So im heavily dependent on heroin. for multiple years I'm taking large amounts of it always making sure i have access to as much as i need, so as a result my body can't faction with out it.
for almost a year now I've been trying to gradually reduce my amounts to 0 by aiming to only take as much as i need to not suffer and occasionally less when i have the will power. but i didn't have the self control to pull it off and i was getting desper.
suboxone wouldn't do it for me and i didn't have reliable access to methadone so i didn't see any options.
then my source sold me this shitty mix for heroin. it resembles brown heroin visualy but to cut to the point , it's cut with a very strong sedative.
it does make me fill euphoric and drawsy but overall i dislike it, mostly because it makes my Breath hella short to the point i noticed my self forgetting to breath for multiple seconds and i also find the numbness and coolness annoying. well if it isn't ketamine it's something that resembles it a lot.
the thing is while this is unpleasant it does cover the heroin wds. maybe i can use this as my bridge to stop? given that i dislike it it will help with my self control issues and since the anesthetic covers my need for heroin it may help reduce my dependance.
does that sound like a plan or am i missing something? anyone tried something like this?
for almost a year now I've been trying to gradually reduce my amounts to 0 by aiming to only take as much as i need to not suffer and occasionally less when i have the will power. but i didn't have the self control to pull it off and i was getting desper.
suboxone wouldn't do it for me and i didn't have reliable access to methadone so i didn't see any options.
then my source sold me this shitty mix for heroin. it resembles brown heroin visualy but to cut to the point , it's cut with a very strong sedative.
it does make me fill euphoric and drawsy but overall i dislike it, mostly because it makes my Breath hella short to the point i noticed my self forgetting to breath for multiple seconds and i also find the numbness and coolness annoying. well if it isn't ketamine it's something that resembles it a lot.
the thing is while this is unpleasant it does cover the heroin wds. maybe i can use this as my bridge to stop? given that i dislike it it will help with my self control issues and since the anesthetic covers my need for heroin it may help reduce my dependance.
does that sound like a plan or am i missing something? anyone tried something like this?