George1012
Bluelighter
I'm experienced with kratom. I've been taking it off and on for the better part of four years. It usually always relaxes me, puts me in a good mood and gives me energy. Red Indonesian and green Malay are my favorite strains. I also take white Indonesian. Yesterday for the third time I tried the white Borneo. The white Borneo is a very weird strain. The first time I took it last week I took my regular dose, 1 tsp, 5ml of the powder tossed back, on an empty stomach. The first twenty minutes I felt an energy rush and felt excited because I thought it was another good find. Thirty minutes in I start to feel weirdly numb. My emotions were gone but I wasn't relaxed, I was a stimulated numb. Not a good mix. After an hour I start to feel insanely dysphoric. It put me through hell. Then for the next nine hours I was in a really weird, off mood. I felt absolutely awful. It was kind of terrifying to be honest.
Second time I cautiously took just under half of what I did the first time, so half a t-spoon, assuming I took way too much the first time. Same thing happened only it was shorter lived. I ended up feeling terrible.
Third time, yesterday I took another full t-spoon, this time with a meal in my stomach instead of on an empty stomach. I actually felt good for the first 45 mins to an hour after dosing and then the complete emotional numbness came back. Its not a good kind of numbness, its utter lifelessness. I was very uneasy, agitated and dysphoric. Basically from what I've experienced taking this weird new strain that just came in the mail last week puts me in an unwanted headspace.
I gave some to my cousin the day after delivery. He takes kratom daily. He likes the red Borneo. He said when he took this he had suicidal thoughts. I'm not going to take anymore of this. Quite frankly this doesn't feel anything like any of the other strains of kratom I've tried, and I've taken at least eight different strains not including this white Borneo throughout the years. My cousin even suggested there might be chemicals or even other drugs in this batch. Either that or the alkaloid combination of this particular strain did not agree with us at all.
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Second time I cautiously took just under half of what I did the first time, so half a t-spoon, assuming I took way too much the first time. Same thing happened only it was shorter lived. I ended up feeling terrible.
Third time, yesterday I took another full t-spoon, this time with a meal in my stomach instead of on an empty stomach. I actually felt good for the first 45 mins to an hour after dosing and then the complete emotional numbness came back. Its not a good kind of numbness, its utter lifelessness. I was very uneasy, agitated and dysphoric. Basically from what I've experienced taking this weird new strain that just came in the mail last week puts me in an unwanted headspace.
I gave some to my cousin the day after delivery. He takes kratom daily. He likes the red Borneo. He said when he took this he had suicidal thoughts. I'm not going to take anymore of this. Quite frankly this doesn't feel anything like any of the other strains of kratom I've tried, and I've taken at least eight different strains not including this white Borneo throughout the years. My cousin even suggested there might be chemicals or even other drugs in this batch. Either that or the alkaloid combination of this particular strain did not agree with us at all.

Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_kratom
substancecode_opiates
explevel_experienced
exptype_negative
exptype_difficult
roacode_oral
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