I had tried this before, ketamine and horror films, once with 30 days of night. I enjoyed it thoroughly, yet I was in a movie theater so the amount used was conservative and the distractions were plenty.
It had been a long time since I used K, and last night I conjured a perfect storm with a lot of K and 2 horror films hat I was dying to watch: 28 days later and 28 weeks later. I served my self up with what amounted to 1 cooked vial of K. Snorted all at once.
Now the experience that ensued was something that I don't think I have the literary prowess to describe... but I will try. As I sat there and the film began, I felt that gentle humming and slight disorientation.... It was then that the roller coaster took off. In this severely impaired state, which once resembled a consciousness, my mind began merging with the film... I fell inside, the horror, the adrenaline rushing through me... I was in there, abandoned city, death at every turn, terrified for my life, despair and a primal sense of survival dictated every thought, emotion and action. I didnt fight it, I somewhat perceived the "real world" but at that stage, it had become peripheral noise, useless visual garbage that my brain was to dispose of as it saw fit....I have never felt so alive... That feeling, the joy of facing your own mortality...
As I began sobering up ad the thrill ride was gone, it was only me, drenched in my own cold sweat, wondering if it was a good idea to have experienced this, being fully aware that I wont ever be that connected to my own existence as I was then.
...... I'm sure this was nothing special to more seasoned users.... but I felt like I had to tell someone about this.
It had been a long time since I used K, and last night I conjured a perfect storm with a lot of K and 2 horror films hat I was dying to watch: 28 days later and 28 weeks later. I served my self up with what amounted to 1 cooked vial of K. Snorted all at once.
Now the experience that ensued was something that I don't think I have the literary prowess to describe... but I will try. As I sat there and the film began, I felt that gentle humming and slight disorientation.... It was then that the roller coaster took off. In this severely impaired state, which once resembled a consciousness, my mind began merging with the film... I fell inside, the horror, the adrenaline rushing through me... I was in there, abandoned city, death at every turn, terrified for my life, despair and a primal sense of survival dictated every thought, emotion and action. I didnt fight it, I somewhat perceived the "real world" but at that stage, it had become peripheral noise, useless visual garbage that my brain was to dispose of as it saw fit....I have never felt so alive... That feeling, the joy of facing your own mortality...
As I began sobering up ad the thrill ride was gone, it was only me, drenched in my own cold sweat, wondering if it was a good idea to have experienced this, being fully aware that I wont ever be that connected to my own existence as I was then.
...... I'm sure this was nothing special to more seasoned users.... but I felt like I had to tell someone about this.
I dont think i'd be trying it with horror films though.. but definitley action,adventure ones lol.
