hedtwin
Bluelighter
I noticed Masheadatronics slightly anti ketamien post and deicded i woudl put my experience last night to even the odds.. So heres some back story. I spent the last week in amsterdam with my friends, i returned last night to find my sister waiting for me with a gram of ketamine in a wrap. Now as anybody experienced with ketamine knows, time isn't really something you can get a grip on when your in a hole, so i am just going to type out the very begining with times, after that i am just going to be listing some of teh things i remember (they have been coming back to me all day)
Setting: my room in the attic of my parents house. My sister is there, which is unusual because i usually prefer ketamine alone, we agree to not talk to each other much during the hole, as i feel that it dramatically alters the trip, and she agrees.:
t+0min:Its abotu 2am and i have jsut finished makign 4 fairly large lines of ketamine, both me and my sister are going to have to. I would guess the amount in each line would be somewhere in the region of 150mgish. This is a very rough estimate because i really have no idea. My sister had hers first, whilst i sorted out one of my lines, which had messed up when i accidently hit the cd box. About a minute slate rmy sister commented on how she had never felt it come on this hard before (it was her first hole). So by this point i am becoming ratehr excited. I had my two lines which did not hurt as much as usual, and sat on the seat in front of my computer settign up a playlist of teh latest boards of canada album, which customery ketamine music for me
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t+5min:Begin to feel the effects and realise that i was not bothered enough to go and lie on my bed as i had previously planned, my sister has completely stopped talkign by this points and i have almost forgotten she was there.
I really have no idea about times of what happened from here one, i went into the strongest k-hole in my somewhat limited experince with it. I will now list some of teh things i rememebr happenign, might come and update if i rememebr more.
- I was sat on my seat and i suddenly became convinced i was back in the hostel i stayed at. I looked around the room and there was my sister (i did not know it was her) she said something i couldn't make out so i decided to concentrate on this big glowing thing in front of me. I eventually realised i was lookgin at a computer and began wondering what this computer was doing inside my room at the hostel. Just after this i felt the room start to move down like a lift, i was wondering where the room was going to and if it was going to stop. The strange thing abotu all this was, at this point i couldn't remember i was in my room or that i had done ketamine, but my holiday still seemed to be fairly prominent in my mind. I found this strange
-the seat i was sat in started to grow, whilst i shrank. Also the room was warping around me, specifically teh desk moving away and things
-the seat felt liek it was flying around (i suspect that it may have just been rocking forward and backwards)
-i became convinced i was in an industrial goth club and that the poster i have on my wall was the audience, who were all dancing to my beat.
-I was thinking about how powerful the human mind is and how, if i wasn't careful i may not be able to stop my thoughts hurtign other people. Now this sounds kind of mental, but i feel i shoudl clarify, the thoughts wouldn't be hurting people emotionally, they might just slip out and hit people with such force that it could damage them. This worried me for a while until i decided i could prevent this happening if i just try hard enough
-this ones a reaccuring thought that happens whenever i take ketamine. You know when you see ravers wearing bright orange boiler suits? Well ketamine, in my brain is somehow linked to that colour and i regularly sit there thinking how this colour (not the drug) has brought me to a place where my thoughts can be channelled and filtered.
Alot of other things happened in my hole, that i can't remember, but thats a fair section. I must say this was a VERY interesting experience, and a positive one as well.
Setting: my room in the attic of my parents house. My sister is there, which is unusual because i usually prefer ketamine alone, we agree to not talk to each other much during the hole, as i feel that it dramatically alters the trip, and she agrees.:
t+0min:Its abotu 2am and i have jsut finished makign 4 fairly large lines of ketamine, both me and my sister are going to have to. I would guess the amount in each line would be somewhere in the region of 150mgish. This is a very rough estimate because i really have no idea. My sister had hers first, whilst i sorted out one of my lines, which had messed up when i accidently hit the cd box. About a minute slate rmy sister commented on how she had never felt it come on this hard before (it was her first hole). So by this point i am becoming ratehr excited. I had my two lines which did not hurt as much as usual, and sat on the seat in front of my computer settign up a playlist of teh latest boards of canada album, which customery ketamine music for me
.t+5min:Begin to feel the effects and realise that i was not bothered enough to go and lie on my bed as i had previously planned, my sister has completely stopped talkign by this points and i have almost forgotten she was there.
I really have no idea about times of what happened from here one, i went into the strongest k-hole in my somewhat limited experince with it. I will now list some of teh things i rememebr happenign, might come and update if i rememebr more.
- I was sat on my seat and i suddenly became convinced i was back in the hostel i stayed at. I looked around the room and there was my sister (i did not know it was her) she said something i couldn't make out so i decided to concentrate on this big glowing thing in front of me. I eventually realised i was lookgin at a computer and began wondering what this computer was doing inside my room at the hostel. Just after this i felt the room start to move down like a lift, i was wondering where the room was going to and if it was going to stop. The strange thing abotu all this was, at this point i couldn't remember i was in my room or that i had done ketamine, but my holiday still seemed to be fairly prominent in my mind. I found this strange
-the seat i was sat in started to grow, whilst i shrank. Also the room was warping around me, specifically teh desk moving away and things
-the seat felt liek it was flying around (i suspect that it may have just been rocking forward and backwards)
-i became convinced i was in an industrial goth club and that the poster i have on my wall was the audience, who were all dancing to my beat.
-I was thinking about how powerful the human mind is and how, if i wasn't careful i may not be able to stop my thoughts hurtign other people. Now this sounds kind of mental, but i feel i shoudl clarify, the thoughts wouldn't be hurting people emotionally, they might just slip out and hit people with such force that it could damage them. This worried me for a while until i decided i could prevent this happening if i just try hard enough
-this ones a reaccuring thought that happens whenever i take ketamine. You know when you see ravers wearing bright orange boiler suits? Well ketamine, in my brain is somehow linked to that colour and i regularly sit there thinking how this colour (not the drug) has brought me to a place where my thoughts can be channelled and filtered.
Alot of other things happened in my hole, that i can't remember, but thats a fair section. I must say this was a VERY interesting experience, and a positive one as well.
