come to..
hoping for a way to cope
just,
time, is a mear deception
[This message has been edited by poezante (edited 23 June 2000).]

 

[xtremeink]

You paint despair with broad strokes. Your words struck a chord. Deja vu perhaps. I passed a similar signpost a long time ago when I was living at home, something I had not remembered in a long time. On the road ahead, beyond pain and despair all becomes numb and lifeless. That is when you know you are really dead. As long as you feel pain, hopelessness, and the sense that time has stopped, you can be very sure you are alive. Don't let the pain slip away and, as a wise sage once expounded, if some distant moment you find yourself asleep, dream while you can.
[This message has been edited by xtremeink (edited 23 June 2000).]

 

[strangElove]

you are a beautiful person.

 

[Pyro]

... keep writing, please.
Pyro
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[This message has been edited by Pyro (edited 26 June 2000).]

 

[poezante]

yes, pyro JUST fer you i will write

actually i write constantly almost like EVERYDAY but i dont post them quite so much.. perhaps i will more so..

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