Ketamine - Experienced - The world ended
Hello everybody.This is my first trip report here on Blue Light ( also my first post ) so i will try to as specific as i can and sorry from now for my mistakes in grammars ( english in not my native language )
Ok , so let's start.I don't know if i can categorize this trips by levels but if i could this would certainly be a level 5 trip.
Around 8 a clock SWIM got 10ml of high quality liquid ketamine ( ketaminol to more specific)
First dose @ 10 a'clock in the night : 0.8 ml I.M , in 2 minutes i started hearing all the things louder , my body star buzzing and all colors and light intensified.I open the browser and made a new thread asking for some clips on youtube or music to make me trip hard , received some suggestion but this dose was low and starting to wear off so i needed a redose.
@10:20 : 1 ml I.M : again the same things as i told earlier but i was starting to feel my body trying to achieve some sort of disposition.I started to watch the clips with some music and animes ( amv's ) that i was suggested to watch in the thread i created.I was starting to get of slowly from this dimension.
@11:00 : 1ml I.M : this time i didn't feel any buzz at all or anything else , i just started to trip hard , i didn't know where i was , what i was doing , people were talking to me but i didn't understood what they were trying to tell me.At some point i was so afraid and i wanted to stop tripping but i knew i couldn't so i changed the music to something more chill and the mood got better.
@12:15 : 1.2ml I.M : at this point i was just injecting involuntary ( in my brain i just knew that i must continue tripping ).After a few seconds i had the first out of body experience.I just had a convulsion and after that i didn't heard anything , i was just floating in my room , i saw myself in front of the computer with eyes shut off and i didn't hear anything and then i just came back , just like that.I closed my eyes after this experience and look into me and old memories of me and my little brother came back and i started crying , but this , somehow woke me up.
@1:30 : Last dose that i remember 1.5ml ( IVed ) : I got something light to eat and drink some soda and after this ,dosed the amount told earlier.I was tripping so hard with my eyes open and also with my eyes shut off.This was really freaky , i watched the window ( it was snowing ) and i saw the end of the world and i wanted to go somewhere to hide but i couldn't move at all , then i saw myself under an immense amount of ice and i was jsut scratching the surface trying to get out to air.After this i remember that i tried to download some movie and go to sleep but i just fell down in a key-hole and i don't remember anything from there on till 4 a clock in the morning.At that hour i was under my desk , hugging myself and with tears in my eyes.I was heading to bed but in the way i saw the vial where the k should have been but it was empty , i looked on to my arm and there were several more shots , so there is just one possibility , i just took all the k left when i was unconscious.
Around 5 a clock i was in bed with my head still spinning around and in several minutes i fell asleep.
Hope that i have been as clear as i could telling you guys all of these and hope that you understood my experience.
Per total this was one mindfuck night that i maybe do again after a long long time of waiting , but surely not in the near future.
Thanks for reading.
AneXA
Hello everybody.This is my first trip report here on Blue Light ( also my first post ) so i will try to as specific as i can and sorry from now for my mistakes in grammars ( english in not my native language )
Ok , so let's start.I don't know if i can categorize this trips by levels but if i could this would certainly be a level 5 trip.
Around 8 a clock SWIM got 10ml of high quality liquid ketamine ( ketaminol to more specific)
First dose @ 10 a'clock in the night : 0.8 ml I.M , in 2 minutes i started hearing all the things louder , my body star buzzing and all colors and light intensified.I open the browser and made a new thread asking for some clips on youtube or music to make me trip hard , received some suggestion but this dose was low and starting to wear off so i needed a redose.
@10:20 : 1 ml I.M : again the same things as i told earlier but i was starting to feel my body trying to achieve some sort of disposition.I started to watch the clips with some music and animes ( amv's ) that i was suggested to watch in the thread i created.I was starting to get of slowly from this dimension.
@11:00 : 1ml I.M : this time i didn't feel any buzz at all or anything else , i just started to trip hard , i didn't know where i was , what i was doing , people were talking to me but i didn't understood what they were trying to tell me.At some point i was so afraid and i wanted to stop tripping but i knew i couldn't so i changed the music to something more chill and the mood got better.
@12:15 : 1.2ml I.M : at this point i was just injecting involuntary ( in my brain i just knew that i must continue tripping ).After a few seconds i had the first out of body experience.I just had a convulsion and after that i didn't heard anything , i was just floating in my room , i saw myself in front of the computer with eyes shut off and i didn't hear anything and then i just came back , just like that.I closed my eyes after this experience and look into me and old memories of me and my little brother came back and i started crying , but this , somehow woke me up.
@1:30 : Last dose that i remember 1.5ml ( IVed ) : I got something light to eat and drink some soda and after this ,dosed the amount told earlier.I was tripping so hard with my eyes open and also with my eyes shut off.This was really freaky , i watched the window ( it was snowing ) and i saw the end of the world and i wanted to go somewhere to hide but i couldn't move at all , then i saw myself under an immense amount of ice and i was jsut scratching the surface trying to get out to air.After this i remember that i tried to download some movie and go to sleep but i just fell down in a key-hole and i don't remember anything from there on till 4 a clock in the morning.At that hour i was under my desk , hugging myself and with tears in my eyes.I was heading to bed but in the way i saw the vial where the k should have been but it was empty , i looked on to my arm and there were several more shots , so there is just one possibility , i just took all the k left when i was unconscious.
Around 5 a clock i was in bed with my head still spinning around and in several minutes i fell asleep.
Hope that i have been as clear as i could telling you guys all of these and hope that you understood my experience.
Per total this was one mindfuck night that i maybe do again after a long long time of waiting , but surely not in the near future.
Thanks for reading.
AneXA
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