ChildrenOfTheGrave
Bluelighter
So I really wanted to tell a story, and I guess a few questions added to that story. One day I was having a really shitty day, I found out that the neck pain I've been having the past couple months, is probably genetic. And that it probably can't be fixed, on top of that all the pain medications I've ever had never helped. I also found out that I have swelling in my skull for some reason. On top of all that I am failing my class, which I find ridiculous but the teacher is a b.... So that day I went to the doctor where I found out about my neck. I also discussed with him my anxiety and he prescribed me .5 clonezapam. So in the night to enjoy myself, I decided to take 6 of them. That didn't do anything so I took 4 more, which still did nothing. I then took the rest of the 20 pills, totaling 15mg of the stuff. I decided to forget about the day, I would take 2 shots of vodka. I started to feel it, but it wasn't strong. I wondered what this would feel like on DXM. I was like fuck it, I really don't care what happens to me, so I took 600 mg of dxm. After that I smoked some weed, and at the end of the weed smoking is where things began to get blurry. This happen Tuesday night, well I blacked out and woke up Wednesday morning. I don't remember that day, I just member missing class, and sleeping a lot. I woke up Thursday morning and felt more normal. Now I am just tired as hell, my whole body feels like somebody is pressing it down. So I'm guessing my body is still recovering? I was also wondering if Clonazapam are weaker than Xanax, because I've taken both, and Xanax wiped me out with 5mg. Also today I just feel really depressed, like more than normal depressed where the fact of living is annoying. Is this an effect from the benzos?