Kicking smack and opiates

[barnebri]

First post I hope it's in the right thread.

I would have been 2 weeks clean today at 6 pm. Was using junk about half gram a day and any pills I could intravenously. Junk since February pills for last god 5 or 6 years. I slipped Wednesday and took one push off of probably 0.1. I couldn't handle the craving and dreaMs of about to push off I would register and then wake up sweating and pissEd off and craving obviously.

Question 1 how to deal with cravings and the dam dreams.

Question 2 does anyone slam junk like only 1 or 2 a month.

Question 3 should I see my priMary doctor about some depression and just not feeling like me when I'm clean.

Sorry if I broke any rules first post.

Thanks

 

[Phil.McKeer]

Hey, well, look at it like this - if you're having the dreams, you're getting sleep.

That's a far cry better than many.

Yes, tell your doctor about the depression. It's probably what has caused you to abuse opioids in the first place (I know it was for me).

In the end youre trying to shove a round peg into the square hole in your "soul".

We are here for you.