badboybrian
Bluelight Crew
The other day, my buddy calls up and says he’s in the area and wants to come by and kick it. He also tells me he can hook up some K.
Day 1: 7pm - We all meet up at my place, including some other friends. We get the liquid and after a couple hours of chillin out, we decide to go see Men in Black 2 and rail in the theater.
Day 1: 9:20pm - In 2 carloads, we go over to my friends job to cook up the Ketamine, only he left his keys in his truck. We tell the other carload to hang tight for about 15 while we go to my other friends place to cook it up. 45 minutes later, we get back to the spot and the other carload is gone. We assumed they couldnt wait and decided to go home. (Later in the evening, my assumption proves correct when he calls.) We decide to head to the theater.
Day 1: 10:10pm - The surviving carload makes it to the movie, just in time for previews. For the next 20, from the dark top corner of the theater you can hear “SNIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!” “SNIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!” hehe. I couldn’t tell you exactly how much we did because it was so dark. Lets just say a couple of key bumps as well as a couple of lines. It was definitely enough to rawk me a bit.
The movie starts. I noticed my audio was a bit distorted. The movie screen tunneled, like it was shrinking and looked farther away. Everything seemed to move slower. I could hardly move, but I was feeling pretty dayum alright. Also, if you can remember the Michael Jackson video Thriller, where the chick first sees him as a zombie and everything behind her starts to shrink, well yeah, thats how the movie was lookin, and especially for some reason, when Lara Flynne Boyle was on screen.
Day 1: 11:45pm - The movie ends and we walk back to the car. I complain the rush was too short, then I realized that the movie was over. It had already been an hour and a half. We then decide that our buddy was gonna rail a nice line or two and enjoy the ride back to my place while I drive.
Day 2: 12:00am - We arrive at my place. My buddy kinda complained he didnt feel much on the drive. Stepping out of the car, and trying to walk, he immediately retracted his statement. We go to my room and we rail a few more hefty lines. Rush is a little more intense. I try to walk but it was extremely difficult. If youve seen the newer version of House on Haunted Hill, then youll know what I mean when I say how the old doctor looked on the monitor as he walked. (step PAUSE step PAUSE step PAUSE step PAUSE). Thats how I felt trying to walk. I put on some Mark Farina for some back ground. People were IMing me but I told my sober friend to talk for me. I had to lay down, at least sit down and chill. So thats what I did. Just chill. Enjoying the rest of the rush. We all go outside for a smoke. I realize, shit, I cant even just stand. So I sit. Hehe.
Day 2: 2:00am - Everyone begins to take off, sobered up. I get ready for bed. Heres where the fun stuff happens. I close my eyes and the weirdest CEV hit me. Was incredibly interesting. I dont exactly remember what was in the visual, but I remember the context. Think of a landscape and scanning it with your eyes from left to right. Lets take the front of my house as an example. Me, just standing outside looking from left to right. There would be something in the picture. Lets say a ragdoll on the sidewalk. Once my eyes spot it. The scan would stop and the ragdoll would jump in front of my face and start moving all tweeker like. Then it would return to where it was. I continue to scan. Then see, like a dog. Again, I stop and the dog jumps right in front of my face and wiggles around a bit then returns to where it was. I continue to scan. This continued for a bit more. Then stopped. By then, I was dosing off, awaiting tomorrow.
Day 2: 6:30am-11:30pm- Just another day, doing my daily stuff. Only, I was incredibly tired during the day.
Day 3: 12am - Im at home and I decide to rail a couple more lines. This time more than the previous night. I think about 50-60mg. I know its more because I can immediately tell my function ability was way way less.
Day 3: 12:10am - Realizing I shouldnt walk around anymore, nor try to pay attention to chat, I pop in my Charlies Angels DVD and lay on my bed. Chillin out. A few minutes into the movie I noticed that I pretty much cannot move any inch of my body. Pretty much planted where I was. 10-15 minutes into the movie I begin to rawk harder. Im watching the movie on my computer. My monitor is to the left of my bed, so my head is slightly tilted to the left. From the bottom and right corners of my eye, I can see myself float up from my body and to the right. I can see myself continue to float to the right until I was literally beside myself watching this movie (no pun intended).
Every so often, I break from paying attention to the movie. I would look away from the monitor and stare straight up. At some point, I had some OEVs of a carousel (merry go round like, even) but instead of horses and children and what not, they were more like green floating rocks. Think of the rings of Saturn but up up up close. Yeah they were spinning with the carousel. Also, shadows were kinda trippin me out. Dancing around outta the sides of my eye.
About an hour and a half into the session, I came to a realization that I can feel my legs. Which meant, that I didnt realize I couldnt move them previously. I make an attempt to stand up, put on my house shoes, go outside to have a cigarette. Attempt successful. Outside, I realize that, yeah, I prolly still shouldnt be standing. Heh. So I sit on my porch step, smoking my cigarette.
Day 3: 1:45am-2:00am - I finish my cigarette and go back inside. I turn off my computer and my light and prep myself for bed. I lay down and close my eyes, falling asleep.
Summation: I just had a fun last couple days and I wanted to share them with you. Have a great week everyone!
[ 11 July 2002: Message edited by: badboybrian ]
EDIT: The following was omitted because it occurred the night after (on my 4th night on K, if following the time line). I came to the conclusion that this was brought upon by watching The Others that night.
Trying to fall asleep, I experience a few strange CEVs. Peoples faces, people I do not know, just random people. Men and women, a bit older, looking at me, faces distorting, mutilating. Was a bit bizarre. *happy thoughts* *happy thoughts* I try not to let them flip me. I soon fell asleep, only to wake up to another sleepy tired work day.
[ 12 July 2002: Message edited by: badboybrian ]
Day 1: 7pm - We all meet up at my place, including some other friends. We get the liquid and after a couple hours of chillin out, we decide to go see Men in Black 2 and rail in the theater.
Day 1: 9:20pm - In 2 carloads, we go over to my friends job to cook up the Ketamine, only he left his keys in his truck. We tell the other carload to hang tight for about 15 while we go to my other friends place to cook it up. 45 minutes later, we get back to the spot and the other carload is gone. We assumed they couldnt wait and decided to go home. (Later in the evening, my assumption proves correct when he calls.) We decide to head to the theater.
Day 1: 10:10pm - The surviving carload makes it to the movie, just in time for previews. For the next 20, from the dark top corner of the theater you can hear “SNIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!” “SNIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!” hehe. I couldn’t tell you exactly how much we did because it was so dark. Lets just say a couple of key bumps as well as a couple of lines. It was definitely enough to rawk me a bit.
The movie starts. I noticed my audio was a bit distorted. The movie screen tunneled, like it was shrinking and looked farther away. Everything seemed to move slower. I could hardly move, but I was feeling pretty dayum alright. Also, if you can remember the Michael Jackson video Thriller, where the chick first sees him as a zombie and everything behind her starts to shrink, well yeah, thats how the movie was lookin, and especially for some reason, when Lara Flynne Boyle was on screen.
Day 1: 11:45pm - The movie ends and we walk back to the car. I complain the rush was too short, then I realized that the movie was over. It had already been an hour and a half. We then decide that our buddy was gonna rail a nice line or two and enjoy the ride back to my place while I drive.
Day 2: 12:00am - We arrive at my place. My buddy kinda complained he didnt feel much on the drive. Stepping out of the car, and trying to walk, he immediately retracted his statement. We go to my room and we rail a few more hefty lines. Rush is a little more intense. I try to walk but it was extremely difficult. If youve seen the newer version of House on Haunted Hill, then youll know what I mean when I say how the old doctor looked on the monitor as he walked. (step PAUSE step PAUSE step PAUSE step PAUSE). Thats how I felt trying to walk. I put on some Mark Farina for some back ground. People were IMing me but I told my sober friend to talk for me. I had to lay down, at least sit down and chill. So thats what I did. Just chill. Enjoying the rest of the rush. We all go outside for a smoke. I realize, shit, I cant even just stand. So I sit. Hehe.
Day 2: 2:00am - Everyone begins to take off, sobered up. I get ready for bed. Heres where the fun stuff happens. I close my eyes and the weirdest CEV hit me. Was incredibly interesting. I dont exactly remember what was in the visual, but I remember the context. Think of a landscape and scanning it with your eyes from left to right. Lets take the front of my house as an example. Me, just standing outside looking from left to right. There would be something in the picture. Lets say a ragdoll on the sidewalk. Once my eyes spot it. The scan would stop and the ragdoll would jump in front of my face and start moving all tweeker like. Then it would return to where it was. I continue to scan. Then see, like a dog. Again, I stop and the dog jumps right in front of my face and wiggles around a bit then returns to where it was. I continue to scan. This continued for a bit more. Then stopped. By then, I was dosing off, awaiting tomorrow.
Day 2: 6:30am-11:30pm- Just another day, doing my daily stuff. Only, I was incredibly tired during the day.
Day 3: 12am - Im at home and I decide to rail a couple more lines. This time more than the previous night. I think about 50-60mg. I know its more because I can immediately tell my function ability was way way less.
Day 3: 12:10am - Realizing I shouldnt walk around anymore, nor try to pay attention to chat, I pop in my Charlies Angels DVD and lay on my bed. Chillin out. A few minutes into the movie I noticed that I pretty much cannot move any inch of my body. Pretty much planted where I was. 10-15 minutes into the movie I begin to rawk harder. Im watching the movie on my computer. My monitor is to the left of my bed, so my head is slightly tilted to the left. From the bottom and right corners of my eye, I can see myself float up from my body and to the right. I can see myself continue to float to the right until I was literally beside myself watching this movie (no pun intended).
Every so often, I break from paying attention to the movie. I would look away from the monitor and stare straight up. At some point, I had some OEVs of a carousel (merry go round like, even) but instead of horses and children and what not, they were more like green floating rocks. Think of the rings of Saturn but up up up close. Yeah they were spinning with the carousel. Also, shadows were kinda trippin me out. Dancing around outta the sides of my eye.
About an hour and a half into the session, I came to a realization that I can feel my legs. Which meant, that I didnt realize I couldnt move them previously. I make an attempt to stand up, put on my house shoes, go outside to have a cigarette. Attempt successful. Outside, I realize that, yeah, I prolly still shouldnt be standing. Heh. So I sit on my porch step, smoking my cigarette.
Day 3: 1:45am-2:00am - I finish my cigarette and go back inside. I turn off my computer and my light and prep myself for bed. I lay down and close my eyes, falling asleep.
Summation: I just had a fun last couple days and I wanted to share them with you. Have a great week everyone!
[ 11 July 2002: Message edited by: badboybrian ]
EDIT: The following was omitted because it occurred the night after (on my 4th night on K, if following the time line). I came to the conclusion that this was brought upon by watching The Others that night.
Trying to fall asleep, I experience a few strange CEVs. Peoples faces, people I do not know, just random people. Men and women, a bit older, looking at me, faces distorting, mutilating. Was a bit bizarre. *happy thoughts* *happy thoughts* I try not to let them flip me. I soon fell asleep, only to wake up to another sleepy tired work day.
[ 12 July 2002: Message edited by: badboybrian ]
