ImNotTelling
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I consider myself an exsperienced Ketamine user.
Ive used it many of times, also never had that bad of a trip off k. But lots of people i know have.
I had a good day before this exsperience. I was very excited and happy all day because i was going to a party in the morning. I was with good friends in a good atmosphere.
I have no idea of what doses i took. I know this is not smart. And i recommend that others should know how much there taking.
Okay so 3friends and i are at my friend b's apartment. Its me B, L, and M.
Were all staying the night there because we have to get up early and leave for a party 3-4hours away. We decided to try the k before the party.
The apartment is nice and cozy and feels very safe, which is very important to me when i do k.
At around 3am we each snort a big line of k(note i do not know how much)
*note that i took a microdot earlier that night, in which i didnt feel.*
snorting the k made my eyes water and burnt badly.
After 2mins of snorting the k i could tell this was going to be a fun night. We were all just standing there real close to each other sort of in a circle. i kept getting this image of little children spinning in circles, it was lovely.
Then which i started spinning in circles and walking bringing my feet up really high, this made me feel as if i was walking on the moon.(this is something i like to do every time i use k)
My friends then turned out the lights,It was like my brain turned off right with the light, because i didnt know were i was or who i was. I was just apart of the darkness.
Then i started seeing dancing lights and it was like my brain turned back on, I didnt know if i should be happy or dissapointed. I then realised it was my friend M dancing with his lights.
We then turn the lights back on and as soon as this happend, B's 2dogs run in the room. I sat on the love seat, sunk deep inside it, felt like it was sucking me in, and watched the dogs play fight. I was scared at first of the dogs but then as i kept watching they seemed so beautiful. As they twirled around together becoming one dog, It was like i could see life from there eyes and it was very differnt. I couldnt take my eyes off them, i had no idea what was going on in the room besides the dogs, i had the urge to jump down there with the dogs, thank god i didnt i probaly would of gotten killed.
Then my friend L asked me to walk out to the car with her to get some other cds. I was up for the challenge, Anything to get me away from the dogs i was starting to think was evil.
As we were walking therw the hallway i could tell i didnt have much control of myself. I kept falling up against the walls. Felt like the floor was made of springs. My friend also was having a hard time walking. We just laughed.
Going out to the car seemed like such a big adventure.. We stood at the door for about 40seconds which seemed like forever, just whispering nothing to each other. The B came and opened the door for us and we went out.
Right when i stepped outside..Everything started spinning. Everything around me looked differnt. Like i was some were else.. Some were i never been.
Once we made it to the car, i asked my friend what we were doing out there, and she reminds me that we had to get cds.
The whole time she is talking, she sounds like a baby and it was addicting because it made me start talking like a baby for a second.
Then i got really scared because it felt like the earth was tilting, But L convinces me that were on a hill.
We finally make it back into the apartment. When i walk into the room my friends are in ,B is doing flips and rolling on the floor and M is just sitting there on the couch laughing.
That then took alot of stress off me, Because i was thinking i was the only one feeling the k. And that made me feel akward.
I then lay on the love seat and take in the scene. Didnt feel like moving. Or talking. And my nose was sore. I remembered that we had to get up early and leave for the party , i wondered what time it was but had no idea and had no strength to get up and find out. I just melted back into the couch.
L and B which are a couple decided to go to bed, and M was laying on the other couch silent. And i laid on my couch silent, but couldnt really get comfortable. The k was starting to ware off and i wanted to fall asleep bad but i couldnt for nothing.
Me and M decided the microdots is what kept us awake, but it was soon 8am and we all got ready and left for our trip. I was dreading this ride.
It was a hot morning, we had no air conditioner, i was tired, the car was a nice sized car, we had plenty of room. i was in the back.
Before leaving our city we stopped and ate breakfast because we knew we would be partying all day and night.
I slept for about an hour then when i woke up i was handed a bad of K, which i took 2big bumps off a straw. My eyes started to water badly and my nose was very sore from the night before which made it burn worst. I layed my head back and felt like i was at home in my bed, which felt nice because i was dreading the car ride. They once again hand me the bad of k after about 30mins and i again snorted 2 nice sized bumps. Probaly around 5mins after i forgot how to talk, i couldnt get words out, i kept trying to talk but couldnt. This bothered me and my friends noticed this and was asking whats wrong and i then put my fingers in the air and wiggled my fingers and said "its the kkkkk" This made my friends bust out laughing. Which helped me get back to reality.
we finally got were we were going and we decided to do some k before we got in line. We each did 2bumps again ( and im sorry i dont know how much)
After about 10mins of standing in line i start to have a uncomfortable feeling come over me. I couldnt see anyone or anything and i couldnt understand anything. I felt like i shouldnt of been there.
There was alot of people there alot of things going on at once and it was really hot and we had to stand in a long line.
I couldnt quit thinking that i shouldnt of done any more K.
words from different converstaions around were joining up with different words from other convos and making its own lanuage, It was intense.
The sun was very hot and i didnt think i could take it. The sun was attacking me, Like i was in war with it, Like it just wanted me to fall over and it wasnt going to stop intil i did, and i kept fighting it (atleast this is what i was thinking at the moment)
I tried to wisper in my friends ear that i couldnt take this but i couldnt get the words out.
I started to panick. words running every where over and over, nothing making sense. Movements all around that i couldnt concentrate on ,even if i tried my hardest too. I then left my friends after about 25mins of standing in line and went and sat up against a wall, for about 5mins. The k was starting to ware off so i joined my friends back in line. We finally made it into the party, which was so awesome, and we have lots of fun.
All in all this was a good trip!
Ive used it many of times, also never had that bad of a trip off k. But lots of people i know have.
I had a good day before this exsperience. I was very excited and happy all day because i was going to a party in the morning. I was with good friends in a good atmosphere.
I have no idea of what doses i took. I know this is not smart. And i recommend that others should know how much there taking.
Okay so 3friends and i are at my friend b's apartment. Its me B, L, and M.
Were all staying the night there because we have to get up early and leave for a party 3-4hours away. We decided to try the k before the party.
The apartment is nice and cozy and feels very safe, which is very important to me when i do k.
At around 3am we each snort a big line of k(note i do not know how much)
*note that i took a microdot earlier that night, in which i didnt feel.*
snorting the k made my eyes water and burnt badly.
After 2mins of snorting the k i could tell this was going to be a fun night. We were all just standing there real close to each other sort of in a circle. i kept getting this image of little children spinning in circles, it was lovely.
Then which i started spinning in circles and walking bringing my feet up really high, this made me feel as if i was walking on the moon.(this is something i like to do every time i use k)
My friends then turned out the lights,It was like my brain turned off right with the light, because i didnt know were i was or who i was. I was just apart of the darkness.
Then i started seeing dancing lights and it was like my brain turned back on, I didnt know if i should be happy or dissapointed. I then realised it was my friend M dancing with his lights.
We then turn the lights back on and as soon as this happend, B's 2dogs run in the room. I sat on the love seat, sunk deep inside it, felt like it was sucking me in, and watched the dogs play fight. I was scared at first of the dogs but then as i kept watching they seemed so beautiful. As they twirled around together becoming one dog, It was like i could see life from there eyes and it was very differnt. I couldnt take my eyes off them, i had no idea what was going on in the room besides the dogs, i had the urge to jump down there with the dogs, thank god i didnt i probaly would of gotten killed.
Then my friend L asked me to walk out to the car with her to get some other cds. I was up for the challenge, Anything to get me away from the dogs i was starting to think was evil.
As we were walking therw the hallway i could tell i didnt have much control of myself. I kept falling up against the walls. Felt like the floor was made of springs. My friend also was having a hard time walking. We just laughed.
Going out to the car seemed like such a big adventure.. We stood at the door for about 40seconds which seemed like forever, just whispering nothing to each other. The B came and opened the door for us and we went out.
Right when i stepped outside..Everything started spinning. Everything around me looked differnt. Like i was some were else.. Some were i never been.
Once we made it to the car, i asked my friend what we were doing out there, and she reminds me that we had to get cds.
The whole time she is talking, she sounds like a baby and it was addicting because it made me start talking like a baby for a second.
Then i got really scared because it felt like the earth was tilting, But L convinces me that were on a hill.
We finally make it back into the apartment. When i walk into the room my friends are in ,B is doing flips and rolling on the floor and M is just sitting there on the couch laughing.
That then took alot of stress off me, Because i was thinking i was the only one feeling the k. And that made me feel akward.
I then lay on the love seat and take in the scene. Didnt feel like moving. Or talking. And my nose was sore. I remembered that we had to get up early and leave for the party , i wondered what time it was but had no idea and had no strength to get up and find out. I just melted back into the couch.
L and B which are a couple decided to go to bed, and M was laying on the other couch silent. And i laid on my couch silent, but couldnt really get comfortable. The k was starting to ware off and i wanted to fall asleep bad but i couldnt for nothing.
Me and M decided the microdots is what kept us awake, but it was soon 8am and we all got ready and left for our trip. I was dreading this ride.
It was a hot morning, we had no air conditioner, i was tired, the car was a nice sized car, we had plenty of room. i was in the back.
Before leaving our city we stopped and ate breakfast because we knew we would be partying all day and night.
I slept for about an hour then when i woke up i was handed a bad of K, which i took 2big bumps off a straw. My eyes started to water badly and my nose was very sore from the night before which made it burn worst. I layed my head back and felt like i was at home in my bed, which felt nice because i was dreading the car ride. They once again hand me the bad of k after about 30mins and i again snorted 2 nice sized bumps. Probaly around 5mins after i forgot how to talk, i couldnt get words out, i kept trying to talk but couldnt. This bothered me and my friends noticed this and was asking whats wrong and i then put my fingers in the air and wiggled my fingers and said "its the kkkkk" This made my friends bust out laughing. Which helped me get back to reality.
we finally got were we were going and we decided to do some k before we got in line. We each did 2bumps again ( and im sorry i dont know how much)
After about 10mins of standing in line i start to have a uncomfortable feeling come over me. I couldnt see anyone or anything and i couldnt understand anything. I felt like i shouldnt of been there.
There was alot of people there alot of things going on at once and it was really hot and we had to stand in a long line.
I couldnt quit thinking that i shouldnt of done any more K.
words from different converstaions around were joining up with different words from other convos and making its own lanuage, It was intense.
The sun was very hot and i didnt think i could take it. The sun was attacking me, Like i was in war with it, Like it just wanted me to fall over and it wasnt going to stop intil i did, and i kept fighting it (atleast this is what i was thinking at the moment)
I tried to wisper in my friends ear that i couldnt take this but i couldnt get the words out.
I started to panick. words running every where over and over, nothing making sense. Movements all around that i couldnt concentrate on ,even if i tried my hardest too. I then left my friends after about 25mins of standing in line and went and sat up against a wall, for about 5mins. The k was starting to ware off so i joined my friends back in line. We finally made it into the party, which was so awesome, and we have lots of fun.
All in all this was a good trip!
