Okay so its a year since I first tried MDMA, after having an amazing first 6 months with the drug I found myself geting quite anxious about it, my comedowns began and they started to freak me out a little bit and now I find that when I take it I cant quite keep myself in the moment; my mind runs away on other thoughts and it becomes irritating, so i have decided to stop taking the drug for a while.
When speaking to an old friend about this he said I should maybe look into something else to keep myself entertained and experimenting, he suggested ketamine. A fair few of my friends I spend time with nowadays do K, often at the end of a night or at a house party where there are places to chill.
My friend says it might suit me for this time in my life as it doesn’t directly affect your mood or have a heavily mood altering comedown, but at the same time my other friend said it might be too scary for me being quite new to drugs, the feeling of not being able to move the same way might be too uncomfortable and the out of body feelings and common feeling of weird fear might be too much for me in his opinion.
I have decided I want to try it and see for myself, knowing the things I know now I think it might be interesting even if I don’t enjoy it.
I just wanted to ask here to make sure ive got my facts right and im not headed for a horrible few hours, so correct me if im wrong:
I intend to try a small amount (50mg-ish) of it in my room at home with some music or a tv show on with my girlfriend who will stay sober, she doesn’t mind baby sitting me on this type of thing and is quite interested in the drug herself.
And then maybe I will work from there once I’ve had a light taste of it, any tips and pointers please let me know
Thanks for reading
a few extra pieces of information:
I used to have small panic attacks at the peak of coming up on mdma, literally 20 seconds outbursts and then id be fine
I used to smoke weed a couple of years ago but nowadays i dont enjoy it too much because i find it hard to get on with what i want to be doing/feeling like i should be doing something im not, and if im chilling i just think and its not relaxing for me, obviously taking K id want to be in an environment where i dont have to do anything and can enjoy experiencing my own thing
When speaking to an old friend about this he said I should maybe look into something else to keep myself entertained and experimenting, he suggested ketamine. A fair few of my friends I spend time with nowadays do K, often at the end of a night or at a house party where there are places to chill.
My friend says it might suit me for this time in my life as it doesn’t directly affect your mood or have a heavily mood altering comedown, but at the same time my other friend said it might be too scary for me being quite new to drugs, the feeling of not being able to move the same way might be too uncomfortable and the out of body feelings and common feeling of weird fear might be too much for me in his opinion.
I have decided I want to try it and see for myself, knowing the things I know now I think it might be interesting even if I don’t enjoy it.
I just wanted to ask here to make sure ive got my facts right and im not headed for a horrible few hours, so correct me if im wrong:
- When sniffing it takes 5-10 minutes to begin
- The main section of the experience lasts roughly an hour and the effects slowly wear off in the hours after that
- My body movements will feel different, slow and I could find walking weird and harder
- I will feel outside of my body and disassociated with my emotions and feelings
- Music will sound different and messed up
- I might feel a weird sense of fear but it is unlikely to last for the whole hour
- I could feel sick <---- this is the one I want the most advice on!
I intend to try a small amount (50mg-ish) of it in my room at home with some music or a tv show on with my girlfriend who will stay sober, she doesn’t mind baby sitting me on this type of thing and is quite interested in the drug herself.
And then maybe I will work from there once I’ve had a light taste of it, any tips and pointers please let me know

Thanks for reading
a few extra pieces of information:
I used to have small panic attacks at the peak of coming up on mdma, literally 20 seconds outbursts and then id be fine
I used to smoke weed a couple of years ago but nowadays i dont enjoy it too much because i find it hard to get on with what i want to be doing/feeling like i should be doing something im not, and if im chilling i just think and its not relaxing for me, obviously taking K id want to be in an environment where i dont have to do anything and can enjoy experiencing my own thing